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11/01/02 Day five of my half-term break: I decided to continue resting my shoulder today. I didn't do much of anything. I invited Kay over in the evening, and she and I went to see a movie. We saw a film called "28 Days later..." or something like that. It was a British film. It was a horror film--kinda a zombie like movie about people who get this disease "the rage" and go nuts and start killing people. Anyhow, it was actually pretty good in my opinion. Kay and I also sneaked into another movie theatre after that one was over and watched something called "They" It was another horror film, but much, much poorer quality--and odly quite short. Anyway, it was a night of horror films. I slept quite soundly that night, however. Kay was lucky, she just caught the last bus back to her house.

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11/02/02 Saturday: Spent a good portion of my day working on my web-pages. I uploaded a bunch of new scanned pages. Now that my good friend Jeff sent me a copy of some good photo editing software, I am able to scan pages easier, and make them not only smaller file size, but crisper images too. Other than that I didn't do much today.

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11/03/02 Sunday: Mandy invited me to go with her, Jamie, and Rachel to see the new Spy Kids movie. I hesitated at first, because I am so low on money right now, but decided to go anyhow. I'm glad I went. The movie was cute. Its obvious Robert Rodriguez had fun making this movie. It is silly, and not to be taken seriously. However, the reason I was glad I went was because Rachel told me when that she is pretty sure she can get me a weekend job working for some guy she works with, getting paid under the table. Which would be perfect for me. So anyway, I should find out on Thursday if I get the job.

I'm glad to be going back to school tommorow. I don't much like not having something to do.

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11/04/02 Day Twenty-Four: Well, today was our first day of our second half term of the Autumn term. I woke up rather early this morning, and spent a little time reading online, and chatting, I also cleaned the kitchen and did the dishes. The sunrise this morning was beautiful, and the skys were mostly clear, indicating that it wouldn't rain, at least on my way to school. The ride to school was uneventful. I am noticing that it is easier and easier for me to ride up the hill every day. I got to school around 8:30, and did a bit of juggling with 3 clubs in the gym. Closer to 9:00am I got my digital camera out and started taking pictures of people for my new page "Meet The Students." At 9:00am Javier started the warm-up (apparently Javier is doing a second week of warm-ups.) His warm-up was pretty basic. He didn't do any games, or scratching fleas, or massage in a line that he usually does. He ended the warm-up about 10 minutes early, presumably so we could figure out where we were supposed to go next, since we hadn't recieved a new time table yet. Right around 9:30 Bim showed up with copies of the time table, and handed them out to people. I am not going to post the time table online yet, because I go the impression that there were some errors on it that they are working out, so I will wait for a final copy.

My first class was E&M. Rod explained to us that for the next 6 weeks we would be working on hat juggling, diabolo, bouncing balls, ball spinning, and cigar boxes. He said we would be working for the next 2.5 weeks we would be working on learning those skills, and then for the second half, we would be working on a presentation involving those skills. Today we started with hat juggling. For our warm-up we played the red ball game. Our best run today was 174 hits. After that we went on to work with the hats. The class basically consisted of either Rod, Javier, or Dave showing us a trick, and us working on it for a few minutes before we moved onto the next trick. I will list below:

* Basic throw to same hand - one spin
* Basic throw onto head - one spin
* Basic throw to extended hand (one spin, arm extended straight as possible, look forward, lower hat onto head after catch)
* Under leg throw (R under R, R under L, L under L, L under R) onto head
* Behind the back (L & R) onto head
* Javier's throw to the foot (hat held in basic grip, turned up side down, half spin thrown down onto flexed foot) with kickup to head.
* Dave's tip off the head to the foot (tip the hat from behind, it makes a half spin and lands on the flexed foot) with a kickeup to head.
* Roll up the back onto the head (bend over, grip hat with both hands, place on your back, roll hat up towards head, lift head)
* Roll down arm off of head (L&R)
* Roll up arm onto head (L&R)
* Roll from behind head across shoulders, down arm into hand (L&R)
* Rod's Twidle: hat on head, pinky and ring finger grip hat on front of brim, remove hat, rotate in circular motion around wrist to the outside, replace on head, repeat (L&R)
* Dave's Twidle #1: thumb on top, remove behind arm/shoulder, twist arm, spin hat around, then back on head, thumb hold in back during placement (L&R)
* Dave's Twidle #2: Big circles, little circles.
* Javier's Twidle: hat on head, reach for hat behind opposite side, remove twirling hat between fingers, replace untwirling.
* Javier's throw to partner's head: basic grip, hat turned up side down, half spin, lands on partner's head (similar to throw to foot)
* Dave's throw to partner's head: hat on head, thumb, and first two fingers grip brim at front, remove hat pushing it back behind head, then flicking it forward, makes a slow half spin, landing on partner's head.

After we all worked on those tricks, Rod gave us a demonstration of what we could do with three hats. He explained to us that the hats are very expensive, and they don't have enough hats for every student to have three hats each to work with. I am impressed enough with the amazing amount of E&M equipment they DO have available. I can't imagine how much money they spend on props. Anyhow, Rod showed us the following tricks using three hats: 1. Three hat juggling w/ spins (starting with one hat on head--you take it off after you make the first throw) 2. Three hat juggling, continuous basic throw to the head continuous L&R 3. Three hat juggling with the slide move (use one hat to slide the other one off onto your shoulder as the hat you are using to push the other hat goes onto your head.) After Rod's demonstration, we went back to work on the hat tricks we were learning. I really enjoyed the hat juggling. I can definitely see myself wanting to work with this some more.

My next class was Physical Theatre class. Our physical theatre class is 2 hours long. It was interesting to look around the room and see who had chosen Physical Theatre as one of the specializations. I think the class as a whole has good energy levels, and a good variety, and it should be a fun class. As far as I know, there are only two other people besides myself who have chosen E&M and Physical Theatre as their specializations, and they are Pascal and Annette, though I hear Ashling is considering changing her Acro to PT--so that would make 4 of us. Bim started the class off with having us walk around the room and look at people's faces. He asked us to mentally make observations about each person's face as we walked past them by asking us questions about them (e.g. are they angry, do they look confrontational, do they draw you in, do they push you away, etc.) After doing this for a while, he had us stop, and we talked about the difference between character and persona. Bim said that when we walk around like we had been, most people were using their persona, or what characteristics, and facial expressions they offer the general public (what they want the public to see.) He said that character is different, where with a character, you are trying to portray some persona other than the ones you usually do. He talked about people who have a hard time letting go of their persona in order to play a character. For the rest of the class period, we worked in neutral with and without the neutral masks. First he had us walk around in neutral, going from place to place, staying focused on remaining neutral, and focused on where we were going. Next he had us stop, and imagine we were overlooking the ocean. Then he had us imagine we could see a boat out on the ocean. Then he had us imagine that we saw a friend of ours on the boat. Then he had us wave to the friend. After that he spoke for a moment, about remaining in neutral and getting down to the essence of saying goodbye, and he had us wave again, in neutral, but this time with the idea that you are waving goodbye. After that, he had us all sit down at one end of the room and in pairs, he had us go up to the front and wearing the neutral masks perform the "goodbye" scene for the class. The scene basically consists of your standing with your back to the audience, then you turn, you notice the boat leaving, your run towards the boat, then wave goodbye. After each pair went, the class discussed what was effective or not of each performance. It was fascinating to break each of them down, and see how the slightest variations in each one affects the outcome. When I went, I put on the mask, with my back to the audience, I turned, and I noticed the boat. I felt everything was clear up to that point. Then I ran towards the boat, but everything about that move felt wrong and clumsy, and the wave after that felt wrong too (as though it were an aftershock of the last move.) Bim confirmed what was in my mind, and he said that what I did was good up until the running towards the boat, and then it was awkward. I couldn't help but wonder if my awkwardness of running towards the boat had anything to do with the character/persona issue Bim addressed earlier. After everyone had had a go at it, Bim had us get back up, and go onto the next exercise. For this next one, he had us walking through a forest in neutral, making sure to make the objects in the forest apparent (e.g. stepping over logs, walking around trees, moving branches out of your way, etc.) then he had us approach a clearing where we could see a huge mountain in the distance. There, he had us just stand, feeling grounded, looking at the mountain, and feeling big, and grounded and strong like the mountain. Then next he had us travel up the mountain. At first the incline was medium. You had to lean forward a little bit, and bend your knees to really be able to affectively push your way up the mountain. Then the incline gets steeper and steeper, until it gets to a point where you are basically climbing up a wall of rocks, all this STILL being done in neutral character. Once we arrived at the top of the mountain, Bim had us stand there again, similar to the standing at the base of the mountain, but this time we could look around at the wide view, and feel the wind. This stand was looser than the previous one, as the wind could slowly affect our stand. Next we ran down the mountain. This was a crazy, and high energy exercise of trying to fight gravity as you go down the mountian, leaning back, small steps, large steps, alternating tempo--all in neutral. Then once we arrived at the bottom of the mountiain, he had us arrive at a huge river. On the other side of the river, he had us notice that the sun was setting. And taking on the feel of the setting sun, he had us sit down and relax next to the river. For the final part of the class, Bim seperated us into groups of 4, and had each group of four get up in front of the class and redo the scene we had just gone over(through forest, up mountain, down mountain, river, sunset,) but wearing the neutral masks. When my group went, Bim said that Elee and I did well with the forest, making lots of believable fixed points. He also said that I had an amazing, huge presence at the base, and top of the mountain--he has expressed this before (my ability to have a large, presence.) We ran out of time, and the last group of 4 didn't get to go. I don't think anyone minded though, it was 1:30pm by then, and we were all hungry.

I spent half of my lunch hour in the student room, eating my lunch and socializing, and then I went to the gym and worked on some juggling. At 2:30 it was time for our Dip Notes session, and Bim had mentioned that he would be giving a lecture/demonstration on larval masks. This hour and a half presentation was amazing. Bim has a HUGE collection of masks. I spent most of the class time drawing quick sketches of several of the masks that he presented. He started by showing off his larval masks. I just tried to do a search on the internet of larval masks, but couldn't find any good pictures. Perhaps later I will finish these sketches and put them online. Anyhow, he had 4 people from the class get up and put the masks on, and come out, wearing them, and he gave them instructions on how to act (things like, you are beautiful, you are sexy, try to find the best pose, you are ugly, you are ugly and sexy.) It was hilarious seeing these characters, who have huge heads with minimalistic but exageratted human features, moving about, trying to act out these bizzare instructions. After that, Bim showed us all the other masks he has made over the years. It was so amazing how big his collection is. Hopefully I can get some good pictures of them at some point. He talked a lot about how a mask's expression can change by just the angle it is displayed. He had this one mask in particular, a chinese man, and it was amazing how it would go from happy to sad by just tilting the head up or down. Bim said something about giving a maskmaking workshop after chirstmas (which would cost extra) and I am hoping to be able to go to it.

After that wonderful presentation, I had an hour off to practice. I went to the gym and worked on my backcrosses for a bit, and then worked on my 3 balls in my left hand some more.

At 5:00pm I headed over to the Student Room, because Bim had asked the physical theatre class to watch a couple of videos during that hour (which on the schedule is set aside as physical theatre practice time.) It was hard watching the video in that room, because, one, the TV in there really sucks, and two, with so many people in the room, it is easy to get distracted by conversations, etc. I didn't end up watching much of the videos, but I did get a feel for it. Perhaps if I have time, I will go back and watch them again alone. At one point I went over to the office to look through the library of books. Bim was there and I asked if he could suggest a book on Lecoq. He had one he suggested I should read, but apparently Denise had checked it out, and it was overdue. Bim also pointed out some videos on maskwork I should watch at some point.

At 6:00pm I went to the gym and practiced my 3 balls in my left had for half an hour. Then at 6:30, some kids martial arts class (that apparently happens on monday nights) was about to start, so I moved over to Studio 2 to continue practicing. I took a hat with me, and practice some of the stuff we had learned earlier today. Then after that I went back to working on my 3 ball fountain in my left hand (I am determined to get my six ball pattern down!)

Around 7:00pm I hopped on my bike and headed home. It was allready dark. In fact it had been dark since around 5:30pm. I hate this time of the year, when the clocks change, and its gets dark so early. My bike ride home was uneventful. It didn't rain, it wasn't even that cold out. I got home, tired. I worked on the computer for a while, working on the pictures I had taken, then I decided to go to bed early, around 8:30pm.

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11/05/02 Day Twenty-Five: This will be a short entry. Today was a bit of an odd day. I got up this morning, did my usual stuff, worked on my web-page, breakfast, etc. Rode my bike to school, no rain, though there were some heavy clouds. When I got to school, I went to the student house and got the keys to open the gym. Once in the gym I did a lot of stretching before our group warm-up session. Again, I am noticing that my flexibility is increasing. Warm-up with Javier was pretty basic, no games, or itchy fleas. I ran around getting more pictures of people for my web-page.

At 9:30 I went to my first class, which was my conditioning class. In this class we have an hour and a half of guided Pilates exercise. Its interesting because you don't move around that much. It is all very focused, minimalist kind of work, but it works you hard! And it felt good.

After conditioning was over, I was scheduled for a 2 hour and 45 minute break. Phil and I decided to go up to the student room and work on a comedy piece that we want to write that involves a very British person running into a very American person. Our idea is that both of them will be in Paris, and both will be frustrated because noone speaks English. Then they run into each other and are very excited about the fact that they both speak English. But through the conversation, they discover that indeed they don't speak the same language. We didn't make much progress on it, but we wrote out a few good ideas. While I was upstairs, I went into the office and asked Charlie if he still had my audition tape. He said he thought he did. Moments later he came into the student room and handed it to me. I ended up showing it to Phil and a few others. Phil said it was very good.

After my session with Phil, I went over to the gym to practice my juggling for the last bit of my break. I worked mostly on my 3 balls in my left hand. At 1:45 we were supposed to have Movement Technique class. Everyone piled into the gym for the class, but Tilly never showed up. She mentioned to us that she was going on holiday to Greece before the break, so maybe there was a problem with her getting back in time. What was annoying was that nobody from the office came to tell us about this. Eventually Fay went to the office, and found out that the class had been canceled. So that meant we had extra time to practice. I did a lot of passing with Oskar. We dug out some old clubs that are very fat, single piece plastic body clubs (there are 10 of them, and I imagine they are used for performances.) I told Oskar we would probably use these clubs if we did a passing routine together in the final show, and we should get used to them. They are hard to catch, but they look really good in the air. We had several very nice runs of eight club passing.

After using up our Movement Technique time on practicing skills, it was time for our Body Awareness class. But strangely enough, Helen never showed up. A lot of people were getting frustrated, including myself. I confess, it was nice to have all that extra free time to practice, but you feel like this is supposed to be a professional school, they should be on top of things. But I shouldn't complain until I know the full story. Anyhow, at that point, once people realized that there was not going to be a class, several people started to pack up to go home. I however stuck around, because we still had one more class scheduled. Well, it wasn't actually a class, it was E&M circuits, and a lot of the people that went home probably didn't need to stay for that anyhow--assuming they were not E&M people.

Anyhow, needless to say, I got a lot of juggling practrice in this afternoon. By 5:15 I was exhausted. There was a guy showing up to give a free workshop on clowning--in an attempt to gain people's interest in taking his classes. But since I can't afford the classes, it seemed silly for me to take his "teaser" class. So I went home. The bike ride home was uneventful, no rain. I'm getting lucky.

They are celebrating some holiday here. I still don't know exactly what the holiday is, but the entire city is setting off fireworks. I went to bed rather early to the sounds of fireworks.

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11/06/02 Day Twenty-Six: Well I just received an email from my mom, who faithfully reads my diary entries every day. Of course, that is what one would expect from a mom (or mum, if you're English,) wouldn't one? She apparently read my above comment about not knowing "exactly what" was the holiday they were celebrating yesterday. Truth be told, someone had explained it to me, but I must have been tired, because very little information had settled in my brain about it. I do remember hearing the name "Guy" because I had asked why some children had hit me up for some money in front of the grocery store, calling out, "Penny for the Guy!" They had a small effigy of "Guy" propped up next to a small cardboard box. I also remember the kids giving me a somewhat dirty look when I put a 2 pence piece in their box. A friend told me later that though they are using a traditional chant, when they say "penny," the modern kids are expecting a bit more than just 2 pence! Silly me, always taking things so literally. I thought I was being nice by giving them TWO pennies, when they were only asking for one! Anyway, here is the email my mom sent, clearing up the details about why I was kept awake into the night to the sounds of fireworks outside my window:

Dear Walter,
       For your information:  November fifth is Guy Fawkes Day in England.  It seems that on November 5th, 1605, Guy Fawkes led a group  who tried to blow up King James I and the Parliament to avenge the persecution of Roman Catholics in England.  They had planted barrels of gunpowder in the vaults belneath the house of Lords.  The event is commonly known as the Gunpowder Plot.  The rebels were caught and Guy Fawkes was hanged in 1606 for his part in the episode.  It would appear that The King made a big deal about the whole thing to help bolster his waning popularity. In memory of the Gunpowder Plot a formal search of the vaults beneath the houses of Parliament is still made before each new session.  
England observes Guy Fawkes Day each November 5th.  They have rhymes that the children chant:
             Please to remember the 5th of November. 
             Guy Fawkes die.  Hit him in the eye.
       There are fireworks, the children blacken their faces and dress in old clothes, going about the streets asking for pennies.  They have bonfires and burn effigies of Guy Fawkes, life size dummies made of old clothes stuffed with straw.  It's quite a holiday. . . and also happens to be your sister, Naomi's birthday.   Love you lots, MOM

Thanks for the email, mom, and Happy Birthday Naomi!!

Anyhow, I got up this morning, and the first thing I notice is that it is absolutely pouring! My luck had run out. I made myself as rainproof as possible and headed out the door at a much later hour than I usually do. I got to school right at 9:00am, and headed in for the warm-up. Javier again lead the warm-up. No games, or scratchy fleas--I guess he used up all his games on his last week.

At 9:30 I headed over to my first class, Performance. Bim usually teaches performance, but Tilly was filling in for him today. Today the class was similar to the one we had on October 23rd that dealt with the four elements. Tilly had us start the class with a Elements Tag game. Basically, we had to move about like one of the four elements and try to tag each other, and the person tagging someone would call out a new element that everyone would become. It wasn't a very exciting game of tag to say the least. You can't run very fast when you are being "earth." After that Tilly explained that like the "Four Elements" lesson, we would be acting out different objects. This is very similar to an exercise that Jyl has us do in her classes. Anyhow we started out by being large racks of meat, hanging in a truck (or lorry--if you're English,) and being transported somewhere. There would be the occasional bump along the road, that would cause you to jolt, and shake a little. She asked us to think about how a piece of meat would hang, whether it would vibrate, etc. Next she had us be jello. We were to be a serving of jello on a waiter's tray being transported to a table. Needless to say there was a lot of wiggling going on. It's interesting to do these kinds of exercises, and try to imagine yourself as these objects. I felt that most people in the class were wiggling too much. Jello does wiggle, but it keeps its shape pretty well. The next object we did was a spring. She had us compress ourselves (by squatting down a little--giving pressure that a spring would have) and then springing back up, and exploring how much reverberation our spring would have after it jumps back. She had us do this with a partner. Your partner would press down on your head, you would give them some resistence, and when they let go, you pop back up. We did this with three kinds of springs; bed springs (very bouncy and wobbly, easy to compress), the tiny spring inside a pen (easy to compress, but snaps back to its original shape with minimal vibrations,) and the super heavy duty springs, like on a truck (very hard to compress, and then snap back with almost no reverbration.) Next we went on to two liquids. First we did oil. At this point she asked us to begin to include our facial expressions into it, trying to imagine what kind of facial expression oil has. I must have had a funny expression on my face (I was trying to have the facial expression of a shady character who you wouldn't trust) because Annette started cracking up! Next we did honey. She had us pour ourselves out onto the floor (that was hard!) and then slowly thin out onto the floor as honey would do. Next we were church bells--large, wide, hard, stiff, but making small vibrations every time we were hit. Next she had us be a candle. Our bodies were the body of the candle and our head was the flame. At this point, Tilly changed things a little bit so that we started doing this in "chorus." In other words, she would have half the class be candles, while the other half could watch, and then we switched. So half of us stood there pretending to be candles in some huge cake while the other half of the class watched. Of course, someone had to try and blow us out! Next we did paper being crumpled. Tilly demonstrated this with an actual piece of paper that she crumpled. Then she tossed the crumpled paper on the floor, pointing out that the paper tries to uncrumple itself a little bit. So when we acted out being paper being crumpled, she wanted us to do those slight movements of trying to un-crumple. When we did this in chorus, and we were able to watch, I noticed that it had a very sad look to it. Tilly spoke about this, mentioning that if someone walked into the room, having not known what we were doing, they probably wouldn't know that we were paper being crumpled, but they would get this tragic feeling about the action. The next object we did was a nice one to follow the tragic one. It was funny. We were balloons. She had us first stretch our uninflated selfs a little, and explore how a balloon would snap back. Then she had us fill ourselves full of air until the room was full of all these human balloons! Then we released our air, screaming around the room, deflating until you land on the floor, giving one or two last final flops. It was hilarious, when we did it in chorus, and were able to watch the effect of several human balloons deflating, screaming in circles around the room, bouncing off walls. The final one we did, in honnor of November 5th, was fireworks. She had us start off by exploring by ourselves how to be different kinds of fireworks. Then during the chorus she had us chose 3-4 fireworks, and put on a fireworks show for each other. Very amusing. For the final part of the class she had us get into groups of 3 and she gave each group an assignment that dealt with water in some way. She gave our group "water dripping from a faucet" and we had to figure out a way to physically show that with our bodies, so that the rest of the class could figure it out. The class had no trouble figuring out what we were. The other ones were a fountain, a waterfall, and carbonated water (in a bottle.) At the end of class we were given a homework assignment. We were told to go to the zoo and observe some animals, making notes about their quality, their rhythm, and their internal state--how it applies to the matter we studied in the lesson today. That class ended at 11:00am, and my next class, Physical Theatre, started at 11:30, so I just had enough time to drink some water, and write down all the things we had just done in my notebook.

Our Physical Theatre class today was being taught again by Tilly, since Bim was out for the day. It turns out that today was our last day working with neutral. Next we will be working with larval masks. I am quite excited about working with those. Anyhow, Tilly started the class with a game. This game, she called "Corners," was an extremely fun game. She set up four chairs in the room, spaced about 10-12 feet apart in a square formation. One person sat in each chair, and a 5th person stands in the middle. The object of the game is that the person in the middle wants to sit down. And the other four people want to rack up points (though we didn't use points in this game) by switching chairs. So what the people have to do is make eye contact with another person sitting down in the chair, and through eye contact agree to switch chairs. If the person in the middle sees them trying to switch chairs, they will try to get into one of the open chairs. It has this "monkey in the middle" feel to it. If it was being played for points, you get double points for switching chairs with someone across from you, instead of someone to your either side. After a few rounds of that, she changed the game a little so that there were twice as many people in the game, but there are still just 5 positions in the game. So the way that worked was basically, you worked with a partner, and held their hand the entire time. Since you can't have two people sitting in one chair, the chairs just became markers at that point. Anyhow, this made it even more fun. My partner was Pascal. And when he and I were stuck in the middle, we got this brilliant idea to hold hands so that one of us was facing one way, and another was facing the other way (so we could get a better look at what was going on.) Well, our plan failed us when we each saw an opening at the same time, and we both pulled each other, trying to get to the opposite sides. Very funny sight, apparently. After the warm-up Tilly had us warm-up our neutral by walking around in the space in neutral. She had us experiment with varrying speeds as well. She pointed out that while we move slowly we should not connect any kind of emotion that might come along with moving slowly, but to keep the neutral at all times. She said the same for moving fast. After a while of warming up our neutral, Tilly kicked into roleplaying mode and had us approach a beach where we could look out over the ocean. Then she had us enter the ocean slowly at first. This was similar to the elements class again, but a little different. We entered the water until we were about waist deep, and then explored how the waves affected out bodies, while maintaining neutral position. Then she had us turn around, and leave the water going out onto the beach, exploring the difference between the wet sand and the dry sand. Then like we did in the previous PT class, she had us go into a forest, moving about in neutral, working with fixed places in space, and levels. After walking through the forest, she had us come to a river. Next she had us cross the river by jumping/stepping from stepping stone to stepping stone. She asked us to choose how calm or violent the water of the river would be, and explore how that would affect the way we step on the stones. Once across the river, our journey was over, and she had us settle down, watching the sunset. I remember something she said throughout these exercises, but she specifically pushed it at this point, was to create a double image. The double image is of ourselves, and of the environtment. So in other words, when an audience member watches, they should be able to see the ocean up to our waist, as well as the performer in the water. For the sunset, she wanted us to mirror the setting of the sun as we settled onto the floor into whatever resting position we chose, so that we would create the double image of the sun setting, and us settling into a resting position. For the next part of class, Tilly had people go up in groups of 4, wearing the neutral masks, and do a similar journey so the others could watch and make observations. I was in the first group of 4 people, and she had us start in the ocean (waist deep,) then she had us move out of the water onto the wet/dry sand. Then she had us enter the forest, explore the forest, and then reach a clearing in the forest where we see a giant mountain. After we took our masks off, we made comments about what we thought, and listened to comments from the class. One thing that Tilly pointed out that stuck in my mind (and in my notebook as well,) was that two of us broke our neutral character. One person whiped dirt off their clothing while in the forest (which is an emotional response--thus not neutral) and the mistake I made, which I didn't think was an emotional response at first, but now I realize it was, which was I looked back at an obstical in the forest after I got over/past it. The next group of people to go had a slightly different scene to play out. They started at the top of the mountain, then ran down the mountian, approached the river, crossed the river, and settled in with the sunset. For the next section of the class we explored "extreme conditions." This exercise was quite similar to the first one, except now there were some weather conditions affecting our situation. We started out waist deep in the sea again, but this time there was a bit of a storm going on. The important thing about all these extreme weather conditions is that we had to maintain our neutral, and not have an emotional response to the extreme conditions. After the sea tossed us out onto the beach, we went for a short walk towards the forest on the wet sand of the beach in a heavy rain storm. Then once we got into the forest, the rain was no longer an element, but we suddenly realize that the forest is on fire, and we need to move quickly through the forest because the fire is right behind us (all this while staying neutral.) After the forest, we approach, and climb the mountain (for some reason, she didn't have any extreme conditions for climbing the mountain.) Then once we got to the top of the mountain, an earthquake started, after a few moments of dealing with an earthquake at the top of the mountain, we headed down the mountain, while the earthquake continued, adding to it some small avalanches, making it difficult to find stones solid enough to step on. Then once we were at the bottom of the mountain, we approach the river, which of course is overflowing, and the stepping stones are not stable, so as we cross it we have to reach for hanging branches, or floating logs that are in the river, to get across (while in neutral.) Once across the river, we discover we are in a desert, and there is this horrible sand-storm blowing, and we walk through the desert, dealing with the heavy winds, and sand. Eventually we come to a shelter in the desert, and thus ends our journey. After that exhausting exercise, we had time for one group of 4 people get up and do a similar venture wearing the neutral masks. I didn't volunteer for this one, but the journey consisted of starting in the ocean, in a storm, being tossed onto the beach, fighting the rain storm, and dealing with the forest fire in the forest. There was some discussion as to whether someone acting cold and holding their arms up to their body during the rain storm was an emotional response. I wasn't sure about that one.

After that class was over, I was quite hungry, and quite tired already. I headed up to the student room and ate my lunch. At 2:30 it was time to head back for yet another class with Tilly. Apparently Helen was out today too, so Tilly was covering for her Movement class as well.

When I got to Studio 2 for my movement class, Tilly had set up the ropes, trapeze, juggling balls, clubs, and acrobatics matts. The theme of the class was performing with the seven levels of tension. Tilly had us start out by warming up with reviewing the seven levels of tension. She started us at 1, which is my favorite, because you can just lay there, floppy, with no energy--a state I like to be in as often as possible! So after we went through the various stages of tension, up to the seventh, she had us choose a skill. I went with juggling balls. For the next part of the class, she had us experiment with our skill at levels 1, 2, 3, and 4. With 1 it was impossible to juggle. At 2 I was able to throw a ball from one hand to another. At 3 I could maintain a cascade. At 4, I was engaged in my pattern, and throwing tricks. After we experimented with those various levels, Tilly set up the class so that each skill area (acro, aerial, juggling) would take a turn at performing their skill at level 5, 6, and 7. The jugglers went first. At level 5, I was confident, performing, doing tricks, focused. Then Tilly added a bit of a story line to add to the tension level. She said that we were performing in front of a huge audience, and just realized that an old lover was in the audience. This took us up to level 6, where we are overly energized, and out of control, dropping, unable to maintain focus, etc. Then the story line continued, and we see our lover in the audience leave with someone else, and that took us into level 7 (the one where you basically are so tense your body just kinda freezes up!) After everyone had a chance at performing at those levels of tension, Tilly gave us some demonstrations on the rope and trapeze (her specialty) talking to us about mixing the levels of tension. As an example, she showed us a position on the rope where her grip either with her hands, or her feet on the rope were at a level 5 (performing level) and the rest of her body was a level 1. So in other words, she was just a limp body hanging from the rope, but it was taking a higher level of tension in one part of her body in order to allow her to maintain the other floppy levels. Next she had us experiment with having our bodies in levels 1 or 2, and have our work on the skill at a 5. For this I tried a couple of positions. First I tried sitting in a chair with my body flopped over the back of the chair. This was too uncomfortable, and I was unable to juggle. Next I tried just leaning agains the wall and juggling with my hands out in front of me. This worked, but it wasn't what I was looking for. I was required to have my entire shoulders and arms in level 5 to do this. So I experiemented with laying down and juggling above my head. This worked too, but I still had too much tension. I wanted even floppier. So finally I settled on sitting against the wall, very relaxed, my arms to my sides, and I did a reverse cascade over my thighs, and I looked very floppy. This too me felt like a drunk guy, juggling while he is passed out on the floor. It was funny. Next she had us perform what we had worked on. Then after that exercise we she wanted us to work at level 6 but have the control of level 4-5. This is difficult, and most people found it almost impossible. What I found was that I needed to stick to tricks that I had solid, so that I wouldn't drop (giving the impression I am at level 4-5 where I am in control,) and put level 6 tension and energy into everything but the trick itself. Tilly said what I was doing was working. That was the last class of the day, and I was quite tired, and ready to go home. I had planned to do conditioning with Michel, but I was too tired. He was too tired as well, so we agreed to do it the next day.

My ride home was nice. No rain. I got home earlier than usual. The funny thing about getting home was that Mandy (who was walking home from work,) Sam (who was coming from the train station,) and myself (coming home from school,) all met in front of the house at the exact same time. Talk about bizzare timing. Sam is a friend from London who is a professional juggler. He has come to town to teach a class at Circomedia on diabolo and ball spinning. As the three of us settled in, Sam asked me if I was going to come see his performance at The Jester, a comedy club in Bristol, and I told him I was kinda broke. He then told me that it wasn't a problem, because he would put my on the guest list. So the three of us hung out at the house for a while, chatting, waiting until around 8:30pm when Richard, one of the local jugglers, would come around to pick us all up. Sam told us that he got a job as a "stunt double" for some guy that they are making a movie about. Apparently the guy in the film is a famous lawn bowler who used to do tricks with the lawn blowling ball. So the film crew has made Sam a rubber lawn bowling ball and asked him to learn a bunch of tricks with it so he can work as the stunt double. I thought that was pretty cool.

Richard came by at 8:30 and we all piled into his car and headed over to The Jester. Our friend, Mark, was emceeing the show, and he greeted us at the door. I settled into a chair to watch the show, and Mandy bought me a coke. The show was fun. Mark is always hilarious. The first guy was very funny. The audience was basically a bunch of college kids, rowdy, drunk, having fun. The next routine was not as good as the second one. Sam came on 3rd. His routine was funny, and the juggling was simple, but effective for what he needed to do. The only problem was that the sound on the PA system had been turned down a little, and it was hard to hear him. Anyhow, after Sam went, I was feeling rather tired, and didn't want to stay for the rest of the show. So I ended up walking home. It was about midnight when I got to bed. Way, way too late for me. But I slept well.

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11/07/02 Day Twenty-Seven: I woke up this morning, around 5:30am, and started working on my diary entry for the previous day. I have gotten into the habit of doing my diary entries early in the morning the next day (as I am doing now.) Sam was asleep in the living room, so I had to be a little quieter than I usually am. Not that I run around banging on pans or anything! :) I spent a while working on my diary, but ran out of time, and had to leave it unfinished (though I just finished it right now.) I got ready for school. Sam got up, and got ready to head to school too. His first class was at 9:30am. He was going to take the bus. I hopped on my bike, and headed up the hill. It wasn't raining, which is nice, but it was quite cold. I got to school and did a little juggling before our group warm-up. Javier lead the warm-up. He did include scratchy fleas today. Sam joined us in the warm-up too.

After the warm-up, it was time for my E&M class. For some reason the E&M class is split into two groups on Thursdays. So my group is about 6 of us, and we are the more skilled of the whole group. Rod introduced us to Sam, and then left. Sam started us off with ball spinning. There seems to be a shortage of spinning balls, but we each managed to get one. I ended up learning on a basketball, which is heavy, and the little bumps on the surface make it harder. But I was making a fiar amount of progress. Sam explained the proper way to spin a ball. He told us that some people spin the ball away from their bodies, but that the standard way was to spin the ball inwards towards the body. To spin the ball, he said, you hold the ball by the fingertips with enough force that you can hold the ball up side down without it slipping out of your hands. This proved more difficult for me, considering the weight of the basket ball, but I managed. Next you hold the ball with your wrist pointed out. The first part of the turn is with the wrist, turning the ball inward towards your body. Then when your wrist has turned as far as it can, the fingertips turn it even further. This is what gives it lots of speed. So first Sam had us work on just getting the ball to spin really fast, tossing it up slightly as it leaves our hands, and then catching it flat on the palm of our hands. Next Sam had us work on making sure that we kept the ball level as it goes up in the air. He described the ball as a planet, and told us we wanted to keep the "equator" level (parrallel with the floor.) So after we had worked on the spin, and keeping it level, he had us move on to catching the ball on our extended index finger. This is difficult, but I was making progress quickly. I managed to get it balanced on my fingertip for a few seconds a few times. After we had worked on trying to spin a ball on our finger for a while, Sam gave us a demonstration of possible tricks to learn in the future. He showed us two balls at the same time (one on each finger.) He showed us juggling three large balls, then going into a 2 ball fountain with one hand and at the same time starting to spin the third ball with the other hand. He showed us the inside and outside rotating the ball around, twisting your arm (for this trick he explained that you want to keep the ball as close to it's original position as possible, in other words, don't move it out or back, but keep it in the same original plane. He also showed us spinning a ball, tossing it up into the air, bouncing it off his head, and catching it again, still spinning back on his finger. He also showed us how to balance a second, smaller ball on top of the one that is spinning on your finger. He showed us a pole that he has, that he spins a ball on, then balances the pole on his chin (I later got him to put the spinning ball on the pole for me, so I could balance it on my chin.) And he also showed us that you can spin balls of just about any size (he demonstrated this with a small stage ball and a HUGE red ball--those inflatable exercise balls.)

After the ball spinning session, we moved on to diabolo. Everyone in my group had the basics down on diabolo, so Sam didn't have to spend any time working with people to show them how to get it spinning. As soon as Sam saw us start up our diabolo, he mentioned that the best way to start it, and get the speed up is by doing circles with it. By this I mean you put the diabolo on the string roll it up the sting on the floor to the left side by lifting the right side, and then once it is rolling a little towards the left, flicking it up in the air with the left stick causing it to go over to the right where you catch it with the string and repeat the same process but in the air. Anyhow, I doubt that explanation was very clear, but it did prove to be a much better way of getting the diabolo started, so by the end of the class I was doing it that way. I must confess diabolo is not one of my favorite props, but I gave it a fair try, and worked on some of the skills Sam had us working on. It was difficult for Sam to teach the entire class equally because Michel and Oskar both can do two diabolos at the same time and were wanting to learn other harder tricks, while the rest of us were just working on some more basic moves. Some of the tricks Sam showed us were under the leg, under the arm, a mills mess variation, catching the diabolo with the arms crossed, then tossing it back up, and several others which didn't completely sink in. My neck was hurting towards the end of the class. I think it was because I spent so much time looking down at the diabolo. This became another reason this is not a choice prop for me. I have no doubt in my mind that I could get pretty good at diabolo, pretty quick. The question is do I want to.

I understand Sam is quite good at bounce juggling too. It was a shame he didn't teach some of that too. Though I find bounce juggling annoying, because of the "chasing the dropped balls all over the gym" factor, I would still like to learn some new stuff. There was a time when my five ball lift bounce was almost coming together, but I abandoned it a while ago.

After the E&M class I had a HUGE break. So I went to Studio 2 to work on my juggling. I spent a fair amount of time working on 3 balls in my left hand (which is getting better every day.) I also worked on my backcrosses--those still need a lot of work. I think my 39 backcrosses that one day was a fluke. But I can still get about 15 good ones once I am warmed up. I also worked on my five club pattern.

Around noon I went up to the student room and ate my lunch. Someone had popped in the Acro presentations video, so I got to watch those again. Its a shame how much detail is lost by saving something on video. I doubt there will ever be a format that captures a performance as good as the actual performance itself. It would require some kind of hologram. But that is Star Trek fantasy talk at this point in life. I ran into Michel in the lunch room, and he and I agreed to meet at 2:45 to do our conditioning.

After lunch, Annette and I headed over to the South Wing to work on some juggling. She and I juggled for about 45 minutes. Michel showed up at some point then, and juggled a bit too. An Aerial class was getting started, so I decided to stop juggling and do some stretching. Annette soon followed me, and started doing her conditioning. When 2:45 rolled around, Michel was still juggling, while I was stretching, and I suggested to him that he join me, and we do our conditioning routine. We agreed to use Liz's Conditioning Routine, so I got my copy out, and we went through it, step by step. It felt good to go through the routine. I was nicely stretched out by the end of it and feeling good. After my conditioning routine, I just hung out talking to Brita, and giving her a massage.

At 4:00pm it was time to go to our Performance class. When we arrived at our Performance class, Tilly explained to us that because of the mix up earlier in the week, they were substituting Movement Technique for the Performance class, and that we would be spending this time during class working on the material we would be using for our Movement Technique Performance tommorrow. First Tilly had us do a quick warm up with a sequence of swinging our arms, swinging our arms with squats, and indian club swinging. Next she had us get out our Mime Techniques handout, and review some of the moves that we were not sure about. Once we had reviewed the movements that we needed to, Tilly had us get into two groups of 5 and start working on the choreography. Basically, for the rountine the next day we needed to use all the movements on the handout and explore various elements. Those elements include 1) Speed 2) Impulse 3) Arrangement in Space 4) Size Scale and 5) Timing (unison, cannon, contrast, etc.) Once we were in our group, she had us work on three mini choreography assignments, using only two of the movements from the handout. The first assignement was Juxtaposition. For this we needed to explore the relationship in space of one movement placed next to another. After each assignement, we performed for the other half of the class (and they for us,) and gave and recieved feedback. My group was trying to make things more complicated that they needed to be, and we kept getting ahead, and doing the next assignement (without knowing what it was.) The next assignment was Action and Reaction. In other words, to explore how one movement might cause an affect to anothe rmovement. And for the final one we were to explore Sequence and Transition. In other words, exploring how one set of moves can transfer into another one. Tilly let us know that Charlie would be typing up tommorow's devising assignment and hanging it on the board for us to pick up. After the class was over, I planned on going home, and was on my way over to the gym when I ran into Rachel (the TT who I had been helping before with her passing pattern.) She asked me if I wanted to pass clubs. Its hard for me to say no to that, even though I really wanted to go home. So I agreed to pass clubs with her for about 20 minutes. In those 20 minutes I taught her how to pick up a sixth club off the floor in a two count pattern, and I taught her how to do a 441 in a 4 count passing pattern. She was VERY excited about learning both of those. She told me I am a very good teacher. I think learning to juggle has made me more aware of how you can break things down into small steps. Any learning process I believe is made up of small steps. Learning the small steps makes it easy to put them together.

After that I was quite tired, and ready to go home. I hadn't gotten enough sleep the night before because of my big night out. So all I wanted to do at that point was just go home. So I hopped on my bike and headed home. Luckily it was not raining, and I got home quickly with no problems. When I got home, I waited until around 7:30 because Brita said she might come by for a longer massage, but at 7:30 she called and said she was too tired to come over. Mandy is still having problems with her back, and she asked me for a back massage. So I gave her one. After that, I was ready for bed. And off to bed I went.

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11/08/02 Day Twenty-Eight: Ahhh.. Friday. I always know when it is Friday. My body is sore, and I am tired. I'm glad we don't do this more than 5 days a week. I wouldn't be able to handle anything more than five 11-12 hour days of circus training! I woke up this morning and started working on my diary entry. I was a bit behind, so I needed to get caught up. I still didn't get completely caught up, but I knew I would have Saturday morning to finish it up (which I did.) I didn't think of looking out the window this morning while I got ready for school, so it was a little bit of a surprise (but not much, this is England after all) when I stepped outside into the rain. It wasn't a hard rain, so I decided not to bother to get suited up with my rain gear, and just head out into the rain anyhow. It's only 18 minutes of biking, and the rain wasn't bad enough to soak me in 18 minutes. I have been in rain here that soaked me in 2 minutes. I got to school just before 9:00am. Javier led the warm-up. He did his basic running around type of warm-up, then had us stand in a circle while everyone took turns leading one stretch/warm-up exercise each. I was on the wrong side of the circle, and we ran out of time before we got to me. I was all ready to do tuck jumps!

On Fridays, now with the new schedule, I basically have a HUGE break from 9:30am until 1:45pm. I spent most of that time hanging out in Studio 2 juggling with Javier and Annette. At first I worked on my own, practicing my 3 balls in my left hand. I also worked on ball spinning, and made a significant amount of progress on it. Javier came up and asked to pass clubs with me. I had never passed with him up to this point, so I was eager to see how good a club passer he was. We started with 6, and eventually went up to 8. He told me I am a good club passer. He was surprised when I told him I could pass 9. We tried 9 a few times, but it just didn't happen between us. I miss Will. He is my favorite person to pass 9 with. Eventually we dragged Annette into the pattern. I suggested Javier stand on my shoulder's while Annette feed us. Javier is a small person, so I hardly noticed him up there. Annette was having problems with passing up that high to Javier, but with a little practice, she started to get it. We ended up getting a few decent runs, but nothing like what I used to get with Jessi, Joe, and Silas. After that, I taught both Annette and Javier how to do a walk around, and how to fit it into a 4 count passing pattern. They both seemed to enjoy it, and were excited about learning a new pattern.

After that I headed up to the lunch room to eat my lunch. I picked up a copy of the Movement Technique Devising Assignment on my way in. In the lunchroom, I ran into Fay. She asked me where I had been, because my group had apparently met and worked on the assignement for this afternoon. I told her I was in Studio 2 the entire morning, juggling. I guess out of the three places they should have looked for me, they didn't bother to look there. I didn't actually care, though. I am not feeling that passionate about this movement technique assignement, and it was probably better if they had less people working on the choreography of it. Apparently Fay and the others had used some sort of random assignement method of choreography.

After eating my lucnh, Annette asked if I would pass eight clubs with her. She apparently has only passed eight clubs once before, which surprised me, because she is a good juggler, much better than I was when I learned to pass eight clubs. So we went back to Studio 2 and worked on some passing. We started with 6, and moved up to 7, and eventually to 8. We were able to get some decent runs of 8 clubs. I think our best run was 10 passes, which may not sound like a lot but it is good considering Annette's lack of experience with passing eight. My best run of 9 clubs with Will was 64 passes. I am excited because he is going to be visiting me in December, hopefully.

At 1:45 I went to my Acro class. We have an Acro class a week for people not specializing in Acro. I call it "Acro for Idiots." It was fun. I worked on my forward rolls, which are getting much straighter, and I worked on my cartwheels. I also did some jumping on the trumpett (I think that is what it is called--springy thing you jump off.) And I did a lot of acro balance stuff as well.

At 2:45 it was time for our Devising session. I got together with my group and we started putting together our routine. It was slow going at first, but eventually we got it all put together. We ran it a few times, and before we knew it, we were out of time. I was a little concerned because we didn't really have it down solid yet, and I was worried I would forget something.

At 4:00pm it was time for performance. Our group went first. There were 5 other groups after us. Tilly and Helen gave notes after everyone had gone. I wished they had given notes after each performance, because when they asked us if we had any comments, I could hardly remember any of them. Honestly, I think it was because everyone was wearing black, and each routine used the same moves, just in different forms, and they all seemed to blend together. Helen told me that my legs and spine are getting much more defined, but I still have some physical mumbling in my arms and hands. I asked her later to be more specific, and she said that I was making uneccesarry unconcious movemnts that made it muddled. That is something I will have to work on.

After the performance, I had a brief meeting with the people going to the London Juggling Convention tommorow about car-pooling, and I had a breif meeting with last weeks stage managers and Helen. Next week Jeremiah and I are stage managers, which means we have to do a lot of cleaning and taking care of things, and making things are put away.

Jeremiah and I spent the next hour up in the Student Room and kitchen cleaning. I wiped the tables and counters and shelves down in the Student room, and he did the vacuuming. I then went into the kitchen and did the dishes and cleaned the kitchen. I did a very thorough job. Probably the best that kitchen has been cleaned in weeks!

After that we checked Studio 2 to make sure everything was put away and clean. We went over to do the same at the South Wing, but Kay and Alex were practising Acro, so they promised to clean up. And in the gym there was a class happening. We tidied the E&M room and then I took the keys over to the Student House.

After that I headed home on my bike. No rain, but it was quite dark, and cold. I went to bed pretty early, only to be woken up at 9:00pm by Mandy telling me I had a phone call. I got on the phone and it was Fay inviting me to come out to a pub with her and some of the other students. I declined, but thanked her for the invitation, and then crawled back into my warm bed and slept. Thus ends my first week of my second half term!

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11/09/02 Saturday-London Juggling Festival: I woke up this morning around 4:00am and got my diary caught up. After that I got ready for my day. I packed enough food to last me all day long, and hopped on my bike, riding up the hill to Circomedia where I would meet the people who were car pooling to go to the London festival. When I got there, I grabbed the keys from the student house and went into the E&M room to get my clubs, 7 juggling balls, and a spinning ball. I also put my bike in the E&M room so that it would be safe while we were gone. Shortly after I was packed and ready to go, Dave showed up and explained to me that he would not be able to go to the festival because he and his wife needed to stay home and take care of their pet rabbit who was ill. Unfortunately that meant that we were suddenly two seats short. At this point I was prepared to volunteer to stay home. But as it turns out there were a couple of people who decided not to go, so there was room for all 5 of us in Pascal's car.

We piled into Pascal's car, and I became the navigator, since I was sitting in the front. It took me a while to realize that the stearing wheel in Pascal's car is on the wrong side (for England.) He apparently brought the car with him from Switzerland. The ride was nice. We included Pascal, Michel, Fabian, Annette and myself. I remember a funny moment that popped in my head. Pascal got disoriented for a moment and we pulled over to look at the map--as we were trying to leave Bristol, and some nice woman walked up to the car and gave us directions. At that moment I realized, we were a car full of foreigners. I don't know why, but it seemed a funny thought at the time. The ride to London took about 2 hours and 45 minutes. It was a nice ride. Annette and I talked a lot about possible juggling passing routines we could put together. We started really getting into the conversation, and the other people in the car started making fun of us, and making up fake names for juggling patterns. For some bizzare reason, the names they were coming up with all had to do with food. So I included a fake juggling trick name as well, "The double spin brocoli special." It was silly, and we were all laughing. It made the time go quickly.

When we got to London, I took over as the navigator, and guided Pascal through London using the maps we had. I did well, and we never got lost. We made it straight to the festival site without a hitch. The festival was being held at Circus Space, the circus arts school in London. Rod, our E&M instructor, also teaches at Circus Space. He told us that when we get there to go in and ask for the key to the back fenced in parking area. So when we got there, Annette hopped out and ran inside to get the key. It was funny, they have the key attatched to a juggling ring. Denise had actually arrived at the same time we had. Apparently she had taken the train the previous day, and stayed with some friends. Pascal insisted that Denise catch a ride with us to the back parking lot (which was just around the corner.) Denise jokingly said, sure, I'll just crawl through the window. And before I knew it, Pascal hand pulled Denise through the window, across his lap, and placed her on my lap. Now we had six people crammed into that little car. It was quite hilarious.

Once we were inside the festival space, we went in and put our stuff down, and wandered about. Circus space is a beautiful school. Much bigger, and much nicer that Circomedia. Also almost twice as expensive for anyone not from the UK or the European Union. It felt like I was visiting the "rich kids school." They have two main rooms where the juggling was going on. The ceilings go on for days. There is trapeze stuff hanging all over the place, but it is up so high, there was no danger of hitting it with a club. We went to the main desk to pay our £5 each (Rod got us a discount, from the normal £12, since we are Circomedia students.) Then after registering, I went off to do some juggling.

I got to meet Sean Gandini, who I met previously at the Damento Juggling Festival. He didn't remember me. I told him I am training at Circomedia, where he will be teaching in February. He seems like a very nice guy. He is also an incredible juggler. I saw other jugglers I had seen at the Bristol convention, like this guy Parit. I never got a chance to pass clubs with him though. There were several workshops going on, but none that caught my attention. I was just eager to have people to pass clubs with.

I juggled almost the entire afternoon with very few breaks. It was weird being a juggling festival where I know so few people. But I wandered around and met new people and passed clubs with them. I met one girl in particular who is from Austria, and is going to a university in London studying Anthropology. Her name is Resi, (she said it is pronounced like "crazy" but without the "c") and she was very nice. She and I did quite a bit of passing together, and hung out a bit, chatting. After one particularly long passing session with my heavy clubs, she complained that her shoulders were bothering her, and she needed a massage. So I gave her a quick 10 minute massage, covering her arms, hands, neck, shoulders, and back. She asked me if I was a professional. My massage techniques must be getting better every day. I keep getting asked that question. Anyway, my massage worked, because right after that, she wanted to pass some more. She eventually had to stop because she was developing a sore on her hand from so much juggling. So after that we sat down and chatted until it was time for the show to start. She was a very interesting person to talk to. We disagreed on a couple of things dealing with modern medicine, but it was good conversation. I had some peanuts in that I shared with her, and she shared some cookies.

When it was time for the show, she and I headed over to the room where they were having it. The school has a very nice stage. Resi found us a couple of chairs, just two rows back from the front, so we had a good view. Let me see how much of the show I remember: The first act was this guy who did some weird manipulations with some large acrylic tubes and a silycone ball. I found it to be a bit boring in an artsy fartsy kinda way. He did a few cool tricks, but he could have made it a bit shorter, or used costuming, or lights to help the affect of his show. The next piece involved two jugglers in a small car that they sat in and pushed into the center of the stage. They were in full costume, suites from the 30s, and the one guy was playing a saxaphone. In their car/truck they had a case of juggling clubs decorated to look like bottles. Their routine involved a little bit of acrobatics, and a lot of club passing. Unfortunately they had a lot of drops, and when things couldn't get worse, one of the wheels of their car broke off. But they did a good job of covering that. I heard many arguing after the show whether or not the wheel was supposed to break as part of their routine. The next routine was a 13 year old kid. Rod had described him earlier as "England's Gatto." I wouldn't say he could even come close to being compaired to a young Anthony Gatto (who by the age of 8 was doing 5 club routines,) but this kid, had an impressive 3 to 7 ball routine with very few drops, he also juggled 3 clubs in the middle of his routine (the clubs thrown in by, I assume, his father.) The clubs felt awkward for some reason in the routine. Perhaps because we all saw the 7 balls, and knew what to expect, and then the 3 clubs came in, wihout any warning--almost as an afterthought ("Oh, the routine isn't long enough, here do a few 3 club tricks.") Anyway, after the kid, a guy came on stage with a suitcase and an umbrella and did a comedy routine. Most of the tricks he was doign were pretty basic, and he spent way too much time on the build-up of each one. He was funny, and he had a good rapor with the audience, but his routine could have been just a bit shorter. He mostly did ball spinning, and 5 ball tricks. His head was like a leaky faucet, he was sweating so much. One of his tricks involved catching a ball on his head, letting it fall back into a neck catch, and then flinging it up back into a five ball cascade. After several failed attempts, when he finally got the trick, his head flinging sent drops of sweat flying all over the place. The next routine was a contact juggling routine. I'm never a big fan of contact juggling routines. Mostly because people try to make a 3-5 minute routine when they only have about 30 seconds worth of tricks. So you either get a lot of artsy fartsy moving about on the stage, or you get repeating of the same tricks over and over. This guy did both. The next routine was an Acro balance routine. This routine was one of my favorite pieces in the show. They only made one obvious mistake, and that was on their hardest trick, which they turned around and nailed on their second try. The costumes, music, and light was very well planned, and they were graceful and elegant. Definitely a good piece. And best of all, it wasn't too long, it was just right. Next the Gandini project was up, wearing some dreadful orange/red costumes with green Renegade 95s clubs. I have only seen them twice on stage, both times their juggling was brilliant, but their costume choices were a bit strange. One of the best tricks they did was a two person 10 club passing pattern, I presume it was a 2 count pattern--but it was definitely double spins (which is impressive.) After the Gandini's (who should have gone last,) the first guy who went, (with the acrylic tubes) came back on with another "object manipulation" piece. In this one, he was using these weird shaped tubes. Hard to describe them. But again his piece was slow, and cumbersom. It was more amusing and interesting to the perfromer than the audience, I'm sure. In this piece, though, he did show a little more skill by juggling 5 of those weird tube things--that was obviously a hard trick considering how large they are. I should comment that between acts, they attempted, with much technical difficulties, to display vintage juggling/circus video footage on the upstage wall. I guess they were trying to create a theme, because they ended the show with Sean Gandini talking about some 100 year old spinning fire clubs that someone had, and wanted to light them for the first time on stage. So some guy came on stage with these antique fire spinning clubs, and did a quick fire spinning routine. It was nice, but the whole show just had an awkwardness to it, there was no solid ending to it.

After the show it was time to go home. I said goodbye to my new friend, Resi, and we piled into the car. Annette didn't come back with us, because she was getting a ride with Rod. Getting out of London proved to be a little trickier than getting into London. We had to take an alternate route because a few of the roads we came in on were one way, so it got a little tricky. It was a Saturday night, so the city was just bustling with activity. It made me want to do some exploring. Something I will have to do at a later date. Once we got out of London, and back on the highway, Michel and Fabian fell asleep. I was exhausted, seeing I had been up since 4:00am, and it was nearly midnight, and I had juggled all day. But I knew it was my responsibility to keep Pascal alert and awake, so I spent the next two hours engaging him in as much conversation as I could. Towards the end, I was nodding off, but still managing to keep talking. I think some of the things I was saying started to not make sense. When we got back to Bristol, sometime after 1:00am, it was raining--which meant I was going to have to ride my bike in the middle of the night, in the rain. It wasn't that bad, actually, and before I knew it I was home. Oddly enough Mandy wasn't home. But moments after I got home, Mandy and her boyfriend showed up. Apparently they went to see the new Harry Potter movie. I checked my email before crawling into bed. There is nothing better than crawling into your bed when you are overtired. I slept well.

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11/10/02 Sunday: Today I rested.

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11/11/02 Day Twenty-Nine: Got up early this morning, did the dishes, got ready for school, was taking out the trash, and realized that it was raining. I went back inside after taking the garbage out, finished getting ready for school, and stepped outside to find that it had cleared up. So I didn't get wet on my way to school this morning. I arrived around 8:35am and did some stretching. Dave is leading the warm-ups this week. He did a pretty basic warm-up. No games.

At 9:30 it was time for E&M class. Usually we have E&M class in the gym, but Rod showed up and made a quick announcement that we would be having the class in Studio 2. This, I knew, meant that we would be working with bouncing balls today. When we got to Studio 2, Rod started the class by talking about what we would be doing today. He said that we would only be working on juggling for about 1/2 an hour, and the last hour of class we would spend watching videos. He started off by giving us a demonstration of bounce juggling. First he showed us the 3 ball lift cascade, then the 3 ball force bounce cascade, and then one he called (I think) a "Follow Through" pattern. In this one, it is like a slow shower where each ball bounces twice. Finally he gave a short demo of the five ball lift cascade. Next he gave us a demo on cigar boxes. He showed us the very basic moves. Moves like turning over the outside box, and take-aways. He explained that there are different methods for doing each. For example, some people bend their knees to get the bouncing action, some just move their arms up and down, some throw the boxes up higher, so they don't have to bounce too much. After the brief demo, Rod gave us about 20 minutes to work on both bouncing balls and cigar boxes. I started off by working on my 5 ball bounce pattern. It was crazy at first, since I haven't worked on that one in a long time. But I eventually got it under control. After getting frustrated with chasing the balls, I went over to one corner of the room and grabbed a couple of screens with the intention of building myself a little space where I could work (so the balls wouldn't bounce too far away.) As I was grabbing the screens, and starting to get them into place, Rod stopped everyone, to explain that some people will build little barriers to deal with the escaping ball syndrome. As he was in the middle of explaining that, he looked in my direction, realizing what I was up to, and pointed to me as an example. He also suggested using the large acro crash mats around you as a way to keep the balls from going too far away. After playing with 5 bouncing balls for a while, and getting up to about 14-15 catches (which is better than I usually have done in the past,) I put the balls away and picked up some cigar boxes. It was fun playing with the cigar boxes. It had been a while since I had picked up a set of boxes. It made me miss my own set which is in storage in Arcata.

After the juggling session was done, we all packed up the equipment and headed up to the student room to watch some videos. Rod asked us, by a show of hands, how many of us had heard of the following list of famous jugglers. Then he proceded to list off a bunch of jugglers. I was surprised how few of them I actually knew. Rod explained that it is very important, as people specializing in E&M, to know who these people are, and what contributions they made to juggling. Next he started showing us some video clips. First he showed us a clip of Francis Bruhn. This guy is amazing. He was doing a circus act (to a very dead audience.) His act was high paced, acrobatic, and involved his entire body most of the time. He did a lot of ball spinning and body rolls with large balls. One of the tricks he did, which he is famous for is spinning a ball on one finger while taking another ball in his opposite hand. He then tosses the non-spinning ball behind his head, which makes contact with his foot. It is kicked up into the air, back over his head, and lands on top of the spinning ball, perfectly balanced. His final trick involves something like 14 objects. He has two sticks, one balanced on his head, one in his mouth, on both sticks he balances a spinning ball. Then he places two large rings on one arm and gets them spinning asymetrically next to each other, while on the hand of that arm he spins another ball on his finger tip. Then on one of his legs he spins a ring while he stands on one foot. And to top it all off, with the free hand, he juggles 3 rings! Absolutely mind boggling. The next video we watched was of Chris Kremo. Apparently Chris Kremo is one of the highest paid jugglers, or maybe it is the guy who has made the most money at juggling (not sure if those are the same.) Anyhow, we watched a circus act of his that involved him doing a quick hat routine, which lead into a hat, ball, and cane routine. Next he did a 3 ball routine, followed by a cigar box routine. His most impressive trick with the cigar boxes was doing a 3x pirouette. Apparently, though it was not on this video, he has done a 4x pirouette with cigar boxes--getting him a place in the guiness book of world records. The next clip we watched was WC Fields. He was an american movie star who started out as a juggler, working the Vaudeville circuit. The clip we watched was from a movie where he plays a Vaudeville performer. In his routine, he does a 3 to 4 ball routine with bouncing, and a cane spinning routine--all very clever, and funny. Next we watched a clip of Fu Xiuyu. She is part of a Chinese acrobat troupe. Rod talked a lot about how hard it is in the world of Chinese circus. How the performers are actually beaten if they perform poorly. Something to do with national pride, or something. It all sounds horrible. Anyhow, what this woman was doing was incredible. She started out by riding a giraffe unicycle, and this other woman on the ground would toss up these bowls. Fu would catch them, place them on her foot (the one that was not being used to make the unicycle go) and she would kick them up, catching them in a balance on her head. She did this first with one, then two at a time, then three at a time, then four, each time, catching them on her head, kinda like you would toss and catch shaker cups. Then, after she had done that, she rode her unicycle on top of a giant globe. It is mind boggling to think of the skill involved riding a unicycle on top of a globe. But it wasn't enough that she just rode on it, but she turns around and does a few more of the foot to head tossing dishware routine. Absolutely amazing! The next clip we watched was Michael Moschen. We watched his bounce routine inside his wooden triangle. I had seen this routine at least a couple of dozen times before on video, so it wasn't that exciting to watch again. And the final video we watched was of Bobby May. I always enjoy watching the video clips of his performances. He really was an amazing juggler. Its sad to think of the jugglers who eventually get too old to perform the tricks they are famous for. One day I will be too old to juggle.The video viewing session went over time, right into my break. But I didn't mind. My next class was Physical Theatre. So I packed up from the student room and headed over to Studio 2.

Physical Theatre class today was very fun. I was excited about going to it, because I knew we would be working with the Larval masks. Bim had us start out by getting into small "choral" groups, and moving about as a chorus. This is the same as the exercise we had done before, where there is no leader, but the group moves being led by "Bob" the invisible leader. However, these groups were small groups of 2 or 3 people. So when I was teamed up with Denise, and it was just the two of us, it was mostly pretty obvious when, and who was leading. There were a few moments when we moved, when neither of us seemed to be leading, but any major decisions happened because one of us decided to move. This exercise is definitely easier with more people. As we were moving about, Bim started placing several random objects on the floor. Once he had them out on the floor, he asked our choral groups to find our way over to one of the objects. Denise and I moved over towards this hose (off a vacume cleaner.) Next Bim asked us to pick up the object and play with it in the same manner we moved around the room, without any one person leading, and by letting the object, and its qualities help guide the movement and manipulation of the object. After a few minutes of playing with the object, Bim asked us to pick out 5 specific movements that we had discovered through playing with the object. The ones that Denise and I picked out were: Approaching it, picking it up and standing opposite each other making it rotate in circles (first parrallel to the floor, then perpendicular,) then stretching it out between us while Denise gave it a whipping motion (sending a small wave down it's length,) then she wound it around her waist from her end until she reaches me, then she grabs my end while I grab her end, and start to simultaniously wind myself up with it while unwinding her (we do this a couple of times back and forth,) next with her wound up in it, she unwinds, moving away from me so that the hose is stretched out straight between us, at that point, we start to pull in to each other getting tangled up in the hose, imitating the slinkiness of it. After we had chosen our moves, Bim asked us to practice them a few times, but after each move, we were to turn our heads towards the audience, almost presenting the trick, before moving on to the next trick. We practiced it a few times, then Bim asked each group to perform it for another group--and in turn watch the other group perform theirs. After we had done all that, Bim set up the two screens in the middle of the back of the room (as an entrance area) and each group took turns performing their little routine, each person wearing one of the Larval masks. When it came time for Denise and I to perform, something amazingly hilarious happened. First, I should explain that Denise is the smallest person at Circomedia, and in turn, I am the largest person there. Putting us together in any situation is funny right off the bat. Second of all, it is so incredibly difficult to see while wearing those masks. And so much of our routine required our ability to see. I thought the piece was a complete failure while we were doing it because I was having so much difficulty, but I stayed focused on keeping my head movements slow, and trying to add some character into my frustration, and focusing on letting the audience see the mask as much as possible. Everyone loved our piece, and couldn't stop laughing. It was interesting to realize how much entertainment was being created by our fumbling around blindly. After everyone had gone through their routine, Bim had us get up and start working on some isolations. The isolations we worked on involved the head (forward, back, side to side, tilt, turn, etc.) it involved the shoulders, chest, and hips as well. Also he had us work on our "double takes." Next, after working on those isolations, Bim had us work on a quick exercise that involved seeing some money on the ground, doing a double take, looking down at the money with much interest, looking around to see if anyone is watching, then looking back down at the bill with interest, then reaching for the bill, one last look around to make sure noone is looking, then taking the bill--holding it low down by your waist in front of you, looking around again to make sure nobody noticed, then looking down at the bill, then suddenly realizing someone is nearby, and tossing it away quickly, hoping they didn't notice. After running that scenariou a few times on our own, Bim set up a weird sculpture (involving two chairs, with a tall piece of wood balanced between the backs of the chairs, a weird tube on one of the chairs, and a juggling ring balaced on top of the wood) in the middle of the room. He then asked us to, with the masks, one by one, enter from the screens, see the weird sculpture, do a double take, then approach it, examine it, and then show some kind of emotional response to the sculpture. When I went, Bim had me redo my double take, because it wasn't clear enough. Then as I approached it, I started by showing great interest in it, then, taking advantage of the long nose on this mask, I turned my nose up and away, trying to look disgusted with the sculpture. Then I exited. Bim said something to the affect that it wasn't long enough, and he didn't understand why my character did what it did. After that I sat down and watched the rest of the class do the same exercise as Bim gave each person notes after each performance. At the end of class, Bim gave us our assignement. We are to put together a duo or trio piece using the Larval masks that involves a normal human situation, that uses objects, that shows a movement of emotion, and can involve costumes if we want. Having worked so well with Denise today, and having gotten such a positive response from everyone about the humor created from our size difference, I asked Denise if she wanted to work on the piece together. She was quite in agreement that we should work together, and is excited as I am about this project. The project will be due next Friday during performance time.

After PT class, I went to the student room to warm up my lunch and eat it. After eating my lunch, I headed over to Studio 2 to do a little bit of juggling before the next class which was Diploma Notes. I thought we were going to be having our second lesson in anatomy today during Diploma Notes, but apparently I was wrong because Rod showed up to give us another Knowledge Questionaire. The last Knowledge Questionaire we recieved was back on the 21st of October and it covered Performance. Today's questionaire covered "Maintaining safety in a performance environment." These were the questions they asked: 1. What sorts of hazards can arise within different sorts of performance environments? 2. What actions are needed to deal with different hazards and who is generally responsible for taking them. 3. What sorts of limits might it be agreed to place on own activity, including movement within specified areas only, restrictions on the use of particular equipment, etc.? 4. What are the key requirements and expectations of national and local regulations and guidelines governing safety in performance contexts? 5. Why is it important to be alert to danger and react promptly to it including any legal consequences of failure to do so? 6. Why is it in the performer's best interest to ensure that stops of limits on agreed performances caused by dangers are clearly recorded and passed on to the relevant people, including venue management, agents, for the performer, etc.? As with last time, we seperated into groups and worked together on answering the questions. After filling out the answers on the form Rod handed us, we discussed the answers as a class, each group taking a turn in answering the questions. During this session, Rod also handed back copies of our "Improving Own Learning" or "Action Plan" as Rod calls it, that we filled out on Sept 30th. It is basically a list of our goals, and how we can achieve them.

After Diploma Notes, I stayed in Studio 2 and Annette and I worked on our passing. First we worked on our tomahawk throws in a two count, then we started working on ultimates. We discovered that to go from async ultimates to sync ultimates, one person has to break the pattern by throwing a 4 throw to themselves. Next we worked a little on back to back passing (with surprisingly good results.) She and I are talking about putting together a passing routine. I originally had suggested that Oskar and I put together a passing routine, but aside from having fun while passing, we haven't been actually working on anything solid yet. He has missed a few days of class, which makes it difficult to practice with him.

After a nice long passing session, Annette stopped so that she and Polly could start working on the PT Larval mask piece. Technically the PT practice session didn't start until 5:00pm, and it was 4:30, but I guess they wanted to get an early start (so they could, in turn, get done early.) I would have been content getting an early start with Denise as well, but she was in the middle of her exercise routine. So instead I went up to the student room and did my stage manager duties (that Jeremiah and I have for this week,) and I wiped the tables down, did the dishes, and vacuumed the floor.

At 5:00 I went back to Studio 2, and Denise was done with her exercise and was ready to work on our piece. We started by making a list of possible situations: visit to the dentist, restaurant, classroom, first date, wedding, visit to the doctor, visit to the psychologist, boss/secretary scene, police officer stopping speeder, 2 old men playing chess, 2 old ladies knitting, 2 old ladies shopping, 2 old men hunting, going to the cinema, dance class, visit to the museum, a waiting room, picnic, camping, beach, and gym class. After that brainstorming session, I realized how tired I was and ready to go home. So I proposed to Desnise that we each go home and look over the list, and pick three of them and for each three we make a list of how each would start, 3 events that would happen in the scene, and a clever ending for each. She agreed, and we called it a night. Before I went home, my back was feeling a bit sore, and I asked Denise if she would trade a quick 10 minute massage. She told me she was fine, that she didn't need a massage, but she would gladly give me one. So I sat down on the floor in front of the bench so she could sit down behind me and give me a massage. Again, Denise is tiny compaired to me, and her hands are not really strong enough to give me the kind of massage I needed. It still felt very nice, but I needed more. So I asked her to walk on my back for me. She agreed, and we moved over to the bar, where she could hold on, and walk on my back. She is the perfect weight for walking on my back. I really enjoyed that. She seemed to enjoy it to. She said it was good exercise for her ankle (which she is still recovering from a bad ankle twist.)

After that I ran into Jeremiah and let him know that I had cleaned the student room and done the dishes and would he do the rest (which involves closing the studios.) I was all ready to go home, when someone mentioned that Alex was over in the South Wing playing with his new toy. I had heard about this, and had to go check it out. He has bought himself (for something like £620) a set of stilts that are springy. They really look like something out of a science fiction movie. I have seen these on the internet before. Anyway, it was cool seeing those up close and in person. Alex had himself hooked up to a safety harness (that they use for swinging trapeze) and was working on doing back flips. Really amazing stuff. He also gave us a demo of how fast he can run on them. Not something I would ever get into, but they do look like fun.

After that I headed home. There was no rain, so the ride was uneventful. I got home, cooked myself some dinner, watched the Simpsons, and headed off to bed.

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11/12/02 Day Thirty: (This may be a short entry because I left my notebook at school which has all my notes.) Well, woke up this morning and it was raining. But there was no indication that it would clear up like it did the day before, so I geared up in my rain gear, and headed out the door. I was soaking wet when I got to school. Dave led the warm-up again today. It was a very thorough warm-up. He is probably one of the better warm-up leaders as far as actually getting your body warm and ready for the day.

At 9:30 I had my Pilates/Conditioning class. This class is pretty basic. For an hour and a half she runs us through several exercises. It's a real workout. Fo some reason, I don't know if it was just lack of coordination, or just being tired, but I didn't do too well in class. I was in a good mood, and full of energy going into the class, but leaving the class I was exhausted. As I was leaving that class, Annette and I made plans to work on our passing at 1:00pm

At 11:00 I headed up to the student room.I decided to go ahead and eat my lunch a little early today. My next class wasn't until 1:45pm and I wanted to spend a little time doing some brainstorming on Denise's and my PT piece. I ate my lunch (while watching the Acro presentations video for about the 4th time--because Merlin hadn't seen it yet,) and then I headed into the adjacent "sleeping room" to relax on the couches and work on the PT piece. I was making very little progress with my brainstorming, so I ended up putting my notes aside and just chatting with Ashling. She was sitting on the couch, working on her little glass pieces. A friend of hers makes stained glass decorations and sells them, and she pays Ashling 6 pence a piece of glass to cover the edges with copper foil. It seems to take her about a minute per piece of glass. Ashling said her friend is looking for more people to do this, so I asked Ashling to bring me a batch of the little glass pieces so I could work on it too. Ashling said if you put in about an hour a day you can make 25-30 pounds. This would easily take care of my grocery bill. So hopefully she will bring me some to work on.

At 1:00 I met with Annette and we started working on some stuff. She wanted to try this one trick where I am juggling three clubs with my legs bent in a sumo-wrestler type stand, and she crawls up on top of me from behind, placing her feet on my thighs, pressing her body into my back for support. I then toss the three clubs up in a slow, high, single spin, and she catches them above me and starts to juggle them. Next she opens her thighs as I squeeze my shoulders and head between her thighs. Once I am through her legs, I hold on to her thighs with my hands and lean back a little, as she leans forward while still standing on my thighs and still juggling. We managed to learn that trick fairly quickly, but we are still trying to figure out what to do after we are in that position. Next she and I worked on our a-sync and sync ultimates passing pattern, and worked on going from one to the other. This is a little difficult because to go from a-sync to sync, one person has to throw a self double. But we are getting better at it. Next she and I worked on passing on a four count for three passes, then each doing a half pirouette getting into a back to back position, and then making 3 passes while back to back in a four count pattern (the transition from the half pirouette to the first pass back to back is all done in a four count pattern--so it is pass, self, self, self, double self/pirouette [stand back to back] self self self pass [back to back]) We managed to do it once without dropping. Not bad for a first try. She and I are thinking about putting together a passing routine for the end of term show. This morning, before warm-ups, she came to me and said it was my fault I she didn't get any sleep last night. The last time she told me she didn't get any sleep was because she was working out a passing routine. Sure enough, she has a passing routine in her head. I am curious to see how this all works out.

After Annette and I had our 45 minute session it was time for our next class. On the schedule it reads, Movement Technique. But apparently for the rest of the term, that class will be a choreography class. Liz, our conditioning instructor will be teaching the choreography class--as she has an extensive background in dance choreography. I will come back to this later and add the notes I took during her class today. Today's class was basically us sitting down on the floor, watching videos while Liz talked about the elements of choreography.

Edited to add notes after I got my notebook back:

Choreography Notes (that go along with the Intro to Choreography handout):
First dance we watched: "The Dating Game" VITAL - Mark Murph (spell?) An example of strong stimulus.
ACTION: running, jumping, traveling, elevation, turning, falling, stillness, gestural. (Stylized actions are important in choreography)
SPACE: Observe different Angles, us space to relate something to audience
DYNAMICS: Energy, tension, opposit of monotone
TIMEING: looking at different ways of using timing -- upbeat/downbeat
Next dance video we watched "Boxing" KOK
Stephan Schneider
Motif
Copositional Devises: way of creating more choreography from what you allready have--change levels, change order, use different body parts, change speed, change mood, change direction, focus
Next Video "White Man Sleeps" stimulus=music
Next Video "Ghost Dances"

After choreography, we had a 20 minute break, and then we went into our next class which was Body Awareness. This class is only a 30 minute class. Apparently Helen, who normally teaches this class, had gone home sick, so Liz took over for it. We spent the first 15 minutes of the class talking. Liz wanted to cover a few things that didn't get covered in the choreography class. Such as the mistakes of choosing the wrong kind of music for a piece. We discussed how certain pieces of music will carry some kind of history behind them, and people will remember the music from its history and it will hinder your ability to provide the message/story you are wanting to provide. An example of this is that one must not choose music from a film soundtrack. For the last 15 minutes of the class she had us lay on the floor and close our eyes. Next she had us do "snow angels" on the floor, but trying to make sure that our arms and legs moved exactly in sync with each other. This is difficult, but a good exercise to help one become aware of the way your body moves. Often people use one side of their body more than the other. Next she had us find 4 different ways of going from a laying down position to a sitting up position. Then picking the most comfortable of the 4 methods, she had us go from laying to sitting to standing, over and over again, faster and faster. Then she had us pick another one of the 4 and do this again, asking us to notice how much harder or easier it was to go from a laying position to a standing position. Next she divided the class in half, and told half the class they were forward, and the other half that they were backwards. Then she had us all stand in the middle of the room, mixing ourselfs up in the room, and then told us to start walking in the direction she had assigned us (backwards or forward.) The objective of this exercise was to be aware of your body, and the other bodies around you. After going for a while in our preassigned direction, she had us go the opposite direction. This exercise is difficult because there are people in front of you wanting to go backwards at times, and you have to maneuver around trying to maintian as straight a line as possible. Next she had us do the same movements backwards and forward, but this time with our arms extended (so we took up more room.) Then she had us do it again, but this time with our arms extended and moving up and down (like in a flapping manner.) This element added a bit of timing. All very interesting exercises.

At 4:30 it was time for E&M circuits. I spent a good portion of the time working with cigar boxes. I am starting to get more solid with some of the moves. I think I would like to focus on cigar boxes for this upcoming presentation we have. I also worked with Annette a little bit. We practiced some more of the moves we want to put into our piece. E&M Circuits ran until about 5:15, when I was supposed to go practice with Denise for our PT Larval mask piece. However, she was in the gym with the E&M session doing her own practice (working on some body rolls--contact juggling) so I kept juggling until about 5:30-5:45. At this point, Denise and I decided we should go and start working on the piece.

She and I headed over to Studio 2 with the suitcase of masks. We almost thought we were not going to be able to do anything with the masks, because we couldn't figure out how to open the case (it seemed to be locked.) But we eventually figured it out. Once we had the masks out, we had a look at them, and decided which ones we wanted to work with. Then we put them on, and were checking ourselves out in the mirror on the wall. We spent a fair amount of time just experimenting with the masks, and how they work, and what gestures go well with them. It is incredibly difficult for me because of my glasses. I can't see well enough without my glasses, and if I wear the masks over my glasses, two things happen--my eyes are further from the eyeholes (causing loss of peripherial vision,) and my glasses tend to fog up from my breathing inside the mask. I wish I had contact lenses. After Denise and I had a go at playing around with the masks, we sat down and started brainstorming some more. Neither of us had had a lot of success with our brainstorming plan of choosing three scenes, and giving each one a beginning, three events, and an ending. But we did manage, between the two of us to take one of Denises ideas and come up with what might be an intriguing story. We want to put together a piece that involves a husband and wife. The husband is OVERLY romantic and sweet to his wife, and she wants to kill him. Throughout the piece, each of her attempts at killing him are uknowingly (by him) foiled by his romantic gestures. In the end she dies (by some freak accident caused by him.) He of course will respond sadly to her death. We still haven't decided on all the details, but they will work themselves out.

After that session, I was ready to go home. So I hopped on my bike and headed home. There was no rain, but it was quite cool out. When I got home I had a message from Britta who had called wanting to come in for a massage. So I called her up, and she was at my house by about 8:30. I was a bit sleepy, but I need the money I make from her. Our arrangement is £5 for 1/2 an hour, but I always seem to go longer than 1/2 an hour, and she doesn't seem to care. Since Mandy was home, we went up to my room and I gave her the massage on my floor. After it was over we chatted for a while. It was close to 10:30 when she left, and it was almost 11:00pm when I finally got to bed, way, way past my bedtime.

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11/13/02 Day Thirty-One: Woke up a little later than usual, about 5:00am, because of going to bed so late the night before. Started to work on my journal, and realized that I didn't have my notebook with me, that I had left it at school. So I filled in what I could of my notebook, then headed down to the kitchen to make my food for the day. It was not raining this morning, so the ride was quite nice. I got to school about 8:50. Dave lead the warm-ups. He started with a couple of games. The first game, I am calling "Bang Bang," I had never played before. The game is played by having everyone stand in a circle. One person stands in the middle of the circle, and spins around in circles pointing their fingers (shaped like a gun.) When they stop, they shoot at the person they are pointing to. That person has to duck the bullet. If they don't duck the bullet in time, they are dead, and have to sit down. If they do duck, then the two people on either side of the person who just ducked have to shoot each other. The later one who shoots, dies and has to sit down. The game progresses until there is only one person alive plus the person in the middle, and they end the game by standing back to back, taking five paces, and turning and shooting. It was a silly/fun game. Next we played a couple of rounds of "Stuck int the Mud." After those two games, Dave took us through a series of warm-up stretches and exercises. He ended the warm-up about 8 minutes early, appologising for the briefness and lack of intensity of the warm-up. Apparently he had drank a little red wine with some friends the night before and was feeling the effects.

At 9:30 I headed off to my Performance class. Today's subject was animals. Bim started the class off by playing the game we had played previously in one of Tilly's classes, "Corners." Bim played it a little bit different. He made two playing fields (so almost everyone could play--the only one who didn't was Catrina, and she was late for class,) and instead of using chairs, he used shoes. So instead of sitting in a chair, you just run to a shoe. I really enjoy this game. After we played it the standard method, he had us play it again in casual or slow motion mode. This became interesting. You basically play it the same way, but you are not allowed to run. So you have to casually start walking away from your shoe, keeping in mind how long it would take you to walk back to your shoe if needed, and trying to get to another shoe while the other people are walking away from their shoe. Very different approach to the same game. After that warm-up game we went right into the subject of the class, which is animals. He had us start out, standing in a circle, and acting as horses. He had us imagine that we were basically the front part of the horse. Our feet were the horse's hoofs, and we tried out different forms of walking, trotting, galloping, etc. We explored having a long (imaginary) mane, and shaking our heads around, proudly, and we also explored having a tail (using our arms as a tail behind us.) It all looked very silly, but there was more to come. The next animal we did was an elephant. For this animal, we bent over in a 90 degree angle at our waist, rocking our HEAVY bodies from side to side, using that rocking motion to lift our feet (without bending our knees) and walking forward. Next we explored our trunks (using our arms) and how we might move them, and use them to eat food. Then we explored having a tail, and having big floppy ears (using both arms to indicate large floppy ears.) The next animal we imitated was a cow. First we explored how the cow walks. This was difficult for me. I am not good at walking on my hands and feet at the same time. Walking on my hands and knees is easy, but walking on hands and feet at the same time puts a lot of weight on my hands that I am not used to (oh the joys of having a top-heavy body.) But I did okay. Next we explored how a cow would lay down. This was awkward, because a cow, when it lays down, will bend its front legs first, (onto its knees) then bend the back legs (onto their knees) and then lay down. Getting up is just a matter of reversing that order. The next animal we imitated was a cat. The movement of a cat was similar to the cow, in that we walked on our hands and feet, but with the cat the back knees are bent more than the cow, and the movement of the legs is a-sync. During the movement we explored how a cat would turn. Unlike humans, their spine can bend from side to side with much ease as they turn, leading with their head. We explored how a cat would sit, how it would lick itself, and how it would arch its back when it was angry. Next he had us humanize the cat, and explore what a human cat-like character would move like. The next animal that we explored was a dog. We went with one of those smaller dogs, that are very excitable. We explored how they move their heads, the excitement, the eagerness. We explored how their focus on a bone being held by a human is. I have this funny image in my mind of Bim standing in the middle of Studio 2 holding an imaginary bone while about 12 students surround him on hands and knees, wiggling their buts, looking very excited, heads focused on the bone as Bim moves it back and forth, finally throwing it across the room, and the room full of "dogs" chasing after the imaginary bone. After Bim threw the bone, it lead us directly into the next segment of dogs, which was growling. He had us explore growling with a partner. This made many people laugh. It was hard to keep a straight face. Next he had us explore the humanized version of a dog character. The next animal was a chicken. We explored how it moves. Its head, making quick, sharp movements, its eyeballs not moving (thus its head rotates in the direction it wants to look,) eating, and shaking its feathers. Then we humanized the chicken, and walked around the room. The next animal we did was a pigeon. The pigeon was similar to the chicken, but its head moves forward and back at twice the speed of its walking pace (very funny looking.) And finally we looked at a sparrow, exploring how it moves (making short bursts 2-3 hops, both feet together.) After we had studied all those different animals, Bim asked us to find a space on the floor, and become our own animal (the one we had chosen, after having gone to the zoo to have a look at them.) Because I couldn't afford the £7.50 to go to the zoo, I had decided to be a chicken--an animal I have had a lot of experience with as a child. We started out with our animals in the sleeping position. Then he had us get up and move about the room, as our animals, searching for food, then he had us move as if we were in danger, and needed to run away from something. After we had a chance to explore our animals in this way, he had the entire class sit down on the bench agains the wall, while we went up in groups of 3 to show our animals. The idea was that the class would try to guess what our animals were after we showed them. I don't know what I was doing wrong, but only one person guessed what my animal was. Perhaps it was because I was doing my chicken different than Bim had taught it. Most people's animals were quite clear, and easy to recognize. For the final part of the class, Bim had us wander about the room, in a humanized version of our own animals. Then he had us making sounds that our animal would make. Then he had us morph that sound into a word--my word was "brocoli." Next he had us greet each other and speak to each other, using that same characterization of our voices. An interesting class to say the least. After that hour and a half class I had a half hour break before my two hour Physical Theatre class.

Physical Theatre started at 11:30. We got a short lecture from Bim about being on time. I have noticed that several of the students are being bad about getting to class on time. The rules state that you should be ready to go 5 minutes before class starts, and they also state that anyone more than 3 minutes late will not be allowed to attend the class (thought I have never seen this rule upheld.) I have yet to be late for one of my classes without a very good reason, and those only make up 2, maybe 3 times. Bim started the class with a warm-up that everyone seemed to be familiar with. The only explanation I could come up with in my head as to why I wasn't familiar with it, was because it might have been used while I was home sick with my crazy alergic reaction back in the begining of October. The warm-up involved standing across the room from a partner, and then walking towards them. Then when you get to them, keep making side to side movements (like you are trying to get around the person, but you each accidentally make the same decision as to what direction to go.) Then we did that faster, more like a run. Then we did it faster again, but he had us freeze, face to face. And from that position he had us do some head isolations, mimicing the same action (of trying to get around, or under, or above the other person, but only with our heads.) Next he split the class in half and had one person stand towards the back of the room, while the rest of the half of the class put on larval masks and we played "Grandmother" or what I would call "Red Light, Green Light." The idea is that the "grandmother" turns her back while the others try to get close to her, and she turns back to see if she can catch anyone moving. If she does, she sends them back to the wall. After the first round of the game, Bim asked us to play it again, but to make bigger gestures with our bodies as we moved. Next we switched places, and I got to watch the other half of the class play the game. For the next section of the class Bim sent half the class up to the front, wearing masks, and while wearing our masks, he put our characters through an audition. Each character in turn had to respond to what Bim was saying as the auditioner. First Bim had us as characters go through whatever "warm-up" we might do in order to be ready for the audition. Next, one by one, we presented our "audition piece." Mine was just making my two fingers touch. After the auditions, Bim announced the winner, and we were to respond. I had trouble with this exercise. I found out later from Bim, that I was exaggerating all of my movements. Apparently I wasn't taking into consideration that anytime you wear a mask as big as these, any movement tends to get amplified. I was really disapointed with the results of what I did. I made the mistake I have made before. I always tend to be one of the first people to volunteer for an exercise, and I don't get a chance to see what it is like from the audience perspective before I try it. I need to not volunteer so fast. After my half of the class was done with that exercise, we got to sit down and watch the other half of the class go through the same exercise. Each session of that exercise was pretty long. In it, Pascal's character started laughing, and shaking his head up and down. Bim quickly leaned over to me, and whispered to me (pointing it out) telling me that that was an example of how exageratted movements don't work with these masks. I could see what he meant. I learned a lot in that moment. For the final part of the class, Bim had the first half of the class (which included me,) go up and put on these other masks. These are masks made of the tops of plastic jugs (I may have mentioned them before.) But they are simple: two eyes, a nose, and a round mouth. They look quite dumb, actually--dumb as in not very inteligent. Bim had us work in "choral," each wearing identical masks. I tried harder this time to simplify my moves. The scenario for this exercise was we crawled out from behind the screens, on our hands and knees, exploring the world as if we had never seen it before. Then Bim ran us through a series of emotional responses. He pointed out an imaginary puppy on the floor in front of us, then he pulled out a gun and shot the puppy, splattering it all over the place. Then he showed us the imaginary gun, and showed us that it was really a water pistol. Then he eventually had us exit the scene the same way we came in. After this exercise, Bim hardly gave us any real feedback. He just kept saying something about how sometimes you can create rules of things you should and should not do, but that sometimes those rules need to be thrown out. Phillip, who was sitting next to me said that I did a good job. But I wasn't content with that. So after class I went up to Bim and had a chat with him about the exercise, complaining that I didn't get enough feedback from him. We spoke briefly, and he told me a few things that worked, and a few that didn't. I left that class feeling a little frustrated with myself. Its something I need to explore. Again, I wish I had contact lenses, so I could wear these masks, looking into the mirror, and observing myself better. Arrhhg!

By the end of that class I was quite ready to sit down and eat my lunch. And that is what I did. I didn't have anything to do for a while (since my next scheduled class was at 4:30.) So I took my time, eating my lunch. After eating my lunch, I asked Ashling if she had brought those glass pieces. She had. So I spent about an hour and a half working on the glass pieces. I am putting copper foil around the edges of these cut pieces of glass for her friend that does stained glass artwork for a living. The woman pays 6 pence per piece of glass that we cover the edges in copper foil. So if I do around three hundred a week, it should make me £18 a week, which is plenty for my weekly grocery costs. After I had spent that time working on the pieces of glass, I went and washed the dishes, and cleaned up the student room. I have been very good about cleaning and vacuming every day (though apparently you only have to vacuum once a week.) Helen told me the other day that I get the "stage manager of the year" award. Its nice to be appreciated.

At 4:30 I went to my E&M practice session. This is a nice session. It lasts until 6:00pm. I did a bunch of work on my cigar box tricks that I am working on. And Javier showed me a couple of new moves that I started working on. Next Annette and I started working on stuff for the routine she wants to do. First we talked about what tricks each of us knew, and were comfortable doing in a routine. She complained that I juggle too fast. I told her it wasn't a problem, that I can slow down if need be, but that I enjoy juggling fast. Next I showed her a bunch of two person three club stuff (like steals, walkaround, etc.) and we experimented with that for a while. At 6:00pm when the session was over, I was supposed to meet with Denise and practice our PT routine, but she came to me, telling me she was too tired to do it. I wasn't concerned with that, since we have plenty of time between now and next Friday to work on it. So I ended up staying until almost 8:00pm working more with Annette. We worked on our ultimate passing pattern, sync and a-sync. Plus we worked on 4 count and 2 count tomahawks. I am starting to notice something about Annette and I that could cause some problems. We are both strong minded people, and we both have ideas that we want to do, and we are both very stubborn. These are not bad qualities by themselves, but when you put two people together who have those qualities, things just don't work out. So as i was leaving to go home, I spoke with Annette and I told her my observations on our characters, and how we are both too stubborn to work together on a project where both are putting in ideas and such. So I told her that I would be willing to step down, and that she alone should choreograph this piece and just tell me what to do. This will be a challenge for me, because I like to be in control. But I also see it as a good exercise of just being told what tricks to learn, and at what speed to learn them, so that I can fit into someone else's plan. She was pleased that I was giving her complete control.

It was raining as I rode my bike home, but the wind wasn't blowing too hard, so it wasn't that bad. I was pretty wet, though when I got home. I crawled into bed around 8:30, read a little, and then fell a sleep.

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11/14/02 Day Thirty-Two: With plenty of sleep, I woke up early this morning, got caught up on my diary, cooked my food for the day and headed to school. No rain today. In fact, it was nice most of the day! I got to school around 8:45, and spent about 10 minutes stretching. Dave was leading the warm-up and I went up to him and told him I have a fun warm-up game he might want to try. He told me that he wouldn't be doing any warm-up games today, but to tell me about it after class, becuase he might use it tommorow. His warm-up was pretty basic. After the warm-up he handed us some evaluation forms, so we can evaluate his performance as a warm-up leader. I assume it is part of the teacher trainer process. After warm-up I told Dave about the game he should try out tommorow. I told him about the "paper scissors stone" game that we play in Jyl's class. We shall see if he uses it.

At 9:30 it was time for E&M class. We met in Studio 2, and Rod started the class off teaching cigar (not to be confused with cigarbox) manipulations. He taught this workshop at the London Juggling Festival, but I was unable to take the workshop. He handed us each a brand new plastic cigar. He gets them pretty cheap. There was a price tag on the packaging that read 50p. It is basically a novelty cigar that you might buy in a gag-shop. He taught the workshop with his wooden cigars, but explained to us that the plastic ones were just as easy to work with, and he learned on them as well. The lesson only lasted about 20-30 minutes, and he basically showed us one trick at a time giving us a chance to try to do them. The first thing we experimented with was just tossing the cigar from one hand to the other with a flip (just like a juggling club.) This was no big deal. I tried behind the back throws, under the leg throws, etc. no problem with any of the standard throws. The next thing he had us work on was incredibly difficult. This trick involves tossing the cigar with one flip, and catching it in your mouth. I never managed to make a single catch! Rod warned us that one of two things will happen, either you will enjoy this kind of juggling, and pursue it, or you will put the cigar down after the workshop and never want to pick it up again. I may be leaning towards the later of the two. The next trick we worked on was starting with the cigar in your mouth, and tossing it with a single flip back into your hand. This proved to be quite easy to do, but hard on the neck after about 20 or so throws. The next trick he had us do is tossing the cigar from your mouth over your right shoulder, then catching it behind your back with your left hand. This wasn't too hard either, I managed half a dozen successful catches. The next trick he had us work on was starting with the cigar in your mouth, and tossing it with one flip, and having it land back in your mouth. It goes without saying that this is a hard trick--but very impressive. The next trick involved starting with the cigar in your mouth, moving your arm up, grabbing the cigar with the inside of your elbow, then popping open your arm, causing the cigar to make a single flip into the other arm in a similar catch, and then placing the cigar back into your mouth. This wasn't too hard, but I had less success with it than I did the previous two tricks. The next trick he had us work on involved putting the cigar back into that same inside elbow grip and letting it slide down the backside of the elbow and catching it in the hand (similar to the cane sliding trick.) He explained to us that thought it may feel good, making the catch, that this trick is not that impressive to an audience due to the size of the cigar. The final trick Rod had us work on was a kick-up to the mouth. I gave this a few tries, but didn't even come close. The trick to it is that the cigar does a backwards spin. You place the mouth piece on your shoe, and the cigar end against your pant leg, kicking in a motion that would cause the cigar to do a backwards spin. Very hard. After he taught us all those basic tricks, he gave us a brief demonstration of juggling 3 cigars. It was very similar to the way you juggle 3 hats, but instead, the idle object sits in your mouth instead of on your head. After that session, Rod had us spend the rest of the class working with bouncing balls, cigar boxes, diabolo, spining balls, and hats. I spent most of the time working on cigar boxes, then went on to practice my five ball lift bounce pattern, which is coming along nicely. I also spent a short time working with spinning a ball on my finger (which is making very slow progress,) and I did a bit of hat manipulations too. Rod explained to us that today was the last day that we had to "play" with the different objects, and that starting next week, we would begin putting together the presentation for this section. He suggested that we work in groups. I am excited about starting to work on this project. After that class was over, it was 11:00am, and I headed up to the student room.

In the student room, I hung out, and ate my lunch. They were playing Modern Times, the Charlie Chaplin movie. It is one of my favorites, so I watched that while I ate my lunch. I had made plans with Annette to meet and work on her juggling routine at 2:30. I didn't have any classes until 4:00pm, so I had plenty of free time. I would have usually wanted to juggle in this free time, but all the spaces were being used. So I took advantage of the free time and worked on the glass pieces some more. Its nice doing those, because it is relaxing, and you can just chat with people, or listen to people while you do it. I am have finished about 70 pieces so far, so I AM getting a little faster at it. Also during that time before I met with Annette, I did my stage manager duties (washed the dishes, vacuumed, wiped the tables down.) I also went into the office and checked out a couple of books. One book is a cigar box book, and the other is a magic book. At 2:30 I headed over to the South Wing to meet Annette.

When I got to the South Wing I ran into Kay, who asked if she could come by my house for a massage tonight. I of course agreed. Annette was allready there, and had been working on her routine. She had a rough idea of what the 3 club syncronized routine would be and she started teaching it to me. I can do all the tricks, but I just need to learn the sequence and the timing. The routine goes like this: 1) 3 club flash start-triple/doubles 2) three 3s 3) 6 overhead (double spin) 4) five 3s 5) six right handed shower 6) five 3s 7) under arm 3 times, back crosses (single spin) 3 times 8) five 3s 9) three double spin backcrosses 10) two 3s 11) eight chops 12) fancy finish (yet to be designed by me.) So we worked on that for a while. I wrote it down in my notebook so I could work on it on my own at a later time. After we worked on that for a while, we went over and she wanted to try to do a forward roll from the position where she is balanced, standing on my thighs. So we set out a few crash mats, and she gave it a try. With the crash mats it was no problem, but she knew right away that she wouldn't be able to do it without the crash mats, so we scrapped that idea. So instead, I suggested that to get out of that trick, she just stop juggling (with a fancy finish) and as she hops down, I would grab her by her torso, and flip her over, giving the ending a bit of a flourish. We practiced that a few times, and got it down pretty good. Next she had us work on a run through of the first part of the routine. The premise of her routine is that she is a secretary and I am her boss. And there is club juggling involved. I will describe it in greater detail as it evolves.

After we were done with that, I had about 20 mintues before my next class, Performance. Brita was sitting on one of the mats, watching the aerial people, and I sat down next to her and gave her a 15 minute massage. She is my biggest fan, when it comes to massages, and my only paying customer at the moment. After I finished giving her a massage, she jumped up and went to get some money from her bag. She didn't have change to pay me the other night, so I told her she could pay me whenever. She walked over to me and shoved a bill in my hand in a manner where I couldn't see what the bill was. It reminded me of a way certain people would tip when I worked as a waiter. That manner of tipping usually indicates that the tip is larger than usual, or at least larger than usual for the person making the tip. I suspected it was a £10 note, which I later discovered it was (because you never look at the bill right away when it has been handed to you in that manner!) When I gave her a massage the other night, I went about 25 minutes over the 30 minutes (for which I charge £5) and she told me that she would pay me more for that massage. I wasn't expecting her to pay extra, but it worked out perfectly because I owed Annette £10 from the London Convention.

At 4:00pm I headed over to Studio 2 for Performance class. Tilly was teaching this class (normaly taught by Helen,) and the theme of the class was "Choral Work." First Tilly had us get into groups of 2. Though because there were an odd number of people in the class, I ended up in a group of 3. The first exercise involved walking behind your partner with your hand on their lower back as they walk around the room at varying speeds, directions, and levels. The idea is that you "listen" to your partner, and move with them as effortlessly as possible. The more tuned in to what your partner is doing, the better. In my case, we had one person leading, and the other two people following. The only difficulty this provided, as a group of 3, was that when the leader is turning, the person on the outside of the arc has to run much faster than the person on the inside of the arc (with just two people, the follower has the option to just switch hands.) After we each had a turn at leading, we stopped, and had a brief discussion about what worked, and our experiences with it. The next exercise was exactly the same minus touching the leader's lower back. So your just follow them, staying as close to them as possible as they explore levels, speed, and direction. After each person was given the chance to try the leading part, Tilly changed the rules so that we could change leaders at any given point. This proved easy for our group of 3 because we naturally took on the shape of a triangle, so if one person, who was leading, turned sharp enough so that he and the person next to him were looking at the back of the third person, then the third person would become the leader. This became a rule that we subconciously followed throughout the excercise, but there were a few moments when we broke the rule, and things became a little more spontaneous. During the discussion, I mentioned this rotating of the triangle that forced a new leader, and Tilly said that that was similar to the next exercise we would be doing. The next exercise involved groups of 4. Again, because of the odd number of people in the class, I was in a group of 5. The 4 people stand in a square shape, and each person faces the back of one of the 4, who is the leader. If the leader turns sharp enough, someone else assumes the leader position. With this new exercise, we explored the same elements of speed, direction and levels. But also for this exercise, Tilly had us also follow the leader's gestures, and physical actions. In the case of the group of 5, the fifth person just stands in the middle, following, but never gets a chance to lead (so we would rotate that person out of the middle now and then.) In the next exercise, we did the same, but this time Tilly had us exploring as a choral group, the space between each person. So sometimes we would be spread far out, and sometimes we would be very close together, or maybe sometimes we would be inbetween. The key is listening to the group, and working as a chorus so that anyone watching would't know that it was improvised, and that there was a leader. For the final part of the class, we sat down and watched groups of 4 get up and do this same exercise while Tilly called out environmental scenarios. I was in the second group of four that did this exercise. Tilly had us start out by just moving normaly, changing leaders now and then, keeping the movment and actions simple. Next she had us in a breeze. This affected the distance between us, making us further apart, and our actions became more windlike. Next The wind got colder, and we started to move in closer, huddlign in, trying to keep warm using our body heat. From there it got colder and colder and we got tighter and tighter, shivering, grabbing onto each other for warmth. Then Tilly had the cold slowly transform into a fire. The fire started out small, and started to grow. And as the fire grew our actions got bigger, and the space between us got bigger. All the while we keep switching leaders at random throughout the exercise. Then Tilly instructed the fire to get smaller, and eventually die out. It was an interesting exercise.

After Performance, we had a scheduled PT practice session. I met up with Denise, and we sat down and started working on our prop list. We came up with a huge prop list (maybe a little too big) but it shouldn't be too hard to find all the things. While she wrote out the scene the way we planned it, I did a quick sketch of the masks we are using because one of the props we are making is a involves a picture of the two heads. Then we found what we could in Studio 2 to work as props, and we did a quick run through of our piece without the masks. It was fun. And I feel like this piece is going to be very fun, and successful. After we worked on our piece for a while, I was ready to go home.

I stopped by the gym, where Kay was taking a night acro class that is open to the public, and she confirmed that she would be coming to my house tonight. I hopped on my bike and headed home. The ride was very nice. Not too cold, no rain. I got home, and Mandy's car was parked close enough to the garrage door that I was unable to open the garrage door, so instead I just parked my bike inside the house. I waited until about 8:50pm, and Kay called to say she had JUST gotten out of her acro class and it was too late to come over. I was fine with this, as I was starting to get a little sleepy. So off to bed I went!

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11/15/02 Day Thirty-Three: Wow, I can really tell when it is Friday. My whole body is sore and my knees hurt. It was another beautiful day as far as the weather goes. So my bike ride up the hill was nice. I got to school about 8:45am, and did about 10 minutes of stretching. When Dave arrived I asked him if he planned on playing the game I suggested yesterday. He said he yes, and asked me to help him set it up. So I went into the mats room and got out one of the long acro mats and placed it across the floor, marking the gym into two seperate spaces. Once class started, Dave asked me to explain the rules of the game to the class. So I went through the rules, answered a few questions and then we got to playing the game. It was a lot of fun. Everyone seemed to really enjoy it. That is everyone except Lyndel. I somehow managed to elbow him in the face when I was running. I remember thinking, "Wow, that hurt my elbow." Then I remember thinking shortly after that, "Oh, no, that was someone's face. If my elbow hurt from that, I can only imagine how the person's face must feel!" Needless to say, he has a nice black and blue mark on his face. He was fine though. After we played several rounds of the game, Dave did a short warm-up/stretching routine to finish it off. I had several people come up and thank me for teaching that game. I knew they would like it. It is one of my favorites.

I thought my next class was scheduled at 11:30, but I found out later that it was rescheduled for next week. But before that, I assumed that I had from 9:30 until 11:30 to practice in Studio 2. So I headed over there with 3 of the school's jugglign clubs (because they are the closest size to the clubs that Annette wants to use for her routine.) I pulled out my notebook and started going over the routine she had dictated to me. As I was working on it, I noticed something didn't fit right, and it turned out that in order to be able to make right handed shower throws at one point in the routine, I would have to add one extra left handed throw into the pattern. I figured it would be okay, but I should tell Annette at some point. I spent about an hour practicing the various tricks, and then practicing putting them together. I pretty much have all the tricks solid except for one series of tricks where I make a series of 7 throws (right under left arm, left under right arm, right under left arm, normal left handed self, right single spin backcross, left single spin backcross, right single spin backcross,) which are giving me a little bit of difficulty right now. After working on it for a while, I decided I would go find Annette and talk to her about the extra left handed throw I had to put into her routine. I found Annette over at the gym just standing there, watching the Acro class. She told me she wished she could take the Acro classes with the people who specialized in Acro. She specialized in PT and E&M like I did. I started to mention the extra throw, and she invited me over to the student house for a cup of capuccino. I accepted, and we headed over there, drank some coffee and talked about the various topics involving the school. She complained about her shoulder hurting, so I gave her a quick massage. Just when she was offering to give me a massage back, the phone rang. It was Rod, inviting us to come over for Dip Notes. Apparently, because there was no performance this afternoon, Rod wanted to get it done early. So Annette and I left the student house, and headed over to the student room.

When we got there, we found everyone there, listening to Rod talking. He handed us each a packet on our way in (I will scan it later today and post it on the documents page.) It was basically a multi-page form that we fill out while doing a group project. Apparently we are required to fill out two of these forms for two seperate group projects we work on. I have two projects coming up that are group projects, so presumably I could fill them in now and not have to deal with it after that.This is related to the similar form we have to fill out for a solo piece. But the group one is several pages, where as the solo one is only one page.

After Rod had gone over that form, and answered any questions about it, we dispearsed again. I assumed that I had a Movement class at 11:30, but when I got there, nobody showed up. I apparently had missed the information about the class being postponed until next week. So anyhow, I stayed in Studio 2 where the Movement class was supposed to take place, and I continued practicing my juggling. Annette showed up, and started working on her 3 ball routine. She asked me to watch it. She has a very nice routine. I asked her to help me at some point to put together my three ball routine.

At 1:00pm I went upstairs and ate my lunch. I really am starting to enjoy hanging out with my classmates. Lunchtime is always so much fun. I went in to check out a video, and I asked the girl (who's name for some reason I don't know,) "Is it allright if I check out a video?" And I couldn't believe the sound of my own voice when I said that. I sounded so English. It cracked me up. I told Charolette about it and she laughed. She said I should work on my accent, and it will be a good way to pick up women when I get back to the states. I ate my lunch, and hung out watching some Buster Keaton.

After lunch I headed over to my Acro class. The class was fun. I mostly practiced my forward rolls (which Nicky, the instructor, was very pleased to see I have gotten them straightened out, so I don't go off to one side.) I also worked on my cartwheels a little bit. I also practiced getting up on the horse and doing dive rolls off of it onto a big fluffy crash mat. Very fun.

After the Acro class was over, it was time for E&M circuits. I spent most of my time passing clubs with Oskar. It is quite fun passing clubs with him. But as far as club passing goes, I am most looking forward to passing clubs with my friend Will when he comes to visit in December. He is the only person with who I can keep 9 doubles going for a while.

After E&M circuits were over, I headed over to the office to make sure that the stage manager duties had been taken over by the new people. I chatted briefly with Helen, expressing my concern about the communications system (because I was a little frustrated about not being told about the postponed class.) Then it was time for me to head home.

Jeremiah was leaving the same time I was, so I invited him to bike with me (since we go in the same general direction.) I wanted to show him my short-cut. Apparently he had been going up the hill and then back down the hill--where with my shortcut you don't have to go up a hill, just down. So he joined me. When we got close to my house, I asked him if he wanted to see where I live. So I showed him where I live--that way he can come visit sometime. He is the only person, I believe, who lives with his parents.

Anyhow, I got home, was exhausted, stayed up for a little while, but ended up going to bed quite early.

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11/16/02 Saturday: I have discovered that it is essential that I rest on the weekends. So today I did very little. Took a nice long nap, and worked on the front page of this webpage. I redesigned it. I think it looks good. Denise was supposed to come over so we could work on props, but she called and canceled. So we will meet tommorow.

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11/17/02 Sunday: Woke up early, as usual, browesed the internet, eventually crawled back into bed, and took a nice long morning nap. I love these weekend naps! At 11:30 or so, I got up, made some food, and then set up to start some serious work on the glass pieces I am doing. Around 2:30pm I got a call from Denise, who had just woken up herself, and was planning to come over here. I had been doing glass pieces for a couple of hours and was really starting to pick up a pace. I told Denise to take her time. I kept on doing my glass pieces. I did probably close to 150 pieces today. Odly, though it was about 5:30 pm and I still had not seen a sign of Denise. I called her house, only to discover she had left her house about 2 hours ago. A little concerned, I started wondering what could have gone wrong. Just then, however my doorbell rang, and it was Denise. Apparently she went to visit a friend for a short while, then spent a good hour being lost, driving around, trying to find my house.

Anyhow, Denise and I spent the next couple of hours working on the props that we need for our physical theatre piece. I had quite a good time with her, making the props. We also picked out two pieces of music that are really going to add to our performance piece. We are both very excited about this piece, and expect it to go very well. We both agreed to rehearse daily in the evenings. Our performance is on Friday, and I expect we will have just enough time to get it good enough to perform.

As we were winding down, I gave Brita a call and invited her over to visit. She didn't want to come at first, but I offered her a massage, and she said she couldn't turn that down. Brita arrived a few minutes before Denise left, and the three of us chatted a bit. Denise and I told Brita about our piece, and showed her the props we had put together.

After Denise left, Brita and I went up to my room, and I gave her a nice long massage. After the massage, she and I just sat and chatted about stuff. Its nice to hang out with Brita. She has a boyfriend back in Germany, so there is no confusion about how or where I stand in our relationship. It is strictly friendship. I like drama free friendships like that. The last thing I need in my life right now is drama. After chatting for a while in my room, we headed down to the living room, because Brita wanted to see my audition video tape. After I showed her that, we chatted some more in the living room. Around 11:30, we realized it was getting late, and Brita headed home on her bicycle.

After Brita left, I went on the Internet to check my email. I should mention that a few days ago, I submitted this webpage to the Internet Juggling Data Base, and tonight when I went online to check it, they had posted my address on the front page (with several others) in the "latest additions to the links database" section. Now my site is posted in their links data base under the Circus category. I should also mention that I posted my address in rec.juggling newsgroup, and have gotten some positive feedback from people there.

After that, I headed straight to bed.

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11/18/02 Day Thirty-Four: Woke up this morning, feeling like I had not gotten enough sleep. Had breakfast, did the usual, got ready for school. Hopped on my bike and headed up the hill to the school (no rain.) I am noticing that my bike is starting to make lots of funny sounds. I think I need to oil the chain. I hope it isn't breaking down. I haven't even taken it in for my free 1st tune-up that the bicycle shop offers. I arrived at school right at 9:00am. Alex is leading group warm-ups this week. He started off with a game. He had us seperate into two groups and then create two separate lines, with about 2 meters space between each person. Each team does the following. The last person in the line, when Alex yells "go," starts to run up to the front of the line, zig-zagging between the people on his team. As soon as they pass their first person, that person follows them. And every person in the team eventually follows. When the first runner gets to the front of his line, he runs back and stands at the spot where he started. So the object of each person is to zig-zag up to the front of the line, then run back to the back of the line, and zig-zag back to their original position. Then, of course, the objective is to see which team can finish first. We played 2 rounds, and my team won each round--but only by a fraction of a second! After that game, Alex lead us through a basic warm-up with stretching and warming up the muscles. Then in the last 2 minutes of the warm-up, he had us play another game. It was called "Cops and Protestors." The object is, everyone piles onto the floor. That is, everyone but one person who is the first "cop." He/she has to pull people off the pile. And they try, for everything they are worth, to stay on the pile. The moment you get pulled off the pile, you become a "cop" and have to help pull the rest of the people off. I was in the last group of about 4 people still on the floor and put up a pretty good fight. I must say, that was a very fun game.

At 9:30 it was time for E&M. We headed over to Studio 2, carrying with us all the props we needed from the E&M store. Before class started, Rod talked to us for a little while about what our options were for putting together the assigned presentation. We had the option to work in as small of groups as two people, or as large of groups that could include the entire class. He encouraged us to create 2 or 3 groups. He also talked to us about what we could involve in our presentation. He said we can use music if we want, we can make it theatrical, we can make it skill based, basically he said we have a lot of freedom with this. The only requirement is that we use the props we have been working with. I am interested in doing a routine that involves hats and cigar boxes. Rod also asked us if we wanted to go ahead and get started on choosing our teams, or if we wanted one more day to play around with these props. I suggested we spend half the class playing around with the props, and the second half choosing our teams. Everyone seemed to agree with me, so that is what we did. I spent most of my time working with cigar boxes. I played around with the trick that involves stacking 9 boxes on the floor in a vertical pile, laying on their sides on top of each other, than pulling them into my hands one at a time. The cool thing about this trick is that every time you go for another box, you let go of the structure of the boxes in your hand--which seam to just hover there while you bring the next box into place. This trick proved pretty simple. Next I wanted to get that pattern where you collect all 9 boxes onto the floor, push the center one out a little, then pick up the entire stack, folding them in on themselves so that they create this neat stacked pattern that you can balance on your chin. I have no doubt that I will be able to balance it on my chin once I get the shape made, but I am having a hard time getting the boxes to fall into the proper shape. They don't seem to slide against each other very easily. I'm sure I just need to work on it some more. I also spent some time working on my hat juggling. I really enjoy hat juggling, but I am not good at it yet. I have plenty of time, however, to learn enough basic tricks for this presentation. After we spent the first half of the class practicing, Rod had us stop and we began, as a class, discussing how we would break into groups. First Rod had us each tell the class what kind of presentation we wanted to be involved in (theatrical, skill-based, and what props we wanted to use.) After some time we found ourselves splitting into two groups. I moved into a group that includes: Natalie (who is not really a juggler, but is willing to learn and has an interest in cigar boxes), Michel (who is incredible at diabolo, and is also interested in cigar boxes,) Jermiah (who is rather quiet, not a skilled juggler, but very good at acrobatics, and is interested in hats,) and Merlin (who was not in class today, but got drafted into our group in his absence--he is good at diabolo, and poi.) In essence I drafted myself into the "less skilled" group. But when I say less skilled, I am talking traditional juggling. The people in my group have little skill when it comes to traditional juggling (eg balls, clubs, rings.) But I really felt the need to work with this group, instead of the other group. Maybe it's the teacher in me, wanting a big project. Who knows. After getting into our groups, we talked a little about some ideas, and then we stood up and tried some group tricks using cigar boxes. Nothing worth mentioning yet came from our playing around, but I think everyone is eager and excited about this assignment.At 11:00 I had a short break until 11:30 when my next class, Physical Theatre, would start.

At 11:30 I headed over to Studio 2 again for PT. Bim had us start with the warm-up of trying to step on each other's toes. I don't see the point of this as a theatrical warm-up. It seems to be more of a physical warm-up. But it has everyone laughing by the end anyway. After that warm-up, we went on to some isolations. Bim had us go through the basic exercises of isolations: chest (back, neutral, forward) head (back, neutral, forward, neutral tilt, back tilt, forward tilt.) Then after getting our isolations warmed up, Bim went through another series of exercises. He started first with the chest, rubbing it (as we copied him) then pulling his hand away from his chest, he told us to imagine our chest growing, filling in the space between your actual chest and your hand. Then with our imaginary extended chest, we were to move around, noticing when we penetrate other people's space. Then he had us make eye contact with people as we walk around, silently greeting them. After that we went on to our nose. Bim had us rub our noses, then extend our hand out, creating an imaginary "pinochio type nose." Then we explored having this extra long nose, taking into consideration how the smallest moves of the head become amplified because of having this extra long nose. Again, Bim had us move about the room with our extra long noses, exploring how we might move, and how we might silently greet people we run into. Then we did the same with our forehead, chin, and the top of our heads. Each time, warming them up by rubbing them, then extending them into an imaginary lengths, and exploring how we might move. With the tops of our heads extended, the "extra weight" might cause us to walk funny if our heads were tilted--causing the weight to pull us to one side. The whole exercise was to help us realize what we should take into consideration when wearing a mask. If we have a mask with a long nose, you have to be aware that the slightest movment will be amplified. It was an interesting, and very helpful exercise. The next exercise we did involved some lip syncing. Bim divided the class in half. Half of the class sat down to watch while the other half put on larval masks and headed to the front of the class to perform. Next Bim put on a cassette with some opra music, and the masked characters had to perform for us. It was amusing to say the least, to see these cartoon like characters up there, waving their arms about, dramatically expressing the feelings that they were having from "singing" to us. After the first group went, we switched and I had a go at it. Bim played two songs with my group. First he played the same song he did with the last group, then he let it go on to another song, but the next song hand no words. This was awkward, since my character was no longer "singing," I just had to respond, at an emotional level, to the music. After we were over, and had removed our masks, Bim gave us some feedback. Once again, I keep finding out that less is more with these masks. Bim said I did much better in the second half of the exercise when my actions were not as dramatic. The next exercise involved having Bim set up this elaborate "sculpture" in the center of the room of unusual objects. In his sculpture he created various shapes: circles, triangles, wiggling lines, squares, etc. Next he had pairs of people go up, wearing masks and explore his sculpture. The assignement for the exercise was to interact with the sculpture and mirror the shapes of the sculpture using your body. For this exercise, Bim had them use the less human, and more shape oriented masks (the white ones.) Only a few participated in this exercise. Most of us just watched. I was among the ones watching. I found this exercise interesting. It definitely makes anything you are watching become more interesting if their is a relationship between the characters on stage and their environment. After a few rounds of having people go up in masks, and explore the sculpture, Bim had us go on to the next exercise. For the next exercise, we all got up, without masks, and began to walk around the room. Bim had disassembled his sculpture, and left its various parts around the room. For this exercise, we were to walk around the room and go through the following process. First we look, and see one of the objects. Then we react to that object. Next we look to the audience. Then we turn back to the object, and respond in some way. Bim had us do this for a few minutes, moving from object to object, going through those same steps, making sure each step was very clear. Next we all sat down and watched while two people at a time would put on masks and come on stage. This exercise involved the similar steps in the previous exercise, but instead of seeing, and reacting to an object, they were seeing and reacting to each other. The first two groups of people that went up were kinda muddled when it came to this exercise. There was no clear definition as to who was seeing, responding and reacting. They both seemed to move at the same time. I was in the third pair to go up, and we did considerably better. See, I learned something here. I wait, watch people make mistakes, and then go up! After Tom and I went, Phillip and Eley went up. Their piece was by far the best. Tom and I followed the instructions correctly (unlike the ones before us,) but Phil and Eley did that, AND had some kind of story going on. I learned much from watching them. Thus ended that class around 1:35pm.

After getting out of PT, I was starving and ready for lunch. I headed up to the student room, heated up my lunch, and enjoyed my break, eating, and chatting with the other students. At 2:30 it was time to head to Dip Notes.

Today in Dip Notes, we had another Anatomy lesson. The notes I took were few. The guy teaching it did not have a board to write on today, so much of the information (which he spat out rather quickly) never made it onto my page. But here is what I did write down.

Anatomy Notes:
Bones, muscles, joints work together to create movement.
Tagonist/Antagonist: muscles relax or contract. For movement you need on bone that is fixed while the other moves away from it.
Movements: rotation (inwards/outwards) flextion, extension, supination, pronation, abduction, adduction
Circomduction: range of all motions

After a short lecture time, in which I wrote down what I could, the instructor had us separate into 6 groups. Then he handed each group a packet of sticky labels, each label either having purple or green writing on them. The ones with purple had the following written on them: fibula, femur, scapula, hamate, radius, malleus, scaphoid, atlas, sacrum, ileum bone, incus, stapes, hyoid & sternum. The ones with green ink had the following written on them: serratus anterior, internal oblique, platysma, cremaster, biceps brachii, deltoid, abductor pollicis brevis, tibialis anterior, soleus, bleeps femoris, rhomboid major, external oblique, transuersus abdominis, latissimus dorse, gluteus maximus, & hamstrings. In our groups we were asked to stick each of the stickers to one othe the members of our group wherever those muscles or bones were on the body. As I know very little about these names and where they are in the body, I volunteered to be the "model" and before I knew it, my clothing, and body was covered in stickers. I was surprised how many the people in my group got right, but there were some that they just didn't know, so I ended up with some guesses--which involved one on my forehead, one on my glasses, and one on my ear. Actually, the one on my ear was the one I put there. I just grabbed it from the pile of ones we didn't know and stuck it to my ear. I don't remember which one it was, but apparently I was correct. :) After that exercise, the instructor asked for a volunteer who would be willing to take their shirt off. Phil volunteered and went up there. This was amusing, because the instructor just grabbed a marker and started writing all over Phil's chest and back, pointing out where the different muscles are. I couldn't help but wonder how long it will take Phil to erase all those markings. As he went over the different muscles, I worried briefly about the fact that I wasn't writing any of this down, but he was just talking too fast, and I don't know any of the spellings for the stuff he was barking out. Luckily, though, he handed out a chart with all the muscles in the chest and back at the end of class. For the final part of the class we seperated into our groups again, and he came by and gave each group an assignement. What the assignement involved was being issued a muscle. With that assigned muscle, we were supposed to (by feeling each other) discover what movements that muscle was responsible for doing in the body. Our group was given the trapeze muscle. We found five different movements in the body that the trapeze muscle is responsible for making. Once everyone had completed the assignment, we took turns going to the front of the class, and presenting what we found.

After Anatomy class was over, I normaly would have had an hour break, and then from 5:00 to 6:00pm I have a scheduled hour for PT practice. But apparently Denise had that same hour off before PT practice, so we both agreed to get an early start on our rehearsal for our piece. We spent probably the first half hour working on setting up our stage, and finding some new props, and putting on some final touches on our existing props. Then we ran through it very slowly once, to get a feel for how it would work. Then we played around with the final scene that involves some choreography done to music, and then after that we ran through it once, all the way through. We stopped at the end, talked about it a little, worked out some problems, and then we called Eley over to watch us. We ran through it again with Eley watching. He gave us some very good notes at the end. He said that I was overacting a little bit (again, reminding me to tone things down--less is more, less is more!) He also gave Denise some good notes. She definitely has the more challenging role in thie piece. I feel bad that she is taking on the harder role, seeing she has less theatre experience than I do, but because of our size difference, it seemed to work out best that she has the role that she does. I won't go into detail about it yet, but we are lovers, and she wants to kill me.

At 6:00pm, we called it a night, and I headed home. It was dark, and cold, but there was no rain, so the bike ride home was quite nice. When I got home, I discovered Mandy and Tarim watching a video/movie. I would have joined them, but I was exhausted, so I just checked my email, and headed up to my room. I layed down in bed, with the intention of doing some reading, but my body had other ideas, and within minutes I was asleep.

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11/19/02 Day Thiry-Five: (Well, its Saturday morning, the 23rd, and I am just now getting back to re-writing this diary entry-after having lost it, due to kicking the power cord on the computer. Many of the details that I remember of that day have slipped out of the back of my head, but I will do the best I can.) I woke up that morning, and went online and checked my email. I was surprised to find an email from a juggler I have never met, Greg Phillips. He wrote, "I've just spent the last couple of evenings reading through your Circomedia diary. You are a very, very naughty boy for making me procrastinate on my thesis work! :-)" It's interesting to imagine someone I don't know, reading my entire diary. Greg offered some comments about my diary, and most important of all, he noticed, in my diary, that I was having problems with going from a-sync to sync ultimate passing, and offered a simple solution to the problem (passing a tram-line double instead of doing a self double.) I thought it was neat to get advice/help from someone I don't know who is reading my diary. Thanks again, Greg.

I rode my bike up the hill to school, I believe it was not raining that morning. Alex did his basic warm-up. Again, details of this day are fading, but I believe we started with the zig-zag game, and then played elbow tag. Then he led a short, but disorganized warm-up. Alex seems to have trouble keeping people focused. Not that it is his fault. We are all adults, and should be paying attention, but if he is to succeed as a teacher, he needs to learn to raise his voice, and use a commanding tone now and then.

At 9:30, after the warm-up, I headed over to Studio 2 for my Conditioning class with Liz. It was her standard Pilates class, very similar to the past ones. I mentioned to her at the beginning of the class that I was having trouble with my back (it wasn't bothering me much at the time, but it had previously, and I wanted to talk to her about it.) She asked me to stay after class so we could talk about it. During the class, Liz was more abrasive than she has been in the past, and criticized us, saying that she could tell many of us were not doing enough conditioning during the week, and that our techniques were looking poor. She told us that by next week, we needed to have a conditioning partner, and she would ask us who our conditioning partner was, and that we needed to take advantage of our conditioning partner, and have them help us with our technique. After the class was over, I approached Liz, and she helped me for a few minutes. She had me lay down on my back in the neutral position with my feet on the floor and my knees bent and pointing to the ceiling, and asked me to breath in (expanding my chest into the floor while I did,) On the out breath, she wanted me to suck in my stomach, and lift my right foot off the floor. Then inhale again, and on the out breath, suck in my stomach again as I lift my left foot (having it join my already lifted right foot.) As I did this, she had her hand on my stomach, and she said, "Did you feel that? You stomach pushed out when you lifted your left leg." I did feel it. She then said, "You need to be able to do that without pushing your stomach out." She then told me to do that exercise daily and she would check on me next week, and she would know if I had been doing it or not. Jeremiah was also staying after class to talk to Liz. She seemed a little annoyed with him because of his lack of progress. He admitted that he had not been doing the conditioning as often as he should have. So I offered to be his conditioning partner. Liz thought that was a good idea, so Jeremiah and I made plans to talk about it later and set up a schedule.

After that class, at 11:00am, I headed over to the gym to do a little juggling. I decided I would work on Annette's 3 club routine. I picked out three of the school's clubs, since they are the closest to being the size and weight of Annette's clubs, and got to work. I don't know what was wrong with me, but I was not making very good progress. I was really having trouble with my single spin backcrosses. Ever since I learned my double spin backcrosses, my single spin ones have deteriorated completely. I can't seem to do more than 2 in a row successfully, and this one part of Annette's trick requires me to do 3 in a row right after having done 3 under the arm throws. After about 30 minutes of frustrated practice, I put down the clubs, realizing part of my problem was that I was hungry, so I headed off to eat my lunch.

Around 12:30, I decided to go looking for Annette. I eventually found her at the student house, and she was hanging out with Mandy. Apparently she had just given Mandy a massage (for her back pain,) and they were just hanging out, chatting. I asked Annette if she wanted to go work on her routine, and she said no, that she was tired, because she stayed up to late the night before. So since she wasn't putting effort into her routine, I decided that I should leave it alone, and I headed back to the gym, and juggled for fun for the rest of my lunch break.

At 1:45 it was time for the Movement Technique class (which this half term is Choreography) to take place. Liz was about 5-6 minutes late (not a good example, considering how much the teachers have been cracking down on tardiness lately.) Liz started the class by having us line up, as if we were in a dance class, all facing her, and she began to teach us a "dance warm-up." I immediately started having flashbacks to the time back at College of the Redwoods, when I was taking modern and jazz dance. I enjoyed those classes, but one thing that always frustrated me was how dance instructors teach. They just fly through various steps, all thrown together, and expect you to just fly along beside them. And for someone like me, who has a hard time looking at a person in front of them, and quickly knowing whether they moved their left foot, or their right foot, this can be incredibly annoying, and frustrating. Needless to say, Liz did just this. And on top of that, there was a moment, when she was doing a certain move and she had her back to me, and was wearing all black, so I could not see a single detail about what her body was doing. I expressed to her my frustration about not being able to see her movements because she was wearing black, and she snapped back at me that she would be sure to wear pink for the next class. This added to my frustration. She then asked me to just follow along as best I could. And that is what I did. After she had taught us this dance warm-up routine, and we had gone through it a number of times, she moved on to something else. At this point she started to teach us a simple dance step. It involved stepping forward and back, then to the side, then turning around, then making several gallop type steps to the side then turning around again. It is a circular pattern, and it is done twice to get back to the beginning (first starting with the left, and the second round starting with the right.) After we had learned the basics of this routine, she asked us to try to go as fast as we could. Which in my opinion proved ridiculous because with everyone going in different speeds, each person was eventually going in different directions and running into each other. This quickly added to my frustration that was building in this class. It was weird. This is the first time I have gotten irritated by a class that I am in. After this exercise, Liz had us get a partner. Then she had us line up down the length of the gym, standing about 3-4 meters away from, and facing our partner. Then she had one of us close our eyes, and as slow as possible, move our arms from a closed position (where the fingertips meet at the centre of the rib-cage) to an open position (with the arms outstretched.) The other person was to just watch and make mental observations about what they experienced in watching-what they thought the person felt like, and how they made them feel. My partner, Shani, who did the exercise first, misunderstood the instructions because instead of doing it once, very slowly, she ended up doing it over and over again at a smooth medium to slow pace. When asked, after the exercise was over, how watching Shani made me feel, and what I thought she was feeling, I responded by saying, "Well, for the first 6-7 times she did it, she seemed comfortable and relaxed, but after that, you could tell she was getting tired and frustrated, and I could see in her mannerisms that she was starting to wonder how much longer she would have to keep this up." The class had a good laugh that Shani made a mistake, and Shani was embarrassed about it. But it was all good fun. After that, we repeated the exercise, but with me closing my eyes and opening my arms slowly. After that exercise, Liz had us do a very brief review of the dance step she had taught us earlier. Then she asked us to go off on our own and create a movement piece. Her instructions were, to choreograph a routine where you move as fast as possible in 8 counts. Myself and more than half the class misunderstood her instructions, and we thought we had to come up with 8 moves that we would match up to eight beats. But half way through the exercise, she realized what we were doing and explained again. We were not to create 8 moves to match 8 beats, but we were to move as fast as we could in 8 counts. Now this didn't make any sense, because she didn't tell us how fast these counts were. I mean they could be 1……2…….3…….4 or 1.2.3.4 (see?) Uhhg! Frustration. Anyhow, I tried to take my 8 moves that I had created, and loop them, so that I could keep repeating them, if need be in whatever time span, she later decided would be 8 counts. After we had finished putting together our moves, she put us into groups of 4-5 people each and we took turns, one group at a time, going up to the front of the class and competing to see who was moving the fastest. Needless to say, in my frustration, confusion and lack of excitement at this point, I didn't win. After all the groups had gone, we had 5 finalists, and they all competed against each other. At the end of it all, there was a huge debate as to whether Tina, or Merlin was "fastest." Most of the class argued that Tina moved faster, while Liz, the instructor, argued that Merlin was fastest. It became clear to me after sitting there listening to what was going on in the debate, so I slowly lifted my hand, and held it there until Liz noticed me, and called on me. I then said to her, "Its clear to me what the problem is. Your definition of fast is to make as many movements as possible in a set period of time. While others define how fast something is by the actual speed of its movement." I then demonstrated it to her by showing her the difference between two movements that took place in approximately the same amount of time. The first move was me moving my arm from my far left to my far right as fast as possible (it was a blur!) The second move was several short waves of my hand back and forth (clearly going slower than the other move, because if nothing else, to reverse the direction of my hand I would have to slow my hand down and eventually stop it before it heads back.) She gave me this kind of half blank look, half defeated look, and I proceeded by saying, "Where you told us to move as fast as possible in 8 counts, you should have told us to make as many defined movements as possible within a period of 8 counts." To this I received a round of applause from my fellow students, and a handshake from Phil. I confess, after having spent an entire class being frustrated and annoyed, I was redeemed. After that was all settled, Liz put us in new groups, and had us review, once more, the dance sequence we learned earlier. After that, she explained to us that we needed to continue working on this sequence throughout the week, because she would be using it again next week in the Choreography class, and wanted us to know it well so she wouldn't have to bother teaching it to us again at the beginning of the class next week.

At 3:45pm it was time for Body Awareness. Helen showed up with a pile of purple mats (which was a good sign-indicating we would get to spend a little time laying down during her class.) She had us start by laying down on the mats and closing our eyes. For some reason it took a while for people to settle down onto the mats, and people were talking away. I had nothing to talk about, and was quite content just laying there with my eyes closed. Once everyone settled down, Helen started talking to us. First she used the time to make an announcement. She told us that this would be the last Body Awareness class we would have this Half Term, because she had a schedule conflict and was not able to make it on Tuesdays. The BA class is only 30 minutes so its not a huge loss. She made it clear that we are to spend that 30 minutes as rehearsal time. After she finished with her announcements, she went through her basic "body awareness" routine, where she has you lay there on the floor and ask you to just take inventory of your body. She starts at the feet, and heads up to the top of your head, asking your questions, that you answer internally, about how your body feels, what position your body parts are in, if some body parts feel more relaxed than others, etc. Next she had us stand up and get a partner. Helen had one of us stand with one arm extended in front of us, parallel to the floor, and using our shoulder and back push the arm directly away from our front, and then pull it back, repeating this motion over and over. The other person was told to stand behind their partner, placing their hands on their partner's back, starting at the front, and feeling the muscles that cause this movement. Then the person standing behind the person with the extended arm would travel down their back, feeling how far down the back one could continue feeling the muscles being engaged. The basic idea behind this, was that Helen has been watching us, and is concerned with our technique and how we have been using our upper body. Ideally we should be using the entire web of muscles that go down the entire back when doing any kind of movement like this. After switching roles, so each person had a chance at feeling the muscles, Helen had us switch partners. I ended up with Helen as my partner for the next exercise. For the next and final exercise, we did the exact same thing, but this time, instead of extending the arm out, the arm was extended straight up, and the movement was up and down.

From 4:30-5:15 we had E&M circuits. It was closer to 6:00pm before I was done with my juggling, and I spent most of the time passing clubs with Oskar. He and I worked out the transition from a-sync to sync ultimate passing that Greg had suggested. It worked flawlessly.

Around 6:00, Denise and I headed over to Studio 2 to work on our PT Larval masks project. Today was our first time doing a run through wearing the masks. This proved to be challenging, because your range of site decreases significantly when you do this. I have further vision complications because I cannot wear my glasses. Again, because I am writing this diary entry several days later, I don't remember many of the details of that practice session. I do, however, remember that around 7:00pm I headed home on my bike, ready to end what had been a long day.

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11/20/02 Day Thirty-Six: Feeling very frustrated and annoyed about having lost 2 hours of my diary entry, I finished getting ready for my day and headed out the door. It was of course raining this morning, which added to my mood. I got to school, around 8:45am, only slightly damp, and got ready for my day. Alex led another warm-up. He tried to play an alternate version of the paper/scissors/stone game that I organized last week, by changing it to giants/wizards/dwarfs. Apparently this is a variation on the game-might be British, since several in the room had heard of it. Its played like paper/scissors/stone, where if you chose giant, you put your arms up in the air, and try to look big, if you are a wizard, you wiggle your extended index finger around (like a wand), and if you are a dwarf you crouch down and look small. Wizards can kill giants with their magic, giants can kill dwarves by stepping on them, and dwarves can kill wizards with their sling shots. Anyhow, the game failed, and he immediately switched over to elbow tag-one of my favourite games. After that game, we lined up in a circle, and Alex had us take turns guiding a stretch or warm-up. I offered 5 tuck jumps as my exercise, and got several boos from people! :)

Our warm-up ran a few minutes late, and Bim showed up, looking annoyed. The ones of us who had Performance with him hurried over to Studio 2. Once we all got there, and got settled in, Bim tossed some shoes on the floor, and we played "Corners" again, Bim style. First we did it with moving fast/running. Then we switched to doing it slowly. Then he asked us to continue playing the game slowly, but imagine that we are at a party, and have motivated reasons for trying to move from one shoe to another. It was interesting adding that element to the game. After the game was over, Bim said something to the affect that we needed to get to a point in that game where we are not competitive at all, and the movement from one space to another becomes natural. He said we "jugglers" need to let go of that competitive edge. What?? Jugglers competitive?? I don't know what he is talking about! After that game, he had us sit down on the benches, which he had arranged in a half circle. He explained that for the next few Performance classes we would be doing the same exercise, and that it would be a very simple exercise. He said to us, that all we would be doing would be telling each other stories about places we have been. He told us to think of a place that had a lot of impact on us, and tell the class in detail about it. Basically, it seems that we are working on storytelling techniques. I volunteered to go first, and decided to tell about when I lived in Yosemite National Park in California, and when I discovered a secret place called Hidden Falls, that was not on any of the tourist's maps, and only the employees in Yosemite knew about it. As I was telling my story, Bim would stop me, and ask me to emphasis certain things. Like if I said something was "amazing" he wanted me to really indicate that it was amazing. He also told me a few times to share it with the group, and not to just focus on one person. I tried to make it as colourful as possible. After telling my story about Hidden Falls, Bim asked me to describe it in detail as if I was there, standing in the water, looking around. I was running out of words at this point, I tried a little bit more, but it wasn't coming out right. Basically what Bim was looking for was for me to express through my story telling how it made me feel. He said I spent too much time on facts (eg, the rocks were big, etc.) Next Annette went and told us a story about her recent visit to London where she stayed at a squat house. She described a moment when she got back to the house after a day in the crazy busy world of London, and how the house was peaceful, with candles burning, someone playing some Spanish guitar, and a woman sat comfortably on a chair with a dog on her lap. Annette did a good job telling the story despite her weakness with the English language. Next Oskar told us of the time when he was 16-17 years old and when he went discovered this hippy commune, and when he lived there, in a cave, and learned to juggle. And for the final story, Ellen, with much struggling, told of a time she went to a outdoor party where there were large tents, with music, a forest, and lots of people. With each of us, Bim would constantly ask us to share (meaning make eye contact with everyone in the room,) and he would ask us to amplify the meaning behind certain words. Ellen had the hardest time of all of us. She is young, and inexperienced with public speaking, so, though her story was interesting, she started off very stiff, and played with her hair a lot while she spoke in a quick, monotone voice. She got much better towards the end, but you could tell she was getting frustrated with Bim's constant interrupting with instructions on how ot make her story better, and more engaging. For my next Performance class I will be sure to take a notebook with me and write down specific things that Bim is pushing to make the story more engaging. I always thought I was a good story-teller. I see now that I have a lot more to work on.

At 11:00am, Performance class ended, and Denise and I had made plans to meet at 11:00am in Studio 2 to run our piece before we present it in PT class at 11:30am. I went ahead and set everything up, got the masks, and everything. By 11:15am, Denise had still not shown up, so I went looking for her. I found her in the South Wing, and she was looking ill. Apparently she had gotten up on the rope and was spinning around and had gotten motion sickness. Anyhow, we went back to Studio 2 and just managed to do a run through before class started.

Bim Started the PT class by having us do a basic isolations warm-up similar to the one from the movement technique class-the one where you turn your head, then turn your chest, and then use your lower body to move towards the direction you are looking. First he had us do this the standard way, then he gave us more freedom as far as where we were looking, how much we turn, etc. Next for the warm-up, he had us wander around the room, and do the "notice an object, look at it, share with the audience, and respond" exercise. After a couple of minutes of that, he separated the class in half, and the half I was in put on masks, and did the same exercise again (notice, look, share, respond) with the masks on. Then he had us line up, and spoke to us, while we had the masks on, asking us to, in our character, get into the correct order (lined up in the front.) Then he asked us to find the right person to pair up with, asking us if we were sure that it was the right person (which would get us to look at our partner, and respond.) The mask I was using had a particularly long and pointy/triangular shaped nose. I took this into consideration, and was conscious of my nose movements. I made my nose movements sharp and defined. This was probably the best results I have gotten-judging Bim's reactions to what I was doing. Next the other half of the class did the same exercise while we watched. After that, we spent the rest of the class watching each other's presentations and giving/receiving notes from Bim and from others in the class. I won't go into details about the other presentations, but I will mention briefly what Bim had to say about ours. The first thing he said was that it was long. I asked him if it was too long, and he said no, that he was just making an observation. He mentioned a few moments of split focus (that we can easily clear up,) and he mentioned some other parts that we can tidy up, that will make it shorter. To sum it all up, he basically said we "just missed." Which to me translates as, it could possibly be a good piece, we just need to tidy up a little. The class ran a few minutes late because of watching all the pieces-there are five in total.

After PT class, I headed upstairs to the student room and ate my lunch. At 2:30 I headed down to find Jeremiah, because we had planned to do our conditioning in the South Wing (which at our scheduled time was the only free space,) and I discovered that the teacher trainers were doing some kind of photo shoot, and using the entire space. So I found Jeremiah and told him we wouldn't be able to do conditioning today. So instead I spent the next couple of hours up in the student room, chatting with people while I did more of my glass pieces.

At 4:30 I headed over to Studio 2 for an hour and a half E&M practice session. Javier was there as the TT, and I mostly passed clubs with him during that period. It sucks because I am the best club passer in this school, so I don't have anyone to push me right now when it comes to club passing. Javier and I did some nice runs of 8 clubs, but he couldn't handle 9. Javier and I also briefly worked with having him stand on my shoulders while we practiced throwing clubs back and forth (up and down) to each other. Eventually I would like to be able to pass 6 clubs in this manner.

At around 7:00pm I headed home. It was not raining, but somehow I managed to leave my jacket in the gym and it got locked up. I could have gone looking for the keys, but it wasn't that cold, so I headed out without my jacket. I got home, watched TV with Mandy for about 20 minutes, and then headed off to bed.

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11/21/02 Day Thirty-Seven: (For reasons that will become apparent when you read the end of this entry and the beginning of the next entry, I didn't have a chance to write this entry until just now, Sat. Nov 23rd.) I woke up early, as I usually do, and got to work on my diary entry for the previous day. I wisely chose to use Microsoft Word, to write my entry, setting it to auto-save every 5 minutes. This should keep me from having similar catastrophes in the future, plus it helps keep an eye on my spelling. After doing my diary entry, fixing my food for the day, and basically getting ready for my day, I headed out the door. As you may recall, I had left my rain jacket at school the night before, and of course it was raining this morning. Doing my best to give it little concern, I put on some extra layers, and headed up the hill. The rain wasn't too bad, but I was a bit wet when I got to school, and it was cold, on top of that. Alex's warm-up consisted of elbow tag, and having everyone take turns leading a warm-up exercise.

At 9:30 I headed over to my E&M class at Studio 2. Usually on Thursdays the E&M class gets separated into groups A and B, which take place from 9:30-11:00 and from 11:30 to 1:00pm. I am in the first group (which has the "better" jugglers in the group.) However, for the rest of this half term, we have the option to go to either if not both of those sessions since each group for the presentation has people from both groups A & B. Our group spent most of the time of the first session with Natalie and I working on a synchronized cigar box routine, and with Michel and Jeremiah working on some hat tricks. Natalie and I made quite a bit of progress on the cigar box routine. We came up with 8 moves that we can both do together, plus we worked on an opening sequence. It still has a lot of work that needs to happen with it. It turns out that Michel has been told by his physiotherapist that he shouldn't do any juggling at least until January because of some problems he is having with his arms. Michel is thinking about dropping out of E&M because of this, so we are a little unsure as to if he will be in our group. And on top of that, Merlin did not show up for class at 9:30 (I later discovered that because he did not attend Monday's class, he was not aware that we would be meeting for both sessions, and he didn't think that he had to be to school until 11:30. However, it was also explained to us later by Helen that the only reason you can skip the group warm-up in the morning is if you don't have a class until after noon.) With Merlin's absence (both Monday and that morning), and the uncertainty of Michel's involvement, things were looking grim. Nevertheless we continued working on tricks, and discussing the theme of our piece, which we decided we want to go with a factory/robotic theme. Natalie was unofficially put in charge of picking out some music we could use. Close to the end of the first session, Natalie and I showed Jeremiah and Michel the material we had come up with. When we asked them to show what they had come up with, they didn't really have anything choreographed to show, just a couple of tricks they were trying-so no progress was made there. At 11:00 most everyone took a break for half an hour. Natalie let me know she wouldn't be coming back for the next session from 11:30-1:00, so I knew I wouldn't have her to work with. I decided to stay in Studio 2 over the ½ hour break, and I did a little more juggling. My lower back was starting to bother me again, so I spent some time laying down on a mat, stretching as well. Close to 11:30, Merlin showed up, explaining that he didn't know he had to be at school this morning until 11:30. I discussed with Merlin the situation, and we talked about how we could incorporate him into the routine. We agreed that he and Jeremiah should work on a diabolo routine together, and possibly Merlin and I could work on a bouncing ball routine. At 11:30, class started back up again, and Jeremiah and Merlin started working on the diabolo routine. I went back to practicing my cigar boxes. Around noon, my back started hurting more, and it was becoming pointless to practice cigar boxes (as you have to bend over while doing them, which is no good for back pain.) So I decided to head up to the student room, eat my lunch and relax a bit.

After I ate my lunch, I hung out in the student room for a while, doing glass pieces. I didn't have another class until 4:00pm, so I had no place to go. Around 1:00pm, the student room started to get flooded with people, ready to eat their lunches, and since I was just sitting there doing glass pieces, I figured it would be a good idea to leave, so people could sit and eat.

I honestly don't remember what I did over the next 3 hours before 4:00pm, but looking at the schedule, I can see that the only available room was the South Wing, so most likely I spent some of that time in there, juggling. I do however remember that for about ½ an hour before 4:00, I was back up in the student room, chatting with Michel and Fabian about magic.

At 4:00pm it was time to head to my next class, Performance. For some reason, I thought that we would be doing story telling in this class, as we did in the previous performance class with Bim-earlier this week. However, it turns out that Bim teaches one Performance class, and Tily teaches the other. Bim is doing story telling, while Tily is teaching "choral work." I must say, this week has been rough for me, as far as diary keeping and note taking goes. I don't have anything written down in my notebook about this class, so I will have to describe it only from memory, so I may be missing a few details. We started the class by playing "corners" with partners. For the first part of the game, we were allowed to hold hands with our partner, but for the second part of the game we were not allowed to hold hands. We kept score, (1 point for a side cross, 2 points for a crossing that intersects the box, and -1 points if you separate from your partner-during the non-holding hands part.) After that game, we did a quick "choral warm-up" by getting into groups of 5 and moving around the room as a chorus, making sure to be aware of who the new leader was, after every sharp turn-that would create a new leader. With the five people, instead of doing a box with one person in the middle, we did more of a bird "V" formation so that everyone would have a chance to lead. This became a little confusing, but it wasn't too bad. For the next section of the class we stood in circle, and Tily talked briefly about sounds, and she started an exercise where she would call out a certain sound, like "Wha-cha-ta-boooo!" and we would repeat it. Before this though, she had us do a "hoeing" motion in sync, which helped us stay in the same rhythm when repeating her sounds. After she had done several sounds like this and repeated them, she changed it so that as we went around the circle each person would take a turn making a random sound that the rest of the group would mimic-all while still doing the hoeing motion. After that warm-up, she had us get into new groups of 4 people. She explained that we would be moving into sound making choral work. She started by having the four of us face each other and by getting our breathing in sync with each other. And from there, without anyone leading, we should start to explore how that breathing might change to something else. So our group started out by getting its breathing in sync, and sure enough the breathing became heavier, and louder and soon sounds started to emerge out of the breathing, and we all followed in sync with each other. The sounds we created usually had a rhythmic quality to them. Next while we were still making these noises, Tilly asked us to start, as a chorus, finding movments that would work well with the sounds we were making, and then eventually she had us start to move around, as a chorus, around the room, with our sounds, letting them change, and letting the leader of the motion (and in a way, the sound) change as well. After this exercise, we arranged ourselves into new groups for the next exercise. For the next exercise, Tilly explained that we would be doing something similar to what we had just done, but she would be giving us human characteristic themes to the sounds and movement that we make as a chorus. I piped in, and suggested that she use the "Seven Deadly Sins," a favorite of mine that Jyl uses often, and Tilly looked and me and smiled, telling me I was getting ahead of her, but that she planned on using them later towards the end of the class. So we got into our new groups, and started moving around, in neutral at first, and then she started giving us human characteristics themes. I don't remember many of them, but I do remember flirtatious, being drunk, being scared, being excited, etc. After we had a go at that for a while, She had us switch groups around one more time for the final exercise, which would be the "Seven Deadly Sins." Once Tilly had finished explaining what they were, which took some time for those who don't speak English that well, she told us to pick, in our group, one of the seven. My group, after some uncertainty, chose Pride. After choosing our sin, Tilly had us separate from our group for a moment, and she had us work on our sin individually, figuring out how our individual sin might move, and sound. After a while of working on our own, Tilly had us come back together as a group, and as a chorus, we moved and made sounds, like in the previous exercises. For the final part of the class, Tilly had the class sit down while each group took a turn going up to the front of the class to perform their sin. They were hilarious to watch, especially the group that chose Lust as their sin. Tilly would give the group instructions while they were up there in front of the class performing. Part of the instructions involved having the group eventually focus their actions and sounds towards some thick ropes she set up that were hanging down for the ceiling. Very, very funny stuff.

At 5:30 that class ended, and it was time for our 5:30-615 PT practice session. Tilly would be staying in the room during that session to guide us in our rehearsal time with the larval masks project. The only problem was that all five groups needed to practice, and there was very limited space. Tilly agreed to let us go first, so she could watch us, and give us some feedback. So Denise and I set up our stage, and started the routine. About 1/8th of the way into the piece, Denise suddenly stopped, because she messed up something. Tilly said she had seen enough to give us some notes, and we took what we could from her. She basically told us the same thing we had heard from other, too much movement, less is more. Denise was getting frustrated at this point, mostly because she couldn't watch herself. We started to make plans for staying up late that night and working on it, after we went to my place to get my video camera. Things were getting complicated with this plan because of the fact that Denise gives Polly and Ashling a ride home at night. However, our problem was solved when I asked Fabian if we could use his camera-since he lives on campus. After all the mess and confusion, our plans were foiled again because apparently there was a group who had reserved Studio 2 at 7:00pm, which meant that we had no place to go. It took some persuading, but I convinced Denise that we needed to meet the next morning at 7:30am so that we would have an hour and a half to work on the piece. So we transported all the props that we needed over to the gym, so we could have it easily available when we got to school the next day.

After Denise hopped into her car to go home, I was standing there talking to Annette. She asked if I wanted to practice passing clubs, and I, as usual, gave into my weakness, even though I should have gone home to get a good night's sleep (considering I had to arrive at school at 7:30 the next day.) We went to the South Wing, the only place we could find to practice. There were some men setting up a Chinese pole, and Tilly and a friend of hers were practicing some aerial stuff, so there definitely wouldn't have been room for Denise and I to practice our piece, but there was a small corner where Annette and I could practice passing. We did some pretty basic stuff. Her seven club singles are getting stronger, and we did a little with eight. It was about 8:15 when I finally called it quits, and decided to go home.

The ride home was not too bad. It was cold, but no rain. I'm a little concerned about my safety, because the batteries in my red flashy light are getting low. I need to replace them soon.


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11/22/02 Day Thirty-Eight: I woke up a little later than usual, as I didn't get to bed until well after 9:00pm the night before. I didn't have time to do my Thursday diary entry, so I decided to put it off until Saturday morning (and let me tell you, Its Saturday morning now, and I have been typing for hours!! This is my third diary entry this morning!) Since I needed to meet Denise at 7:30 in the morning, I left my house at 6:55am I knew that would get me to school well before 7:30, but I wanted to set things up before Denise got there. I know she is not a morning person, so I wanted her to have as little to deal with as possible. I arrived, a little wet from the rain, around 7:15. I went and got the keys, and then spent the next 15 minutes setting everything up (props, video camera, etc.) Denise arrived around 7:35 and we got to work. The first thing we did was run through the piece as we had before and video tape it so that we could see what was going on. After watching the piece on video we saw some things we were doing wrong, and talked about it. Then we ran through it again, video-taping it once more. Then we watched it again, feeling a little more pleased with the results. We talked some more about what adjustments we needed to make. At this point, Natalie showed up. She is usually the third person who shows up every morning, Jeremiah being the first, and myself being the second. Natalie is an experience choreographer and dancer, so we asked for her help with the choreography of the dancing part in our skit. She was very helpful, and after a few runs of just that part, we were feeling more confident. We wanted to run it one more time, but there was only about 5 minutes left before the group warm-up and people were starting to wander in, wondering what all the props we had out were for. So we decided to clean up, and call it a wrap. We would go with what we had.

At 9:00am, Alex started the warm-up. He started by playing a different version of the game "corners." Yes, we seem to have played that game a lot this week! His version involved teams of three people. He started by instructing us to get into groups of three. I was standing next to Ellen, so I grabbed her, and the next closes person to the two of us was Charlotte. So we headed towards her. I noticed Phil was headed towards Charlotte at the same time, but I got to her first. I then, with a sarcastic sneer on my face, said to Phil (as a joke of course) a very sexist comment. Standing there, with Ellen on one arm, and Charlotte on the other arm I said to him, "Look, Phil, it's a "Walter Sandwich" on English white bread!" People kept bringing that up throughout the day, mentioning how funny it was. I'm glad nobody took me serious! Charlotte thought it was especially funny. When Alex started to explain how we would play the game, he mentioned that we would have 5 corners. He didn't seem to have a way to mark the corners, so I suggested placing 5 mats on the floor for the groups of three to stand on (for each corner.) He said no at first, telling me that people would slip on them, but then when I suggested he had no other way of marking the spots, he agreed, and we used the mats. The mats ended up working nicely, and they were not slippery at all. It was a fun game. For the first part of the game we were allowed to hold hands, and then for the second part we had to let go, and try to stay together. That game lasted until about 9:15. Then Alex did a quick warm-up until about 9:25. And then at that time we played "Cops and Protestors." I didn't last as long as I did in the last time we played it, but it was still fun. I think that if I was to organize this game, I would have a safe word that someone could call out in the event that they are being hurt, because at one point I felt a lot of pressure against my head, bending my neck, and there was no way of stopping it. With a safe word, someone could call it out, and everyone would know to relax at that point (which would release any pressure that might be hurting someone.)

At 9:30 I didn't have anything until 11:30 so I headed over to Studio 2 to try to write down some of the details that had been happening on Tuesday and Thursday because I knew I would have to enter those diary entries on Saturday, and I didn't want to forget too much. Eventually I put my notes down and spent a fair amount of time practicing. Merlin came in, and I did a little club passing with him, teaching him how to catch a multiplex throw. He learned how to catch a 2 club multiplex throw pretty easily, and he ALMOST caught a 3 club multiplex throw.

At 11:30 it was time for my Movement class. I should explain at this point, that I was under the impression that I was supposed to be in Movement B, but apparently they changed the groups and now I am in Movement A-which happened from 2:30-4:00 on Wednesday. But since I missed THAT class, I went ahead and attended the group B class. When class started, I went up to Helen and gave her a message that I had gotten through email from an ex Circomedia student who had come across my web-pages and contacted me. Her name is Shana, and she was a student here in 1995-1996. Helen seemed excited to hear about her. I thought it was cool that an ex Circomedia student found my web-pages and was looking it over. It had been a while since we had a movement class, due to Helen being sick and or other scheduling complications. Helen started the class out by having us get into pairs. With our partners we did a little exploring of body manipulating. Standing behind your partner, she had you place your hand on the back of their shoulders and applying pressure, and or pulling, manipulate their body. The person being manipulated needed to keep their knees bent and their body relaxed so the person manipulating could explore what other parts of the person's body would move as a result of manipulating their shoulders. Then she had us move the manipulation down to the lower ribs, doing the same, and then down to the pelvis area, and then back up the back and to the head. And then she had us do the same, but randomly choosing each part. When it was being done to me, I started getting motion sickness (as you have your eyes closed, and the movement causes your head to spin around quite a bit. After that exercise, Helen mentioned that the first part of the term we studied body parts and spacial awareness, and that now we would be moving into timing. We started the first exercise by standing in a circle. Helen then explained to us that we would be clapping in various speeds. She would start by clapping once, then the person to her left would clap after her, and so on in the circle, going around and around. The rhythm/timing of it was to start out slow at first, then speed up. We didn't seem to do a very good job at first. People were having a hard time keeping the transition from slow to fast smooth, but we eventually got better. After that we explored, via clapping, different elements of timing. The first was unison. That was easy, we just all clapped together at the same time. The second one was cannon. Which we had demonstrated earlier in the first clapping exercise, but we did again with a different form of cannon, in which we did the "Mexican Wave." Then we explored the differences between clapping on the beat, and off the beat. So for off the beat, Helen would clap, and then we would clap on the off beat. Then we explored adding accents to the timing. So for example we would clap 4 times, and on the 4th clap, we clap different (louder) to give it an accent. Then she had us try it on the 1st beat, and then on the second, and third. I had a problem with this exercise, probably related to my years of club passing on a 4 count. Even though we were supposed to be, for example on adding the accent to the 2nd beat, going like this: clap1 clap2/with accent, clap3, clap4… I would, in my mind, set the clap with the accent as the "pass" in a four count, and then just count 3 beats until the next accent. So it was more like: beep, boop, beep, beep, beep, boop… where I only have to focus on the first couple, to make sure I put the accent on the second and then I just switch to a four count after that. Confusing… in other words, I only seemed to be doing what I was doing… but in my head I was counting from the start: 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4, 1, 2… and so on. I really got confused and was basically incapable of doing the next exercise. For the next exercise we had to follow this pattern (I will put an X where the accent is supposed to go): X 2, 3, 4, 1, X, 3, 4, 1, 2, X, 4, 1, 2, 3, X, X, 2, 3, 4, 1, X… and so on… very, very confusing! After that exercise, we went on to a silly exercise that was supposed to show examples of sudden movement, related to timing. For this one, we got with a partner, and one person would try to touch their partner's nose with their index finger while the other person would try to surprise them and try to bite their finger. This was a hilarious exercise. The next exercise we did was used to demonstrate more fluid timing. For this one person acted as a hypnotist, moving their finger in front of the other person's face in fluid like motions. The other person was to follow the finger wherever it went. This also proved to be quite a comic exercise. After that exercise was over, Helen explained that she would be ending the class 30 minutes early so that we could have a discussion. As we sat down, she first went over everything we covered in the class that day-which I find to be a very useful thing as it helps me remember things in detail when I need to write them down later. After that, we went into the discussion. The discussion was about whether or not to make the movement class optional for people. The issue is that there are a few people among us who don't like the non skill based theatre and movement classes, because they are only interested in learning skills like acro/juggling/aerial. And some have complained that these people make it difficult to participate in certain exercises in these classes that require partners. Several views were exchanged on these thoughts, and I think that it was a good discussion, if nothing else, it might encourage those who may now fall into that category to re-think what they are getting out of this course.

At 1:00pm I headed up to the student room to eat my lunch. I really enjoy lunch time because its about the only time I have for socializing in my life.

At 1:30 I headed over to the gym to get warmed up for my Acro class. The acro class was pretty basic. People worked on things that I couldn't do, so I stayed working on things that I could do. Nothing exciting, or worth metioning happened. I didn't learn anything new, in fact, for a while it felt like my forward rolls were getting worse. Oh, wait, Nikki did have me do one exercise that was supposed to get me ready to do a hand stand. For this exercise she hand me kneel on a very thick crash mat, and lean over the edge of it, placing my hands on another crash mat that is lower. Then in this position, I am to push up with my legs so that my hips go up over my head, letting me get used to having at least some of my weight on my hands.

From 2:40 until 3:20 we had E&M Circuits, and Natalie and I spent most of the time working on cigar boxes. We went over our routine a couple of times, and then I gave her a new trick to work on.

From 3:30 until 4:00pm we had half an hour to get ready for our Larval masks presentation. Denise and I spoke to each other about it, and worked on the dance choreography part. We got into the costumes we were going to use and then just relaxed a bit, feeling relatively ready to go.

At 4:00 the performances started. Because we had the biggest set-up (the most props) we went first. I will describe the show in detail later (as soon as I get around to setting up my "Shows" web-page.) But it went well. We got a nice loud applause at the end, and several good laughs throughout the piece. It was fun because we performed not only for ourselves, but for the other non-PT people as well. The only mistake I made was that I forgot to wear my green shirt (that I was supposed to use to mop up the spilled wine.) So instead I used the sheets of music that were in my hand. The other performances went very well too. It was nice to see how much better they got after having seen them on Wednesday. After the show, several people came up and complimented Denise and me. It was fun, and I felt good after it.

After the performance, we had our basic notes session with Helen. She expressed concern that people are getting lazy and not going to classes on time, etc. She said that this is typical in mid November. She said, the honeymoon period is over, and people get lazy, and irresponsible. She expressed that the teachers and the TT have been told that anyone being more than 5 minutes late for class will not be admitted. I'm glad they are putting their foot down on this one. Nothing bothers me more than people being late.

After the notes session, I went home. It was raining. I got home, changed into some dry clothes, and ate some dinner. I called Brita, who I had made plans to give her a massage that night. But she was too busy to come over-she is packing to go back to Germany on Sunday. However before we got off the phone, we made plans to meet on Saturday so that we could bike over to Denise's house together for a party there on Saturday night. So I called it an early night, and went to bed.

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11/23/02 Saturday: Woke up early, and got to work on my diary entries. I had to catch up on Tuesday, because of the fact that I had lost 2 hours worth of typing from kicking the power cable under the desk. I had to catch up on Thursday, because on Friday I had rehearsal early in the morning, thus I didn't have time to do it. And of course, since I do my diary entries the next morning of each day, I had to do Friday's entry as well. So it goes without saying I was typing for several hours. When I finally finished the diary entries, I got to work on finishing up the glass pieces. I must have done over 160 glass pieces over the rest of the afternooon. I set up shop in the living room and had a sci-fi festival on TV while I worked on the glass. I watched 2 episodes of Malcom in the Middle, an episode of Earth: Final Conflict, 2 episodes of Star Trek Voyager, an episode of Star Trek the Next Generation, and half an episode of Stargate SG1. And I finished my fist batch of glass pieces. This first batch, 491 pieces, will earn me £29.46, which is enough money for at least 2 weeks of groceries. After I was done with that, I called Brita. The first thing she told me on the phone was that she decided not to go to Germany. I was glad to hear that, because I was going to miss her. We chatted briefly and we made plans. About 45 minutes later, Brita came over, and I gave her a about a 30-40 minute massage. She started to pay me for it, but I told her not to worry. I feel weird charging for massage--something I have done for friends all the time for free. So I told her I was okay, money wise, but maybe in the future if I was broke again, she could buy another massage from me. By then it was past 9:00pm. I was feeling tired, but I had promised I would go to Tina's birthday party over at Denise's house. So Brita and I hopped on our bikes and headed over there.

The party was nice. There were only a few Circomedia students who were not there. The party was spread over three sections of the house. In the kitchen there were usually about 2-3 people just chatting, plus the occasional person coming in to make a drink. In the living room were the people who wanted to hang out next to the bowl of chips. And then there was Denise's room, where most everyone was until Denise announced that there were chips downstairs. I say chips--what I should say, so as not to confuse the British, is crisps. Chips are fried potatoe (french fries.)

I stayed at the party until about midnight. Surprisingly I was not the first to go home. But I did go home before many others did. What can I say, I like to go to bed early, and I couldn't keep up with these kids! Brita and I rode back. She wanted to find a shortcut, bipasing my house, so she could get home quicker. We looked at her map, and figured out a road she could take that would save her some time, and eventually get her back onto the A420 (headed home.) We rode together up to the point where she and I would have separated, but seeing that it was unknown roads she was about to go on, I offered to escort her up to the main road (via her shortcut.) She accepted, and we rode on. Once we got to the main road, we parted ways, and in a matter of minutes I was home and crawling into my nice warm bed.

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11/24/02 Sunday: Woke up around 5:00am, went online for a short while, checked my email, then found myself being drawn back to bed. I crawled back into bed, and fell asleep until around 12:45pm. Very strange. First thing I did when I woke up was go shopping. I borrowed £20 from Mandy on the £29 I should be getting by Wednesday for doing the glass. After purchasing enough food for at least 2 weeks, I cleaned the kitchen and did the dishes. It was quite a mess. At some point I got around to working on my web-pages some more. I put a copyright, "Copyright © 2002-2003, Walter Beals," at the bottom of all my pages, and I added quick links at the bottom of each page as well. Aside from watching a couple of Star Trek shows, nothing else much happened today. I went to bed early, around 7:30 to do some reading, and was asleep by 8:00.

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11/25/02 Day Thirty-Nine: Ah, Monday morning! Woke up, relatively refreshed, actually. Did my brief Sunday diary entry got ready for school, and headed up the hill. It was incredibly foggy this morning, and continued to be foggy all day, but fortunately it didn't rain on my way up the hill. I arrived at school a little earlier than usual, around 7:55. I wanted to get some juggling in, and that is what I did. I took my camera with me today so I could continue taking head shots of people for my website, and throughout the day I took several people's pictures. Around 8:45, as people started showing up, Natalie went into the E&M storage room and picked out 3 clubs. I asked her how her 3 club pattern was going, and she showed me a decent run of about 6 or so catches. Since I am working with her on the cigar boxes project, I thought I decided to teach her the 3 club walk-around. She picked it up pretty quick, and seemed to enjoy doing it. I'm glad I taught her this pattern, because it became useful later in the day when we were doing cigar boxes.

Today's group warm-up was taught by Rachel. She started us off with a game she called Snake Tag. Where one person starts out as "it" and tries to tag people. When they tag someone, then both people become it, but have to hold hands while they run around. As new people are tagged, they are added to the line, and only the people on the end of the line can tag, thus giving it the snake quality. Quite fun. After that, we went through a basic warm-up.

At 9:30, I headed over to Studio 2 for my E&M class. Today in class we worked on our upcoming presentations. Natalie had brought in some music that had a very industrial sound to it. I really like the way it sounds. She is going to play with the editing of it a little more and bring it back in on Thursday. Michel finally decided he couldn't take E&M, so he is switching to PT. This means my group now consists of Natalie, Merlin, Jeremiah, and myself. Today Natalie and I worked on our box routine, while Merlin and Jeremiah worked on a diabolo routine. I am very excited about the material Natalie and I are putting together. Learning the walk-around with her this morning inspired us to create some very cool 2 person 5 cigar box moves. Once we got going on them, I could tell she was getting excited about it, and was starting to see the possibilities. Class seemed to fly by today. Just before the end of class, the four of us came together and we showed each other some of the moves we had come up with. Both sides of our team came up with some really nice moves. I am feeling a little more optimistic about our routine. We have basically 2 more weeks to put this together.

After a half hour break, it was time for my next class, PT. Bim started the class by having us sit down so he could give us notes from our performance on Friday. Bim started off by stating that Friday's performance was one of the best Larval mask presentations Circomedia has had. He said that it was well organized, reasonably physically precise (though parts need a little more definition,) that generally the masks stayed alive, that there was good use of strong and dark emotions, and that the main problem was that there was too much "talking" in the pieces. By "talking" he meant that the situations required dialogue, and head gestures to indicate silent dialogue do not work with these masks. Then after speaking of the presentations as a whole, he talked about each individual piece. Here are the notes he gave for Denise and my piece:


-Domestic situation required too much "talking"
-poison bit was too long
-after glass was dropped, Denise needs to raise tension level (failed plan)
-slow motion did not work. (it could have worked, but it was not precise enough)
-death was a little clowny/artificial-Denise's legs in the air
-good story w/ twist at the end, need to build the obstacles
-good transition from angry to soft for Denise
-timing: have a system to work with each other
-space: too big, work smaller
-head movement for reading worked well

 

After giving us notes on our performance, we got up and started today's class. In PT, we are moving into character masks. Bim explained to us that the difference between Larval masks and character masks is that we now have the option to use our voices. He warned us, however, that using voice can cause loss of physicalization. We started the class with a facial warm-up. This was similar to the facial warm-up of Jyl's class (eg, making face really big, really small, really wide, etc.) After our facial warm-up we moved on to a vocal warm-up. This warm-up was similar to the one we did with Tilly. First Bim would make sounds, and we would imitate them. We went through a whole wide range of different sounds, some of them didn't even use vocal chords, but just involved making sounds with different parts of the mouth. Next Bim separated us into groups of 4 and we did a choral, vocal warm-up, facing each other. These are always a lot of fun. After our session of warming up our faces, and our voices, we started to explore character faces. Bim asked us to "make a face." Once we had made a face, he asked us to explore how that face breaths, and then explore what kind of sounds that face makes while it is breathing, and then to turn those sounds into words. Then he had us move around wearing those faces, and greeting each other with our character's voice, and mannerisms. After a couple of rounds of this, with different faces, Bim had us get with a partner. With our partner, one of us was to create a face, and voice, and be a "State Agent" or realtor agent, trying to sell the other person a house by taking them on a tour of the house and showing them the different features. The other person had the role of "director," and as they went on a tour, they were to listen and watch, and if they saw, or heard anything that was particularly interesting or funny, they were to encourage the other person to repeat it, or maybe even accentuate it more. After each person had a go at the different roles, Bim had one of the two in each pair go and pick out one of his character masks. Wearing the mask, we were to go through a similar exercise as we just had, but instead of bothering with details of showing a house, the person in the mask was just supposed to have a conversation with the other person, who again was acting as the director, and encouraging the person in mask whenever they noticed something that worked well in that character. After the other person in each pair had a chance to wear a mask, as the other person acted as a director, we moved into the final part of today's class. Bim set up two screens (as an entrance area,) and a row of benches for people to sit and watch. Then Bim asked us, one at a time, to go up and wear the mask we had tried on, and come out and tell the class, in character, what their favorite thing is. From there, Bim would interact with the character, asking it questions, acting as the "director" trying to get the character to come out, so to speak. There was only time for 3 of us to try this, and I went second. After I had done my bit, and Bim talked to me, about it, I realized that what I had done then, and during the previous exercise with my partner, was that I had brought out Coviello. Bim, before I even confessed this, told me that I needed to ease into the character, that I was offering a complete package. The main problems were, one, the mask did not match Coviello, and two I need to branch out, and explore other characters. It just happened so naturally, that is, falling into Coviello.

Anyhow, after that class, it was time for lunch. I spent half of my lunch time, eating, and hanging out with people in the lunch-room, and then I spent the rest of it playing hacky-sack with Charlotte, Merlin, and Tom.

At 2:30 it was time for Diploma Notes. Today, again, we had a session of Anatomy with Russell. The topic of the day was the Spine & Lower Back. Here are the notes I took:

Spine: a collection of 33 bones: 9 of them fused into 3 larger bones for an actual total of 27 bones.

Separated into 5 sections: Cervical (7 bones,) Thoracic (12 bones,) Lumbar (5 bones,) Sacrum (5 bones fused into one big bone,) and Coccyx (4 bones fused into 2 bigger bones.)

My sketches (when time permits, I will scan my images in and post them online-check back)

Functions of the spine: gives body shape, supports head, protects spinal chord, acts as a shock absorber (the Cervical through Lumbar section (24 bones) acts like a shock absorber)
How it acts like a shock absorber: Discs are squishy and help absorb shock, and curves in the spine help absorb shock

My sketches

Flexibility: each bone only flexes three degrees. Working together, as a whole, it can flex a lot more.

Cervical: 45 degrees forward, 80 degrees backward, 90 degrees rotation
Lumbar: 55 degrees forward, 30 degrees backward, 10 degrees rotation

The Spinal Chord: a collection of nerves that start at the base of the skull (brain stem,) and stops between 1st, & 2nd lumbar vertebrae.

Another sketch

C-3-4-5 keeps the diaphragm alive!

The Lower Back:
3 Muscles in stomach: external oblique, internal oblique, transverses abdominis

Diaphragm: huge muscle, lines rib-cage, dome shaped

Back muscles:

Handout #1, Handout #2, Handout #3

During the Lower Back, section, Russell got 5 students to go up, and pull their shirts up so he could draw on their stomachs. This really cracks me up. I can't imagine how long it takes to wash off all that ink. But it didn't take much to get volunteers up there.

After Anatomy class was over, I was supposed to have an hour break, followed by an hour of PT practice. Bim told us that for PT practice we were to watch ourselves on video from Friday's performance. I had already done that, so I didn't have to do it again. I initially made plans to juggle from 4:00-5:00 and then watch the video again at 5:00, and then do conditioning at 6:00 with Fabian, but around 4:30-4:45, Polly and Charlotte showed up in Studio 2, ready to do their conditioning. They said they were going to do their conditioning first, and then watch the video after that, since watching the video would only take 5 minutes. So instead, I decided to join them. Fabian was there, so he joined us too. So the four of us did our conditioning. I didn't make it all the way through the conditioning-though I made it through most of it. By 6:00pm my back was hurting, and my body was telling me to go home. And that is what I did.

The ride home was very foggy and cold, but there was no rain. I got home, unloaded my camera, processed the images with photoshop, and headed off to bed nice and early.

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11/26/02 Day Forty: Woke up this morning and got ready for school. The ride up was uneventful. There was no rain. I arrived at school around 8:20, someone had locked the keys in the gym, so there seemed to be no way of getting in the gym-which sucked because it was cold outside. As Jeremiah and I contemplated how to get into the gym, I noticed one of the windows was open, and it would be very easy to crawl through the window and get inside the gym. I also, however, noticed that the groundskeeper was on the other side of the court, and would see us going through the window. So I went over to him, and explained to him why we were about to crawl in the window. He offered to come over and unlock the door, but I told him it would be just as quick for us to go through the window. So that is what we did. Once in the gym, I went into the E&M store and got out 5 cigar boxes, because I was expecting Natalie to show up and practice with me for ½ an hour before warm-up. She never showed up. Rachel taught the warm-up again today, and she started by separating the class into 3 groups. Then she had the three groups form 3 separate lines on one end of the gym so we could have a relay race. Each person had to run to the other side of the gym, and run back and tag the next person. On the second round, she had us hop on our left leg there, and on our right leg back. On the third round, we did bunny hopping, and for the last round, walking on hands and feet. I think my team came in second place. After that game, Rachel led us through a basic warm-up.

At 9:30 I headed to my conditioning class. The class was pretty basic. An hour and a half of Pilates exercises, and stretches. I always feel pretty good after that class. Last week, Liz told me to do that one exercise all week long (the exercise where I lay down in neutral and lift my legs one at a time without pushing my stomach out.) She told me that she would check up on me this week, and she would know if I had done my exercises or not. She didn't check up on me. I don't know if it is because she has forgotten (she has done this before,) or if it is just her standard way of threatening people, so that they actually do the exercise. Anyhow, it was a good class, and at the end of the class, I met with Ashling, and she gave me another batch of glass to work on. She also told me I would get paid on Saturday for the glass I have done so far. I also met with Annette briefly, and asked her if she wanted to practice during the break, and she told me she didn't think we could have her routine ready by the end of end of the term show, so she preferred to not work on it, so she could get other things she is working on caught up. So I guess we are axing that routine for now.

At 11:10 or so, I headed up to the student room and ate my lunch. After eating my lunch I had a nice long break. I didn't have another class until 2:00pm. So I spent most of that time in the gym working on my cigar box stuff. I pulled out the cigar box tricks book that I checked out from the school's library, and started going through all the tricks. Several at the beginning of the book I knew already, but I started getting into some much harder ones. It was exciting when I started to successfully land some of the harder tricks. I learned several. I also did a little bit of work on my five club cascade during that long break.

At 2:00pm it was time for Choreography class. We started, as we did last week, with Liz's special dance warm-up. What a great way to make me feel more clumsy than I already do! We also practiced the dance step she taught us last week, and then she taught us a new dance step (actually its more like a move-or a leap.) Once we were warmed up, Liz had us get into our groups that we had formed last week. Once we were in our groups, Liz explained what we would be doing for the remainder of the class. First, she would give each of our groups a "stimulus," for the assignment. When she came around to our group, the stimulus she gave us was "Spaghetti Westerns." Next we were to sit down and write out as many motifs as we could think of that dealt with our stimulus. We wrote down the following: Guns, tumble weed, hats, whisky, women, poker, bar fights, heat, fear, proud, dead eye, smoke, shot guns, horses, bank robbers, poncho, bell tower, boots, train robber, cactus, swinging bar doors, and lasso. Next we were supposed to take those motifs and incorporate them into the dance sequence using gestures, and or variations to the original dance theme. Our group, despite the fact that Liz told us to keep it simple, and my reminding them several times that we needed to keep it simple, tried to make it much more complicated than it needed to be. So most of the class was well into the second part of the assignment before we even had a chance to get our first part solidified. We barely had the rough outline of the first part of the assignment, when Liz told us what the second part of the assignment was. This is where it started getting even more confusing and frustrating. I keep thinking of the saying Jyl used all through the Commedia production, "Too many cooks spoil the soup!" So, If I understood this, correctly, we were supposed to take the motifs that we had, and using compositional devices (from my notes above: "Compositional Devises: way of creating more choreography from what you already have--change levels, change order, use different body parts, change speed") to create a series of 3 or 4 different sequences. I believe that we were relatively successful in accomplishing this, but we seemed to stray pretty far from the original dance sequence. Anyway, after much struggle, we had our sequences, and then Liz gave us the final assignment. With all this movement that we had created, we needed to choreograph a completed piece. We were given the last 15 minutes of class, plus she told us that we would have another 30 minutes at the beginning of class next week as well. My group got a pretty good start on the final product, and we have the basic layout of it. We are making it character based, semi theatrical, and comedic. I will be curious to see what Liz thinks of it. Liz also mentioned a solo assignment we will be given next week that will be performed on the 17th of December.

After that class was over, we had a short break, and then it was time for E&M circuits. For the first part of the E&M circuits I worked with Natalie. Our cigar box routine keeps sprouting new legs. Its very exciting. In fact, as I was writing this diary entry, something popped into my head, and I had to take a break and write down some new ideas. It is amazing the number of tricks you can do that involve one person who is tall enough to reach over the other person, and a total of five cigar boxes. The shame about this is that Natalie is leaving at the end of this term, so If I want to progress with this style of cigar box juggling, I need to find another small person willing to work on it with me. Perhaps Javier, the Spanish TT! He and I have talked about putting together some material to take to Bath. Anyhow, Natalie was feeling tired, so she didn't want to practice cigar boxes for very long. So for the final part of my E&M session, I passed clubs with Javier. He got me starting on a couple of cool tricks. One trick that I have a little experience with, but need to get better at is during a 3 count, making all my passes under the leg. Also in that same family, I worked on making all my passes as tomahawks, and as behind the back passes. Very cool, very hard.

Around 6pm, I called it a night and headed home on my bike. There was no rain. Once home, I worked on my website some more, adding the TT pictures gallery, and fixed a few links.

Then it was off to bed around 8:00 for a little reading. I am reading a book called "Fermat's Last Theorem." It is a very interesting book, covering the history of math and the approach to this crazy problem. I was asleep by 8:30pm.

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11/27/02 Day Forty-One: Woke up as usual, did my journal entry, got ready for school. I headed up the hill, no rain, and arrived at school around 8:30am. Did a 10 minute stretching session, and then worked on my club juggling and eventually did some passing with Oskar for a little while before group warm-up started. At 9:00am Rachel started the warm-up. She went over to the far end of the gym and placed the thickest crash mat we have upright against the wall, and placed several smaller mats on the floor around it. Then she had us line up in one long line on the other end of the gym and begin to give a neck and shoulder massage to the person in front of you. Then one by one, whoever was at the front of the line, she had us run screaming as loud as we can, and run into the crash mat. This proved a popular game/warm-up. Everyone was laughing, and enjoying watching their fellow students run screaming into a huge crash mat, and then bounce off of it onto the floor. I of course had to take my glasses off for this event. After everyone had gone once, we did it again, but to make it different, she had each person, after their screaming run into the mat, stand in front of the mat while the next person ran towards the mat, only to get out of their way at the last split second. Of course it worked out that Denise was the one who had to stand in front of the mat while I went screaming towards her. I made a point to over dramatize my start-up, giving her the evil eye, the "I'm gonna squash you like a bug," look. After that game, Rachel took us through her standard warm-up.

At 9:30 it was time for Performance class with Bim. I headed over to Studio 2. Bim started the class, playing the corners game with shoes. He created two playing fields with 5 shoes each (in a 5 point star pattern.) First, he had us play the game the normal way. Then after playing that way for a while, he gave us new directions on how to play it. For the next round, the person in the middle had the power to play games. In other words, they could get everyone to go off their spots (shoes) and move over to the other side of the room to play a game (like Simon says, for example.) The idea is, that the person in the middle, places everyone else in a position that makes it easier for the person in the middle to make it back to the playing field and claim a spot. It was all quite fun, and interesting. After that warm-up game, we formed a half circle with the benches, and went on into day two of the story telling session. So, since I told my story last week, I had nothing to do but sit and listen to the other stories. The first person to tell a story was Merlin. He talked about hitch-hiking through the desert in Australia. Then Michel told us a story about his recent visit to London, and staying at a very messy dorm. Next Katrina told us a story of her holiday in Greece where she had to get up early in the morning to help set up the beach, and when she went out on a ski-jet and watched the sun come up. After that Natalie told us of a Valentines day she had with her boyfriend that was miserable because they were fighting, and they went to a cold beach where it was very dark and grey, and about to rain. She did a wonderful job of freezing time, and noticing the thousands of shades of grey as she looked out over the ocean. It was a beautiful moment she created. One of those moments we all have where the rest of the world melts away and we are left with only the beauty of what is in front of us. Then Pascal gave us his story, describing his home town in Switzerland. It really sounds beautiful there-even though I hate snow! After Pascal's story, we only had about 5 minutes left in class. The class suggested that since there were only 5 minutes left, that Bim should tell us a short story. So he got up and started to tell a story. He didn't have time to finish the story (though he promised he would later,) but he did talk long enough for me to poke a little fun at him. When we are telling our stories, and, for example, if the storyteller says, "It was an amazing day," Bim will interrupt them and say, "What kind of day?" He does this in an attempt to get people to emphasize words more strongly. So when he said something to the affect of "big clouds," I quickly asked him, "What kind of clouds?" This got a good laugh from everyone. Since I didn't do anything during the class except listen to people telling stories, and listen to Bim's directing, I wrote down a few things that Bim mentioned that makes for better story telling. Here is what he had to say:

Tell a story about a place that had an affect on you, either positive or negative.
- Communicate, maintain contact with audience
- Be right in the place
- Sell it
- Timing builds anticipation (for this he used the example of a college professor saying "Theatre is… [lengthy, thoughtful pause] …life.")
- Volume and clarity of voice is important

After Performance, I had a ½ hour break. I decided to go up to the student room and eat half of my lunch then, so I could eat the other half at 1:30 after PT. While I was in the lunch room, eating half my lunch, I spoke with Kay, the TT. She mentioned that she will be going to Bath this Saturday to do a little busking, playing her violin. I asked her if I could join her. As we discussed it, we made plans to meet at 1:30 in the gym to play around with some juggling patterns that we might be able to use. This is exciting for me. It would be fun to go to Bath and perform with one of the teacher trainers. Javier and I have discussed this a little as well.

At 11:30 I headed back over to Studio 2 for PT. This was day 2 of character masks. Bim started us off with a vocal warm-up. For this warm-up, Bim basically would create some sounds and we imitate him. After the vocal warm-up, Bim had us go pick out a mask, different from the one we used last time. I picked out an old man, with a bald head and fat cheeks, and lots of fat wrinkles in his face. I imagined him to be quite grumpy, but at the same time, I could see him being quite excited and happy too. But I felt like going with grumpy today. Bim asked us to look at our chosen mask, and make a face similar to the one on the mask. Once we had done that, Bim pulled back the mirrors momentarily so we could have a look and see what we looked like with the mask on. Bim suggested that we spend as little time as possible using the mirror, that it is more important to be able to feel your character than to be able to look in the mirror and do it. The mirror did little good for me, because without my glasses, I have to be about a foot away from the mirror before I actually see any detail. Ah, the joys of being blind! Anyway, a few minutes after that, Bim closed up the mirrors (they have wooden doors the cover them.) Then Bim asked us to move around the room wearing our masks, and to find an animal that our character is most like, and become that animal. I immediately thought of an old bull. Bim also had us make sounds that that animal would make. Then he had us slowly make the characters more human-like, but still keeping some of the animal qualities. Next, he asked us, while moving around to start forming words from the animal sounds we were making. My bull "moo" quickly turned into "move over!" After this warm-up exercise with our characters, Bim had us all sit down, and go up in sets of three in front of the class for an improvisation exercise. This exercise was pretty simple, it just involved 3-4 characters coming out on stage and sitting on a park bench, and interacting with each other. Some were more interesting than others, it was difficult because Bim did not give us much more of a scenario than just a park bench. It was interesting to see each character. Some characters were obvious, as far as what kind of animal they were. After everyone had a chance at this improvisation exercise, we moved into a more specific improvisation exercise. First Bim matched us up with another character he thought would work well together. I ended up with Tom, who was playing a very effeminate character with a stuck up nose, based on a cat. The first improvisation exercise was with Phil and Pascal. Bim placed them in a pub watching a football game. He wanted them to get excited about the game, but Phil's character was slow and dumb, and couldn't get excited enough for Bim, so Bim changed the improvisation into a scene that involved Phil's character professing his love for his best friend. This scene was hilarious, and very well done. The next scene was with Michel (who just moved into the PT class after abandoning E&M because of his arm hurting too much,) and Yam. Bim set them in a car, on the day of their anniversary, driving to the spot where Michel proposed to Yam. But they are lost. When they find the place, it looks different. This improvisation exercise was a bit of a struggle, and Bim was not getting the results he was looking for, so it eventually just fluttered out. The final improvisation exercise was with Eley and Polly. I am really starting to notice that Eley has a lot of skill as an actor. He mentioned to me that he has been involved in professional theatre for many years. It definitely shows. Their scene involved both of them showing up for a funeral of a friend, and discovering that they are each the lovers of the deceased. This made for an emotional scene. After that scene was over, Bim handed us our next assignment (which I will scan in later and post on the documents page.) I asked Phil if we could work together, and then Yam asked if she could work with us as well. It will be interesting to see what the three of us put together. It should be fun.

At 1:35 I ran over to the gym to meet Kay. We got to work right away. I had her warm-up with my clubs, and then I taught her how to deal with me taking clubs out of her pattern and tossing them back in. Then I taught her how to do a walk-around, and eventually I had her doing a walk-around with the hat steal as well. She was very excited about this. We also worked briefly with her standing on my shoulders and juggling. She was a little nervous about this, which surprised me, seeing that she specialized in Acro last year, but she did fine, and I'm sure she will get used to it pretty fast. I miss having Jessi to throw up on my shoulders. She was always so secure, and light. Javier has told me several times that I am a very solid base (something Jessi used to tell me as well.) So I know I just need to give Kay time to adjust. Kay was excited about the things I taught her, and hopefully she will be inspired to want to work on some thing that we can do on Saturday in Bath. After that, I finished the last of my lunch, and headed over to Studio 2 for my Movement class.

At 2:30 Movement class began. Last week I took my Movement class on Friday instead of Wednesday, because I didn't realize my grouping had changed from B to A. I told Helen that I could do either class. She suggested that I stick to the Wednesday class. Helen had us do a quick warm-up that involved rubbing our hands together, getting them warm, and visualizing a warm colour (orange, red, yellow) and then spreading it into our bodies, rubbing ourselves from foot to head. Then she had us get with a partner, and give each other several full body wipes down the back, followed by a nice head scratch! Gotta love a good head scratching! After that we played a quick game of Zip-Zap-Kaboom! Then Helen had us stand in a circle. This class is our second Movement class on Timing. Helen went around the circle and gave us each a number, either 2, 3 or 5. I was a 2. Then She had us all clapping. The twos clapped ever second beat, the threes every third beat, and the fives every fifth beat. She had us go up to 30, and she wanted us to yell "Oy!" at the top of 30. First she did this a few times counting, so we could listen for the number we were to clap on, and then she did it a few times where we had to count in our heads. I felt I had it easy, being given the number 2. For the next exercise, Helen separated the class into two groups. To one of the groups she assigned 4 claps with an accent on the first clap, and the other group she assigned 3 claps with an accent on the first clap. Then she had the two groups stand across from each other and clap in their assigned pattern. The purpose of this exercise was to see how closely the two groups could stay together. If done properly, both groups will hit their accents at certain points (I would have to do the math to figure it out…) The next exercise involved having us all stand in a circle. Helen started clapping a beat, and then each person, as we went around the circle had to add to the rhythm, finding what kind of clapping would add to it to make it sound good. Then once the whole class was clapping a beat, we did various things like walk around while still clapping, transferring the clapping pattern down to our feet and then back up to our hands, stopping the clapping, but keeping the pattern going in our heads-only to start up again after a few beats of silence. The next exercise was fun, and nice because we got to lay down. Helen was hesitant about letting us lay down for the next exercise, but we promised her we would get back up after laying down (everyone seemed tired.) So we all lay down in a circle with hour heads together, and Helen asked us to, by using vocal sounds, create the audio environment of the beach and ocean. People started to try to imitate wind and ocean wave sounds, but it came out sounding like snoring (which was funny since we were all laying on our backs,) and the giggles started, and it looked like it wasn't going to stop. Helen, realizing that the seascape was a bad idea, changed the assignment, and gave it a more non realistic theme, letting us just make random sounds instead. This was an interesting exercise. Part of me was frustrated because I was laying on my back, and it is harder to make sounds when you are laying flat on your back. But I enjoyed the exercise. I discovered that sometimes the best thing to do in an exercise is just listen. After that exercise, we got up, and Helen had us stand in a circle again. She explained that we were going to do a similar exercise, dealing with timing, but that we would be using movement now, instead of sound. So the assignment was to stand in a circle, and when the timing was right, move across the circle to another spot on the outside of the circle. This was an interesting exercise. You basically stood there, and watched others walk across the circle, then judging their speed, and direction, you pick a time to walk across as well. For example, if there are three people moving across the circle at a really slow pace, it just feels right for someone to just dash out and run across the circle very fast. For the next exercise, Helen had us each go off on our own and create a phrase of movement about 10 seconds long that has different elements of timing (eg. Fast, slow, sustained, sudden.) Then once we had created our phrase of movement, we were asked to teach it to another person. Once the other person had learned your phrase, and you theirs, then she asked us to do the opposite of their original phrase. In other words, if part of their phrase was slow, you do it fast. I found that exercise fairly easy. For the last 10 minutes of the class, Helen set up a stage, using the two small screens, and explained to us that we were going to go up, one at a time and perform on the stage. Our script was two phrases, "Thank You," and "Good Night." Our objective was to use those two phrases, and through variety in the timing of our movement, justify our being on stage for as long as possible. In other words, keep it interesting so that the audience does not want you off the stage, but that they stay engaged. Avital went first, and did an over dramatization of a performer at the end of a show, holding flowers, and thanking her audience before leaving the stage. She wasn't up there very long. Helen then asked her to do it again, explaining to her more clearly what the objective was-emphasizing that she had students stay up there for 5 minutes before. So Avital tried again, but for some reason, she just stood up there on the stage, hardly moving at all. She hadn't really understood the instructions. Anyhow, after about 5 minutes of Avital standing, and sitting on the stage, Helen ended the exercise, and tried again to explain what the objective of the exercise was. It was clear to me. Helen then told us that we would be doing more of this exercise next week.

After Movement, I had a short break, and then it was time for E&M practice from 4:30 until 6:00. Once we got started in our practice session, I realized that we didn't have a CD player, so I headed over to the E&M store to get one, since I needed some cigar boxes anyhow. When I got there, I didn't find one, so I headed to the office to check one out. When I got there, I overheard Helen talking on the phone, and sounding annoyed. None of the good CD players were in the office, so I decided to give up and head back to Studio 2. As I was leaving the office, Helen got off the phone, and turned to me and told me right away that we, the students, had just lost our key privileges for a week. Apparently people from the Kingswood foundation had called her, complaining that there were people training after 10:00pm, and that they had seen people training in Aerial with less than 3 people present. Anyhow, I headed back to Studio 2, and gave everyone the bad news. This sucks, because it means we can't train after 6:00pm or on Saturday or Sunday. I'm angry that I am paying for other people's breaking of the rules. Deniz said something to the affect that they should have warned us, and I responded to her saying that we are all adults, and we were told the rules-we don't need to be warned that breaking the rules comes with consequences. But I am still angry. I spent most of the practice session working on my cigar box tricks. I am getting better and better at cigar boxes every day. I have gone through this book, and half learned more than half the tricks in it so far. Its exciting.

At 6:00, Javier told us that we had to exit Studio 2, and go home, because he had been given instructions by Helen to lock up. So, with nothing left to do, I headed home. It was not raining, and it was a pleasant ride home.

When I got home, I got a message that Brita called, so I called her back. She asked if she could come over for a visit. She came over about an hour later, and we hung out, and chatted. I showed her a couple of things on the internet. I gave her a massage, and then we sat in my room while and chatted some more. I asked her if she would teach me some German. So we spent a few minutes having her teach me German phrases. I can now say "My ear is on my head" in German.

After a while, it started getting late, and I told Brita I needed to get to sleep, so she headed home on her bike. I was sleepy, and eager to crawl into my bed.

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11/28/02 Day Forty-Two: (This journal entry is a day late, so some details may be lost.) Woke up, wrote in my diary, ran out of time for my Wednesday entry, so I had to leave it to be finished later. I rode my bike up the hill to school, no rain today. Rachel had us play "Cops and Protestors" for our warm-up game. She played it a little different, however, and had us play on one of the large crash mats. Jeremiah and I were the last two left on the mat, and technically they didn't succeed in separating us, they just picked the mat up and dumped us onto the floor. After that, Rachel taught her basic warm-up.

At 9:30 it was time for E&M. Charlie came into the gym before the class started to announce that Haggis McCleod was having car problems, and wouldn't be coming to teach us today. Rod was also not going to be at school today, because he assumed Haggis would be around to teach us. So we were left to ourselves in Studio 2. This wasn't much of a problem, as we all had plenty of work to do getting ready for our presentations next week. The other group was bummed because they want to use hat juggling in their presentation, and were counting on having Haggis show them some cool tricks. I had brought my video camera to video tape Haggis' hat juggling workshop because I am not focusing on hats now, but would like to work with them later. Currently I am putting most of my focus into cigar box tricks, and more specifically, 2 person cigar box tricks. Anyhow, the plan we had agreed on for the first half of E&M (from 9:30 until 11:00) was that Merlin and I would work on a ball bouncing routine. I spent about 30 or so minutes working with Merlin, and started to notice that he was not very excited about this, and wasn't concentrating, or putting much effort into it. I knew he has the skill level to learn the simple two person tricks I was trying to show him, but he just wouldn't put the effort into it. I was getting frustrated. Eventually he told me he was just not very awake, and needed to wake up a little. So I told him to take a break. While he took a break, I worked on some cigar boxes. Then I approached him, and asked him if he was ready to start again, and he told me he just didn't have the skill level to learn the tricks I was trying to teach him. I knew this was a bogus claim, and it made me angry. And to prove my point, I turned around and taught Jeremiah, who had no previous experience with bounce juggling (where Merlin showed me several 3 ball tricks and a short run of 5 ball bounce,) how to do the simple walk around pattern (with ball bouncing,) that I was trying to teach Merlin. Jeremiah learned this trick in a matter of about 15 minutes, working with me. Frustrated with Merlin, I just forgot about him, and focused on Jeremiah for the rest of the session, getting our walk-around bounce pattern looking smoother. At 11:00, everyone, but myself, took a short break until 11:30. I just continued working on my cigar boxes. At 11:30, Natalie showed up, and I explained my frustration to her about Merlin. By 11:35, Merlin had still not come back from his break, and I felt my frustration growing even more. If I were in a professional setting, and was the director of a professional performance troupe, I would have fired the guy. Not that I have anything against him as a person, but laziness, and tardiness are two of my biggest pet peeves. Anyhow, he eventually showed up and the four of us agreed that Merlin and Jeremiah would spend the session putting together their diabolo routine, and Natalie and I would finish up our routine. Natalie and I managed to put together, what I think, is a pretty nice 3 to 5 cigar box routine. Natalie still needs to work on her skills so we can go quicker through the routine, with fewer drops, but I think it has potential. About 10 minutes before class, we all decided to head over to the gym so that I could video tape both routines, and we could have a look at them, time them, and begin to discuss how to mold them together into a complete piece. After video taping them, we noticed that each piece is about 5 minutes long. We want the piece to be around 10 minutes long, so that was working out good. The routine still has a lot of work, and it will be tough getting it ready in time. Natalie is heavily involved with her 3 month project (because she is not a full time student, the three month project is her "final,") Merlin is being difficult to work with, Jeremiah is eager to work hard, but has limited times he can come in the evenings, and on top of that, we won't have key privileges until Wed. evening.

At 1:00 I ran into Phil, and he asked if I wanted to watch videos with him tonight at my place, and I said yes. So we made plans to go looking for a video store after school was over. I also met up with Kay at that time, and she gave Phil directions to a Blockbuster store nearby. I was trying to get some rehearsal time in with Kay before 2:00 but this was proving very difficult. There were several distractions both for her, and myself. I did manage to teach her a neat 2 person, 3 ball trick (one I learned from Sean Gandini at the Damento Festival.)

At 2:00 I had to clear out of the gym because they were about to have Acro practice. Usually on Thursday afternoons, there are two performance classes, and two acro practice sessions. For reasons not completely clear to me, they changed the schedule, and clumped the two acro practice sessions into the space of 2:00-3:30, and clumped the two performance sessions into the space of 4:00-5:30. This just basically meant bigger classes. So basically I had free time to practice from 2:00-4:00. I first headed over to the South Wing to say hello to Brita. She has been dealing with some hard times, and needs my support, so I just wanted to pop in and give her a hug. Next, I headed over to Studio 2 to practice my juggling, and cigar box stuff, and hang out with Javier. He is working at some hat stuff, because he has a show this weekend-that I am hoping to make (if I can come up with the £4.50.) Rachel eventually showed up, and the three of us started doing some passing. As we passed, we were discussing different passing patterns. I told them of the pattern Jessi, Joe, Silas, and I came up with over the summer in the park in Amsterdam. It was a pattern created out of necessity. We had lost 2 clubs, and we needed a pattern that used 4 people, but only 9 clubs. They sounded interested in learning it, so we asked Deniz (who's name until now I have been misspelling-sorry Deniz!) if she wanted to join us. Within minutes we were having short bursts of success with the pattern. It can be confusing at first, because there comes a point when you have to pass on the 4 count, but you don't receive any clubs. Anyhow, after playing with that for a while, we discussed how to do a pattern with people standing on shoulders. We knew we could have Javier on my shoulders, but we were a little unsure about Rachel and Deniz. So I decided to teach them how to do the walk-around feed to a stack that my partners and I learned this summer in Amsterdam as well, but neither Rachel or Deniz knew how to do a walk-around. So I had to spend some time teaching them how to do a walk-around. By time I had taught both how to do a walk-around, we had run out of time, and it was 4:00. I was shocked at how quickly those 2 hours had passed, and I grabbed my bag and ran to the gym, not wanting to be late.

I arrived at the gym for my Performance class, shortly after 4:00. I hate being late. Today Kate, the girl who works in the office with project GO, was filling in for Tilly who had gone to London to be on a TV show doing an Aerial routine with her partner (I am going to try to catch this broadcast when it comes out-it is a nice break for her!) Kate explained that she would be teaching more of the chorus work, (or as she called it, flocking-in reference to fish and birds.) She started the class off with a game that we played in E&M for warm-ups-keeping the ball up, as a group, by hitting it with your hands. I think our best run was 41 hits, and ironically that 41st hit was off my face. After that warm-up game she had us pair up and play the mirror game (where one person moves and the other person mirrors them.) She said she wanted us to keep it simple, and smooth. She also suggested that this would be a good time to do some stretching. She was right. It felt good to stretch. She also suggested that she wanted us to get to a point where she would look at us and not be able to tell who was leading. She had us switch over leaders in the middle of the exercise, so that the new leader would just continue the movements started by the first leader. After that mirror game, she told us to walk around with our partner (as in chorus,) staying in neutral. Then she told us to eventually find our way into joining another pair, creating groups of 4. My group for some reason had 5 through. Once we were in our groups, we did a basic flocking exercise of moving around the room, changing leaders as the group turned, and using our voices, and gestures, and levels. After several minutes of this exercise, she stopped us and told us that we were to do it again, but this time, whenever it felt right, one person, who she called the "hero," would step out of the group and do something different, and then step back into the group. So we tried this. The exercise continued, and in my group Eley stepped out first, becoming the "hero." Then shortly after he did it, I stepped out. Actually, I ran out, screaming, doing a quick loop around the gym before I joined my group again. Then Kate stopped the exercise, explaining that she wanted people to see the effect that having the "hero" step outside of the flock had, so she had everyone but my group sit down and watch. We demonstrated what it looked like, and then the class discussed the results. Kate asked us where we thought the idea of the "hero" came from, and Eley piped in saying that it came from Greek theatre. Kate said he was right, and then talked to us about the relationship between the hero and the chorus in Greek theatre. After that discussion, I sat down and got to watch the next couple of exercises. First Kate got a group of people to get up and flock together, but instructed them to flock first in neutral, and then shift over to a tension level of 2 (recall 7 levels of tension.) She told them that the scenario was that they had just left the pub after an intense night of drinking, and they were trying to get home. This was hilarious to watch. Next they sat down, and Kate had another group (for this group she chose all girls,) and had them do a similar exercise, but at level 6. The scenario was that they are walking home, and suspect that someone is stalking them. After watching this flocking exercise, Kate decided to bring the first one up again, and put the two together, and see what happens. It quickly became predictable. The drunks stumbled in the direction of the girls, and they (flock) ran screaming to the other side of the room. During the discussion of this exercise, I suggested it would be more interesting if the drunks were unaware of the girls, because as it was, they were seeing the girls, and stumbling towards them. Kate agreed, and she got two new groups up to do the exercise over. She used my suggestion of having the level 2 group be oblivious to the presence of the level 7 group, and on top of that, she changed the gender, so that it was girls who were drunk, and a flock of all guys who were scared. I was in that group of guys. We created a funny moment when the girls were stumbling in our direction, and I took lead and ran up the bars up the wall of the gym. It received a good response from the audience. After that exercise, Kate had everyone get up and get into new groups of 4 or 5. I again got into a group of 5. She then assigned each of the 4 groups an element (she assigned water to my group.) and then told us to flock around the room as our element, and as leaders change, eventually morph from one element to another, until we had gone through all the elements. Once we had gone through all the elements, we were to morph into neutral, and then make our way to one of the corners of the gym. Once all four groups were done, and had made their way to a corner of the gym, Kate explained that for the last exercise, we would create a storm for a "hero." Each corner of the room was assigned an element, and I was placed in the middle of the room to act as a "Hero" and to make observations of what happened. The elements, in each corner, were to flock together towards me, getting stronger as they got closer to me, eventually creating a storm around me, and then moving to the opposite corner, getting lighter as they got further from me. This was an interesting experience for me. Unfortunately Kate forgot to give one bit of instruction, which was that all the elements should arrive at the center at the same time, so I got waves of different elements, instead of a full on storm. After she asked me for my feedback, and she discussed it a little, and the class discussed it, we did the exercise again, but this time Oskar stood in the middle, and I joined the "earth" element. For the second time around, we created a very good storm around Oskar. That was the last exercise of the class. It was a fun class. Usually the Performance class is much smaller, and held in Studio 2. But it was fun having everyone together, and working in a bigger space.

At 5:30 it was time for PT practice. Phil, Yam and myself walked over to the student house, and Yam made tea for us, and we sat down and discussed what we would do for our project. We came up with several ideas, and settled on a dentist's office scene. We will be meeting this Sunday to improvise some stuff, and experiment. I found out from Phil that apparently there had been some organization that was considering doing a year long documenting of Circomedia and the students, but decided to back out. I am so bummed that they decided not to do that. It would have been a great thing to have-a professional documentary of my experiences at Circomedia. I remember sitting at the table in the student room, during an intense discussion of character masks, and seeing Eley waving his arms about during the discussion and thinking "this is a clip that would be in the documentary!"

Around 6:00 Phil and I left the student house, and headed over to his car. I took the front wheel off my bike so I could fit my bike in his car. Once we were all packed up, we headed off in the direction of the video store. It was a bit of an adventure finding the video store, we eventually had to use his phone to call Mandy and get her to look up the address in the phone book before we ever found it. When we finally did find the place, it was tiny, and they only had new release Hollywood films-nothing we wanted to see. So we went into the store next to the video store and grabbed a couple of bottles of beer (to have with our dinner later that night.)

(I've run out of time to finish up this entry for now… but will finish it later-if you are reading along, be sure and check back later, because something very, very bizarre is about it happen-or I should say, did happen!)

(With apologies to Mini, who emailed to let me know I had left him hanging, here is the last part of my entry for November 28th)

After Phil and I picked up a couple of beers, we decided we would just go to a take-out place and get some food, and raid Mandy's video collection-to watch some old Monty Python skits. Our next goal was to find our way back to the A420. We were a bit turned around, and not sure how to find it. But we gave it our best shot, and soon were wandering around in Phil's car, slightly lost. This is where the bizarre incident occurs. The roads in Kingswood are very narrow, and dark. We were heading down this one particularly narrow and dark road when suddenly we came upon two young men. One was standing just off the curb, and the other was standing in the road with his back to us. It all happened very fast, but as we came around the bend, and encountered these two men, in the split second it happened, we noticed that the one man with his back to us was walking backwards into the road-into our path! Phil reacted as quickly as he could and turned the steering wheel quickly to the right, trying to avoid him, but the sickening sound of the man's body hitting the side of Phil's car confirmed that we had not been that lucky. I'm sure Phil could have made a sharper turn to the right, and might have been successful avoiding the man, if he didn't have to deal with the possibility of a head on collision with the oncoming car in the opposite lane. Phil came to a complete stop and I jumped out of the car and ran down the street to check on the man we had just hit, Phil came running behind me. As we approached, we could see the man stumbling across the road, his friend right behind him. The man collapsed onto the road once he got to the other side and his friend was helping him up to his feet when we finally arrived. We immediately asked the young man if he was okay. He responded by saying that he was okay, and to leave him alone. He was obviously quite drunk by the way he was speaking to us. At this point he started to, with the aid of his friend walk up the sidewalk (presumably to go home.) He was able to walk fairly easily, though he did have a severe limp in his right leg. Phil suggested to the young man that he let us take him to the hospital, but at that point, the young man started to get verbally hostile towards us, demanding that we leave him alone. I can only imagine the impact had sent a adrenaline rush through him that partially took away his drunkenness, causing him to realize how stupid he had been, wandering out into the road like that. I imagine it was his youthful pride that was yelling at us to leave him alone. His friend apologized to us, saying that he had yelled at his friend to get out of the road just before it happened, and told us not to worry about the situation, that he would take care of his friend. Phil and I at this point had no choice but to just leave him be and head back to the car.

Needless to say the mood of the evening was heavily changed. We did eventually find our way to the A420 and back to my house. Once we arrived at my place, we walked over to the local take-out place, I got some fish and chips, and Phil got a cheeseburger and chips. We went back and watched the Monty Python videos. I could tell Phil was having a hard time dealing with what had just happened, so I talked to him briefly, assuring him that he was in no way at fault, and he did the best he could in the situation that was presented to him. Things could have turned out a lot worse if Phil had not responded as quickly as he did. I'm sure we could have killed the man. After what had been planned as a light-hearted, fun evening of watching comedy, eating good food, and enjoying good company, we called it a night and Phil headed home.

After Phil left, I went up to the computer room to check my email and do some internet stuff. Fabian had given me a CD full of images, and I spent a little time creating a gallery of those images to put online. You can find
that gallery here. I ended up staying up very late that night. I knew I didn't have an actual class until 1:40pm the next day, so I planned on sleeping in. After putting up the gallery, I called it a night and headed to bed.

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11/29/02 Day Forty-Three: This will be a short entry. I woke up much later than I usually do because I was up until at least 1:00am the previous night. I didn't have to go to school until 1:40pm. I started to work on my November 28th entry, but ran out of time, because I needed to do a bunch of glass-work before I headed into school. So after getting off the computer I headed into the living room, and watched some TV while doing 81 pieces of glass.

Around 12:40, I headed out the door for school. I arrived at school around 1:00pm and had 40 minutes to hang out in the lunch-room, chatting. I gave Ashling the glass pieces, and she told me I would be getting my money the next day for it. Around 1:30 I headed over to the gym to warm-up for Acrobatics for non-specialists-or as I like to call it, Acro for Idiots. :) I enjoyed the Acro class today. I mostly worked on my cartwheel, which has made a tiny bit of progress, and we learned a new acrobalance position.

After that class was over, it was time for E&M circuits. I worked with Natalie on our cigar box routine, for the entire time. We are getting better at it, but it still needs several hours of work before it is solid.

After E&M circuits, we got a few short notes from Helen. People wanted to discuss the key situation, but she put her foot down and said straight up that she was not willing to discuss it, or negotiate it. Her decision was final, and we would get the keys back around 5:00pm on Wed. After notes, Kay and I worked a little bit more on our juggling together for our trip to Bath the next day.

With that, I hopped on my bike and headed home, again there was no rain. I am starting to get lucky. I went to bed rather early, because I knew that I needed lots of rest for my big day in Bath with Kay.

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11/30/02 Saturday: I woke up early, knowing that I had several things I needed to do before meeting Kay at our rendezvous point on the Bath/Bristol bike path. I was scheduled to meet her at 8:30am, and I suspected it would take me about 20-25 minutes to get there. So I planned on leaving around 7:55, so I could get there a good 5-10 minutes early.

Once I was ready, I hopped on my bike, put on my walkman CD player, and started heading along the path. The path starts out at a very slight incline, but mostly you could describe it as almost flat. In fact, it is "almost flat" the entire way to Bath. As I started to pedal, I noticed how much effort it was taking me to get going. It felt strange, like my body was over tired, or something. I couldn't believe how hard it was for me to pedal this morning! I was getting frustrated with myself. This path, after all, was almost flat. It was only slightly inclined, yet I was starting to huff and puff on my way. I was going very slowly too. I was annoyed with myself. Surely after 3 months of riding up the hill to Circomedia 5-6 days a week would leave me in better shape than this?? I was getting tired quick, and I knew at this pace I would never make it to the rendezvous point by 8:30. Then after about 10 minutes of this gruelling pedalling, I remembered that my front break had been acting sticky, and maybe I should check it. Sure enough, I had spent the last 10 minutes with my front brakes locked up, but because I had my music playing, I didn't notice it. Needless to say, once I fixed the problem of my brakes, I was able to go much faster, and I met up with Kay just 2 minutes later than I planned on getting there.

Our trip to Bath was uneventful. Its such a nice ride, going along the path to Bath, and its even nicer when you are in good company. We arrive in Bath around 9:45am, and locked up our bikes and walked a few blocks to the center, where we were scheduled to meet with the other buskers. They have a meeting every morning at 10:00am sharp to discuss who will get what time slots in the main busking area. We arrived, and met Kevin, a guitar player. As the church bells began to ring 10:00am, we began our meeting. Apparently this is how it is done, and if you don't make it to the meeting you don't get a spot. As the bells were still ringing, one other street performer, Pete, showed up. Jessi, Joe, and Silas may remember him. He was the one who plays the penny whistle. As I introduced myself to him, he sized me up, obviously not appreciating new people arriving in the scene. But he knew that he had to let me have a slot because I was there for the meeting-and in fact, had arrived before he had. I have since heard some stories about this man that help me dislike him even more. Anyhow, Kay and I claimed the 12:00, and 1:00 spots and headed off to warm up a little.

We first went to a fudge shop and I had a cup of hot chocolate and she had a cup of tea. We sat outside of the fudge shop and chatted. It was nice. I taught Kay how to make a little 9 inch silk disappear. She had fun working on that. After drinking our drinks, we headed off to find a place to juggle, so we could warm-up and put together a few ideas. It took us a while to find a place adequate, because it was sprinkling off and on. Eventually we found a nice spot nestled between two perpendicular benches, and worked on some material. At first we just had fun, and goofed off. Several people stopped and watched us, and we got several applauses from people-but no money. As we got closer, and closer to noon, we spent more of our effort putting together little bits of tricks we could use in our routine.

At noon, we headed over to the spot where we would be performing, only to find a huge crowd gathered around a couple of acrobat street performers who call themselves skate naked (or something like that.) They had stolen our spot. We stayed and watched their show. It was a good show, and I learned a lot from watching it, but it was hard to not be annoyed with them for stealing our spot. Granted, their show was much better, and much tighter than anything we could have produced at that point, but they had violated the busking system and just stolen our space. It was lame.

After their half hour show was over, we could have gone ahead and tried to perform there, but we both felt pretty deflated by it all. So instead we decided to go and try to find the art supply store Kay wanted to find. Eventually we found it and she was able to buy the paper she wanted. She still wanted to find some wire, so we went looking for another shop. We eventually came into a indoor market area and stopped to order some food. I had a bowl of chips, and she had a chip sandwich-apparently a popular item (just bread and French fries.) After that it was getting close to the time for Kay to go claim her 2:00pm slot so she could play her violin. But it was sprinkling again at this point, and she decided not to play today.

So with that we called it an early day and headed home. Yes we didn't really get to street perform, and we didn't make any money, but we felt that it was a successful day, non-the-less. We called it a research day. As we rode home, I decided to tell Kay several of my jokes. I even told her my longest joke ever, which I have managed to get up to about 15 minutes long now! She seemed to enjoy them.

When we arrived back at the point on the path where we met this morning, we decided we would both go to her house so she could grab some things, and then head over to my house. While at her house she made me a malt drink that she wanted me to try. It was very tasty. I can't remember what she called it, however. By time we left to go to my house it was dark.

When we arrived at my house, Kay changed out of her wet clothes into something dry, and I checked my email. Then while Kay was checking her email, I went downstairs and cooked some dinner for both of us. She is vegetarian, so I made potatoes with broccoli, cauliflower, carrots, and garlic all boiled, then strained and mixed with spices and some margarine, and I served it with sautéed mushrooms and baked beans from a can. It was a good meal. After dinner, we chatted while I did the dishes.

Then just after 7:00pm, Mandy came downstairs and the three of us headed over to the Easton Community Center for a benefit circus show for a circus arts school for children that is being opened in Argentina. I knew several people in the show, plus there were several people from school there to enjoy the show. It was a fun event with interesting live music during intermission and after the show.

After the show, Kay and I walked back to my place. I made her a bed on the floor of my room with some cushions that are in the study, and got her a blanket. Then I gave her a nice long massage that I had promised her. After the massage, I crawled into bed, and she crawled under her cover and read me a story from her collection of Winnie the Pooh stories book. It was fun. She read a story about playing "Pooh Sticks," since I had asked her for a story that involve Eeyor.
After the story, we chatted a bit longer, as we each got sleepier and sleepier. Eventually I turned the light off. The conversation continued with the light off, but we eventually fell asleep.
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